anything that can hold my attention for 30 seconds...its all good!
Ashley said that I'm weird...coz I'm a Libra...is that true?
Those that have made an impact on my life...
Those who've inspired me...
Those who've enlightened me...
Those who've acknowledged who I really am...
I thank you...
and to those who've been hella shady...I thank you as well...because you give me the determination that I need to find myself better people to be around.
*NEW*: read this...
OH YEAH....don't piss me off! I'm irrational and a complete WITCH who doesn't forget anything...it's one of my faults i'm trying to work on...i'll forgive you...but i won't FORGET what you did....and if you EVER make me feel so crappy that i CRY..............you are DONE! if you happen to be related to me....well then i'm just gonna stay pissed off and eventually forgive you but you're never gonna do whatever stupid thing you did EVER again coz to piss me off is to resign yourself to a very lonely and depressing life without me in it! i'm not conceited...i'm HONEST!!! i'm tired of playing games and trying to be what other people want me to be....and that's what it is...if you can't deal....then LEAVE!
ask a question! haha
i like songs that make me bob my head and go hella dummy! yadadamean!
as long as its got a beginning, middle, and end....toss in some cheesy love story....pretty people....and doesn't make me fall asleep...you got yourselves a HIT!
I love me some PAULA DEEN! hahaha...oh yeah and Giada! coz she's skinny and still eats hella fat food...oh wait...i should hate her for that....hmmm....
yeah wuteva's on...usually its either on Food Network, FX, DISNEY, MTV, VH1, or a movie playin on LIFETIME! haha...oh I heart re-runs of past fave shows: Friends, Sex in the City, Will and Grace......Fresh Prince, Saved By the Bell....so much more!
hmm....just hand me a book and i'll read it....tho i must warn you....i DO judge a book by its cover...
God and our Lord Jesus Christ
my family
and the people I love...you know who u are!
I admire these people for a number of reasons:
of course--my parents... for everything they've sacrificed for us girls [this picture makes everyone look hella cross-eyed...we're not i promise!!! haha]
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Angelica and Tiffany: my retarded sisters whom i love. tho they don't appreciate me and what i do for them yet...
i love Geli for just being there when i need to rant and rage...
Tiff for her witty and unforgettable comments and i admire her for never letting anyone stop her from being herself...
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Austin and Alden: These two guys are my CLOSEST [sheesh aus!] cousins and greatest friends in my family. They BOTH have generous and loving hearts which, in the end, surpasses MOST of their annoying traits...love em both...and they're parents! hi auntie yollie and uncle danny! oh and luna too! [*note: the above pix is one of the rare photos of them NOT fighting haha]
Austin...even tho u bug the heck out of me and continuously annoy me [on purpose!] you know i love you and i'd push you out of the path of an oncoming vehicle [and into another] if i had the chance...haha! anyways everyone in the whole world knows how smart you are and that you have a fascinating way of spouting out the weirdest trivia at any given time...but that's what makes you who you are...i can still talk to you about anything and everything no matter how dumb...thanks for always listening to my nonsense!
Alden is the most talkative person in this family besides me! he's got a great personality and cracks up at the smallest things. he's got talent and my sisters adore him [which means a lot since they usually hate everyone else!]...haha...even tho he gets really annoying...he's still cool...all you have to do is yell SHUT UP! [GA-NY-VIN!] HAHA...
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MY “FAVORITE†FRIENDS:
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Kate: neva would have survived here in germany w/o her...she keeps me sane and in control of my raging emotions...and she is just wonderful. you just have to meet her and see for yourself...but watch out coz she's a SNOB at first [haha! j/k!]...i miss our wonderfully long conversations were we DON'T gossip and we DO talk about the weirdest things from our pet peeves to why Geli's hair looks so shiny. haha...another person i regard as a sister...LOVE YOU TOO! =)
Crys: i've known her since i was 8, and i've always looked up to her [she's 24 and has her master's in physical therapy and has already started her career] i just hope that one day i can come close to HALF the things she has achieved...i used to be so jealous of her grades...oh wait...i STILL AM! haha...
Liz: she rocks and was the greatest friend when i was down in MoVal...plus she's out there doing her own thing...which i someday hope to do. She inspires me to work harder and not take things for granted. I love this girl...We had some unforgettable moments when i was down there...from her banged up rally car [i miss that!] to that day i asked her to "pick me up at the corner" haha...gosh we laughed so much! and i was always so DUMB everytime i was at your house haha [say the magic word and clap twice!]...ur family is so great...your parents, ate emily, ate elvie,...even Ro-WHaLe...oh and of course ETHAN! MY TONGIN BABY! awww...i miss you all! next time im in socal...SAN DIEGO BABY! can't wait to see all the hot spots lizard!
Lisette: this was my first friend in frankfurt...well first female friend and we had so much fun together...all those sleepovers and walks in the city...tho we see less of each other now and we're not as close as before, we still manage to laugh and joke around with each other every time we're together. with this lady right here, you can't HELP but smile and spill your life story out haha...she's so bubbly and energetic, friendly and generous...and so so talented...beautiful voice...great organist...wonderful friend...this girl is family... GOOD LUCK IN LONDON!!!
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SHOUT OUTS:
TO MY "OTHER" FRIENDS:
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JONA:
This is the new Allen Iverson...the BIG-BONED version haha...okay so anyways...this tongin right hurr is great to be around...always makes you smile coz he's always smiling! and he's pretty funny. he's always cracking up--basically just a fun-loving guy...oh and he's nice too...very helpful...umm...what else? him, me, liz, and austin [oh and melda too! but she was mini] were the official beastly taloofa's of riverside...later converted to Tongins coz well...six flags--ethan--some lady--me...haha...
oh yeah the best memories where during the extra practices with Mel...those drills rocked...i still laugh when i think about that one drill where we had to partner up and push each other during the high notes...this nukka partnered up with that other tongin Austin and these fools were pushing each other like sumo wrestlers the WHOLE TIME haha...they obviously didnt understand the drill...LoL...anyways he's the best tenor/bass/alto/soprano that RivERsiDe's got yup yup...mulitalented haha...[happy jona! i gave you one! sheesh! haha]
EMELDA:
MOOOOOOO! Shmelda CUE-Ball...MY bABY OrCA is a very lovely lady...she's crazy, fun, bubbly, super hyper! and just wunderpul...have some crazy memories with this chica and most of them involved me, her, liz, and aus...and even tho i wasn't there...the "Emelda's Grass" story still cracks me up! haha...but the funnier ones involved her crazy siblings who always made me look a fool...haha...probably coz i am but yeah...we had some happy times...miss ya!!!
EBY:
oh no! i have to say something NICE about YOU! haha...well first off...EBY IS A SNOB! yup yup...a materialistic and egotistical one too! haha...He wouldn't speak to me for a whole YEAR at church or even at his house [lisette is his younger sis] then i gave him a birthday gift [it was small but the thought and all that]...i didnt have too...and no one else gave but i remembered...and then like 2 min after i gave it...he started BUGGING ME...haha...Lisette was like "Wow! that means he likes you now!"...and he still BUGS ME coz secretly he knows that i'm so COOL...so he annoys me coz he's JEALOUS! haha...well right now he's going thru some Literati phase and has got me hooked...i swear i'm GOOD at Scrabble...but when i play the Ebzzzter here...sheesh! i lose so badly! haha...and his words aren't even that good! he just gets all the good letters and spots! but last time...he only beat me by 20 pts [coz he had a SCRABBLE! and i couldn't put mine]...so yeah i'm getting better...anyways Eby is a great guy [after he LETS you TALK to HIM]...haha...apparently he's nice too coz he's sustained a relationship for 2 yrs [???] with the lovely Miss Frieda...oh and he cooked me spaghetti once [and i was the only one who ate it coz it was yucky!....but he said it was "made with love" so therefore it was good! haha]
JEPOY:
This is Mr. Jeffrey De la Cruz…he’s got the nicest mommy: AUNTIE OFIE!!! And his younger bro Jerome has the cutest American accent when he speaks English…Poor Jep Jep only has an ugly GERMAN accent! Haha! Anyways I put jepoy on here coz just recently I’ve come to realize what a funny guy he is…I love messing with new people and he’s my latest victim…but he’s so great…has a sense of humor…even let me pimp his MySpace for him! [I’m his hero now! Haha] So not only is this guy photogenic and grew up to be so Pogi [yes I admit you are Jeffrey! Hihi!] he’s funny, nice, helpful, and many more things…and that is all because of his MOMMY! HI AUNTIE OFIE! Haha…
MICHELE:
Michele my belle…well…lets see…I’ve known Michele since 8th grade I think…but we really bonded during freshman year…I helped her embrace her FILIPINO side and showed her that those all-American-bleach-blonde-Soccer-Studs at school were just TOO WHITE! Haha…chele love them white boys! we had some good times…Chele, Mariah, Maria, Mandy, and Me…our notebook that I NEVER wrote in but kept forever! It was so hard to leave near the end of soph year…I hated that I had to leave you guys and everything that I grew up with for the last 4 yrs…Jersey was an experience and it was hard moving to frikkin Germany, of all places, to start the whole process over again…I never did get that same feeling of high school and our little group again…*sigh* I miss those days when our biggest problem was trying not to reveal how we felt towards our crushes…someday soon I hope I can come back and visit Chele and good ol’ Northern Burlington County Regional High School…dang that’s such a long name!
HENRY NERY:
Kuya Henry...what can I say other than he's a great guy...I've known him since i was 10 yrs old. And now I use him as a personal reference on job applications! haha...pick up your phone so i can get your address! sheesh! now he lives in Henderson and makes people stand in line for hours at the DMV...but yeah he's a great Kuya...very nice and friendly and says "You know" a lot...haha...decided to put you here kuya coz you FINALLY have a MySpace even tho it'll never be as cool as mine...and coz i have time haha...oh and i changed my voicemail coz people were getting frustrated and i was getting some funny mssgs: "hello! can you hear me now! hello!?!" haha...plus its not exactly professional if a potential employer calls my phone lol...
RONALD:
Ronjay...hmm...this is another guy i knew way back when i first went to Riverside...he was the only guy in CWS choir...saw him again when his family went on a european tour and they stayed at our house...B40!!! haha...then again like 2-3 years later when i went back to MoVal for school...Ron is another nice guy...[notice that i only hang out with nice people...hmm....wonder why?] anyways...he laughs at weird things and likes rotten.com and is allowed to play outside again with his friends....j/m...i'm going to fix this later coz right now my brain is fried from sleep deprivation! so in conclusion....this Jaywalker Runs across streets so he can get to class on time at UCR...that was sooo gAY ! haha sorry ron! i will fix this!
MARIA:
Ria! this was another homie at NBC...who i found through the wonderful workings of MySpace...me and this chick were always battling it out...or our men were anyway: NIck Carter vs. Justin Timberlake....LOL! She was the BIGGEST BSB fan and I was an N'Sync fan just to annoy her haha...I told you Justin was better than Nick! although BSB for some odd reason decided to "come back" but whatever...Justin still looks better!...anyways we had some good times and one day we will be reunited...all of us...well i need to fly to the east coast since all of you pretty much live there still haha...
KAREN:
I just wanted to put her on here coz we had some memories while she was visiting europe...[tongue ring!!!] anyways i met Karen at church July 2005 [i think] and found out she can SING! then she hung out with us in FFM...and eventually she did the 2 wk sleepover haha...we went to Amsterdam, Paris and London with the twins...and this chick was so great to hang out with...had a blast with her and hope to see her soon! COME BACK TO CALI KARE!
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and to EVERYONE else i know...i wish I could list you all…but I’m just too lazy but do know that I admire each one of you coz you all have something that i wish I myself possess...love you all...God bless and take care! *INC4Life*