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girl afraid

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About Me


everything is happening, in the dark..


I fell out of heaven
to be with you in hell
my sin's not quite seven
nothing much to tell
lust I haven't craved
a sainted boy I'm not
I take it to my grave
a side cursed on rot
I ride these ropes alone
beneath the sulfur sky
everywhere I roam
life is one big lie
when the fireball goes down
out by LA waste
I come into town
but only for a day
if starving in bed means
I pray for you to understand
the man sure is sleek
but lost was my hand
I struggle and I cry
I pounce with no revenge
at least I never lied
or took the truth to rail



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My Interests



camel turkish royals, css, dancing, dreams, drinking, i wanna learn porteguese, late nights, mixtapes, mosquito song, new orleans, pilates, rhymin and stealin, sex, whiskey sunrises, southern girls, travel, the kills, the raveonettes, existing as peter pan, the south, writing, yyys.

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My Blog

new shoes

So i’ve gotten two pairs of new shoes in the past week. One, from danzig, little ballet flats with polkadots. and then today, 1920s flapper girl heels that fasten in the front.   and nude p...
Posted by girl afraid on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 08:30:00 PST

it’s 4 in the morning.

I haven't had this insomnia thing strike in a long time. Nothing felt right. I tossed and turned under the blankets, The Damned playing and then The Cure, but nothing was right.   I wrote. Read. ...
Posted by girl afraid on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 02:44:00 PST

i’ll use that voice that you find annoying.

I have to make something excruciatingly clear. I'm quite comfortable with this job/career/ descion of mine. I don't question things that seem right. Cassandra needed me. And this is how the universe ...
Posted by girl afraid on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 04:35:00 PST

i am not your lover, i'm the map you use to find her.

ultimate breakup tape, 1 of 2 that will be made in colorado before i depart, this is the end. SIDE A: The devil will find work for idle hands to do. The Cure - The Perfect Girl The Faint - Hypnotized...
Posted by girl afraid on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 07:47:00 PST

harry potter and the deathly hallows (SPOILERZ)

1. Aww Dudley!2. holy crap, is that serious foreshadowing with george's ear or what?3. FUCK THAT BITCH FOR STEALING MADEYES BODY. I WISH THEY HAD KILLED DOLORES!4. i was kind of pissed off about dumbl...
Posted by girl afraid on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 12:16:00 PST

brandon & jenna

Sometimes, it's just one of those nights. One of those nights where you go barefoot all night and walk through the puddles. And you contemplate love watching the sun set behind the pink tafetta clouds...
Posted by girl afraid on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 09:10:00 PST

culture vulture 3:44

I guess I had to address several things that were starting to get to me. Several aspects of our dearly beloved culture that started hurting my brains.   WHY MARILYN MANSON,PLACEBO, AND DAX R...
Posted by girl afraid on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 11:47:00 PST

telescopic evolutionary paradigms

As I sat in my pristine room, a cold reptilian womb that I keep neat for others, I was struck with the possibilities, with the realization of how my medically socially calculating mind is thinking abo...
Posted by girl afraid on Sun, 27 May 2007 10:18:00 PST

write write write.

write, god damnit, write. I'm in love. I feel like a food for blabbing about my emotions, I feel even more ridiculous for telling HIM, of all people. But I have resolved to be emotional instead of emo...
Posted by girl afraid on Thu, 24 May 2007 09:11:00 PST

WASSUPROCKERS?

I guess I started thinking about this after seeing WASSUP ROCKERS, I watch so many movies about teenage boys being fucked over by the system they exist in. I remeber very clearly - we were running and...
Posted by girl afraid on Mon, 21 May 2007 01:34:00 PST