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Itzica

Full is not as heavy as empty

About Me

hmmm...

My Interests

Music, singing, dancing, writting, having good conversation...

I'd like to meet:



Music:

Fiona Apple is a goddess, Dave Mathews,Zepplin,Sabbath,Mazzy Star,The Sundays,Seal, maroon5, 311, No Doubt, Save Ferris, Hed PE, Blues Traveler,Sara Mclaughlin, Marvin Gaye, Smokey Robinson, The Temptations, Ella fitzgerald ,Aretha Franklin, Janis,Jimi,The Doors,Fleetwood Mac,The Pretenders,Guns n Roses,Sade,Nat King Cole,Sinatra,Incubus,Metallica,Smashing Pumpkins,Nirvana,Mindless Self Indulgence,Green Day, and there are a million more that I would just rather not take the time to type

Movies:

Tombstone....the best movie ever. Resevoir dogs, American History X, Texas chain saw massacre, The Saw, Fargo, The Exorcist, Night of the living Dead, The dangerous lives of Altar Boys, Fast Times, Say Anything, Weird Science, anything Disney, South park the movie, anything with Jim Carey, Romeo and Juliet, Amedeus, Big Fish, ...

Television:

House, thats it, thats my only vice...oh oh and something I'm not so proud of Buffy the Vampire slayer

Books:

The compiled poems and stories of Edgar Allen Poe

Heroes:

My Father, he has faced obstacles beyond my imagination and heartache I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy..and yet he still has room to love me and everyday teaches me how to survive in this fucked up world. He may have not always been there and he may be rough around the edges but he's still standing and that is a reason to admire him

My Blog

My Birthday!!

Well, it's almost that time again...MY BDAY!!  I'm actually really excited about it this year because I am having my first birthday party in our new house I'm stoked.  I am just so blessed ...
Posted by Itzica on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 05:37:00 PST

I'm not making the effort...*continued*

DISCLAIMER: OK, THIS IS NOT ABOUT ANYONE IN PATICULAR SO NOBODY GET YOUR PANTIES IN A BUNCH.  IT"S JUST A GENERALIZTION...I DON'T KNOW IF THATS BETTER OR WORSE BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS.   I have...
Posted by Itzica on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 11:51:00 PST

well...

What do you do when all that is the supposed world around you becomes something that you don't recognize?  There comes point of clarity when you realize what is real and what isn't, and in this m...
Posted by Itzica on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 04:07:00 PST

Missing him

I cried today, alone.  I cried for the loss of my Grandfather who passed away seven years ago.  It's strange how that kind of thing creeps up on you.  He was my best friend, and my "pr...
Posted by Itzica on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 03:35:00 PST

I'm over this shit

I am going to stand up for myself from this point on.  Recent accusations have really caused me to self evaluate.  After continuous second guessing on my part I have come to the conclusion t...
Posted by Itzica on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 01:23:00 PST

Sorry for the content...not really

So, for anyone who reads these  stupid things you probably have noticed a significant downfall in my appreciation for my current situation. Let me explain.  It's like this, I was trying real...
Posted by Itzica on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 10:08:00 PST

God Damn my fuckin brain

I wish I were stupid, really.  Stupid people are completely content no matter their situation.I would make examples but I don't want to start a "war".I was talking with my Dad about his younger y...
Posted by Itzica on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 09:11:00 PST

Today must not be tomorrow or yesterday

I lack the courage for fear of rejectionI lack the srength for fear of failure I want to start living I need to thrive, I need someone who understands meI need to stop pretendingI need the summer now ...
Posted by Itzica on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 02:53:00 PST

It's been a long year...

So with New Years eve upon us I do the usual reflecting that is forced into your thoughts every year at this time.  GOD DAMN THIS HAS BEEN A CRAZY FUCKIN YEAR!!! So much has happened in the last ...
Posted by Itzica on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 10:56:00 PST

The long haul

Sometimes I wanna punch him in the face because he doesn't listen, and he doesn't think, and he ignores, and he does some stupid ass shit!!  Sometimes I wanna scream and tell him to leave or to f...
Posted by Itzica on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 01:44:00 PST