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Indomitable One

The hard part of losing love is finding your way back...

About Me

Not bitter; no longer angry. Just joy-full to finally find peace and happiness. “The greatest thing you will ever learn is to love, and to be loved in return.” I have decided to lead my life for love. So, stab me in the back, punch me in the face, push me down, love me, hate me, hurt me. Either way, I am going to pick myself up, dust myself off, with or without you, and keep loving you. I know that the only thing I have to offer other people of any significance that they will take until their dying day is love. So, if I can effect change in any way, that is the best. Also understand that everything happens for a reason. Life is a series of lessons, so you can either learn the lesson the first time, or you can wait until life throws it back in your face, repeatedly, until you are forced to learn the lesson. I prefer to try to learn the first time, and then avoid any refresher courses. MyGen Profile Generator
Your Values Profile
Loyalty:
You value loyalty highly.
You're completely devoted to your friends and family.
Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them.
Just make sure they're equally loyal to you!
Honesty:
You value honesty a fair amount.
You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it.
If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it.
In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity."
Generosity:
You value generosity a fair amount.
You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take.
Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need;
but you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no!"
Humility:
You value humility a fair amount.
You tend to be an easy going, humble person,
but occasionally your ego takes over.
You have a slight competitive streak - and the need to be the best.
Tolerance:
You value tolerance highly.
Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...
You do all that you can to seek out interesting and unique friends.
You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them. The Five Factor Values Test

My Interests

I like to read, talk, hang out, go wine tasting, bar hopping, party, go clubbing, snowboarding, work, swim, run, work out, watch movies, visit museums and art galleries, go to obscure concerts with friends, be spontaneous and deep, get lost in my thoughts and emotions, drive fast and/or just far, work on cars . . . pretty much anything that keeps me active.
The Truth

Your angel seeks for the truth. Your angel is part of you. Thus, you are the kind of person who values honesty more than most things in this world. You are strong-willed and a bit stubborn at times. In love, you seek for someone who will understand you and never cheat on you. This would probably hurt you a lot, as it would to a lot of people. But it would probably hurt you the most. You are brutally honest, and you voice your opinions a lot. Go you!

I'd like to meet:

What, or who, I am looking for is a friend first and foremost. I am not about hook-ups, so if that is what you are looking for, I urge you to look elsewhere. The criteria for friendship is pretty simple, and conversely, complicated. I want someone who will always be honest to me and, more importantly, honest to themselves. I want someone who is loyal. You have to be willing to learn from me just like I am willing to learn from you. There is an unlimited amount of lessons we can learn from each other; the key is that we both have to always be willing. I am; are you? A little spontaneity and maturity doesn't hurt either. Let me make mistakes, but don't drag my face in it. I promise not to throw it in yours. Give me your input, but don't flip out when I don't take some of (or any of) it. Sometimes I need my alone time, be it reading a book, playing a video game, watching a movie or tv show by myself, just sitting down with the guitar or piano and hitting a few notes, drawing, painting, sculpting, driving, listening to a certain song or songs, or just going off and having a cigarette or phone conversation with a good friend who will talk me off of the proverbial ledge; please understand and accept that I need that time...for no one else but me.
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EXPLOSIVE

You're a guardian angel. You fight and protect the people you love and value. You're a water dragon! Congrats! Like ice dragons, you are extremely powerful, but show it more often. You are a leader, and like to speak your opinion. And, you are charming, swift, and great at dancing. You enjoy getting stuck in the rain, playing with friends, and swimming anywhere! Wat-er you waiting for?

Music:

New additions to the collection: Beyonce, Damien Rice, the Ataris, the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Pink, Mana, Gym Class Heroes, Phil Collins, Kanye West, some tracks mixed by DJ Prime, and I'm sure a few more I can't remember

Movies:

Boondock Saints, Rules of Attraction, The Shawshank Redemption, Hercules, Mulan, Aladdin, Big Fish, Finding Neverland, the Harry Potter series, Chicago, The Matrix, Fast and the Furious, Lone Star State of Mind, Crash, A.I., Mrs. Henderson Presents, Hard Candy, the Green Mile, Moulin Rouge, Rent, and The Bird Cage. Of course there's others that I could throw in too...

Television:

I don't watch TV too often, but when I do it's usually CSI (any of them now) and Law & Order (any as well). I also like Family Guy, Drawn Together, and Grey's Anatomy, but I don't watch them as ardently.

Books:

Bless Me Ultima by Rudolfo Anaya, The Arch of Triumph and All Quiet on the Western Front by Remarque, Catcher in the Rye by Salinger, Naked by David Sedaris, the Harry Potter Series, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, The Book of Joe, the Virgin Suicides, A Walk to Remember, Memoirs of a Geisha, The Lovely Bones, and The Great Gatsby.
Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie,
except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

Heroes:

Every person that I have ever met, because they have helped me to become who I am today. And I'm proudest to announce...myself.
Your element is Fire: Strong, hot tempered, powerful, and passionate. Being fire, you are quite strong and powerful, people look up to you greatly and often seek your protection. You have the ability to gain many friends and you are always one people can count on to do what you say you will do. You are extremely loyal, be it friends or family you'll stick up for them and you are never willing to put them in a position that could hurt them. You know what roll you play in life, leader, and you intend to let people know it. Not everyone is capable of leadership, but you certainly have the willpower and flare to do it. You have quite a temper if it shows itself, one that can often lead you into trouble. Once your mind is made up there is no changing it, but no one said that was a bad thing.

My Blog

Fires...

I stil find it odd, but I am still so very intrigued by fires.  Yesterday, thanks to the recent fires in the area, all children were brought inside at work.  Driving home at 7, everyone had ...
Posted by Harbinger of Truth on Sat, 01 Oct 2005 12:38:00 PST

No one is truly alone&

&until they start to lose faith in everything and everyone else. I dont know exactly what I am trying to say, or why.  I guess I just need to get it out of my system.  Once again, acceptanc...
Posted by Harbinger of Truth on Wed, 28 Sep 2005 09:17:00 PST

And I think to myself&

&what a wonderful world.   Because it really is.  The only thing is, we get caught in the here and now.  We are taught from early childhood to look at details.  Look at the colors ...
Posted by Harbinger of Truth on Fri, 23 Sep 2005 06:30:00 PST

Handing out licenses left and right&

So, its been a long time since Ive posted anything.  Some may have thought that would have been reason to turn and hide somewhere&the quiet before the inevitable storm so to speak.  But, t...
Posted by Harbinger of Truth on Tue, 20 Sep 2005 06:45:00 PST

The meaning of life?

"All men and women are born, live, suffer and die; what distinguishes us, one from another is our dreams, whether they be dreams about worldly or unworldly things, and what we do to make them come abo...
Posted by Harbinger of Truth on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Philosophy 101

So the first thing that they bring up in any beginning biology course (for me it was 106 or 107 at College of the Canyons) is what is the definition of life?  Are there certain basic criteria tha...
Posted by Harbinger of Truth on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Extra! Extra! Read all about it!

It would be stupid of me to say that none of this was directed at any singular person.  It would probably be stupid of me to say that this wasnt directed at any number of people.  But then ...
Posted by Harbinger of Truth on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Para obtener un s

This isnt about you.  This isnt about any of you. And it isnt about me either.  Im not even sure what this is about& All I know is what it isnt. This isnt about a woe-is-me, feel sorr...
Posted by Harbinger of Truth on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Let me put this in terms you might understand....

Pienso que cómico la gente.  El mas que comprendo de la gente y con la gente, hay menos y menos que quiero aprender de personas, y de yo tambien.  Si todos comparten como 99.9% de materiales...
Posted by Harbinger of Truth on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Post-script, all my friends...

If I could tell the world just one thing It would be that we're all OK And not to worry 'cause worry is wasteful And useless in times like these I won't be made useless I won't be idle with despair I ...
Posted by Harbinger of Truth on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST