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Violently happy and I desperately need new limbs...
I strongly believe in living forever. Yeah... I think thats the only good way to live really. At first glance there isn't much to anyone... its how you choose to look into things. A few important things I guess you should know off the back are that I never lose I refuse to fight a battle with no cause and I live life for basically well me. You can call it selfish or whatever but I suppose in the end your the only person you can really depend on. I'm trying to keep things simple and I don't intend on letting anyone in who complicates my way of doing things but I'll give anyone a try. I'm here to have fun but keep my morals and human dignity if at all possible.
I chose my way of life a long time ago. I like things fast paced and impulsive. I've always got a to do list and always have a million things on my mind. I always have an ambition I'm working towards... and a disappointment short to follow before I pick myself back up to do even more work. I only care about a few things in this world and thats my future, my soulmate, and the good people I meet until I reach my state of zen.
I'm over the childish dramas of a teenage life and I won't waste attention on negativity. Its simple really you scratch my back I'll scratch yours type of deal. As soon as you dig your nails into me I'll dig my teeth into you. I have 2 sides and I prefer to keep the vicious one at bay. Simple know that it does exist. I like people really I do... I just don't like empty headed close minded people. And I will admit I can be a fucken jerk... but at least I'm never serious
So another important thing you should know is I'm barely ever serious until the times where its called for. I like to laugh a lot. Most likely it will be at the misfortune of others despite my apathy. Its nothing personal I'm just sick. I like things too. Even though I bet you could care lessa bout my interests here I am to tell you. I don't leave my house without a camera a designer bag or my dior palette. I don't enjoy the look of clean hair and I also don't enjoy sl00tz. I spend my spare time on artwork... and thats really it unless I'm getting high and playing guitar hero. Fashion's been my thing I guess... but its everyone's thing these day no? Fashion photography will always be my career of choice and I do everything in my power to work towards it
I have a mate that I've been with about 2 yrs and going strong. I'm securely taken and not looking to be hit on. Plus if said incident does occur my boyfriend will most likely turn into the cocky bastard you wish you never met. Spare yourself the embarrassment. Although I will be friends with you. I love my friends because I chose them wisely. I know what its like to choose the wrong ones so I keep on my toes from now on. My girl Sarah has been there for me since diapers... and the rest of you know how exhilirating you make my life.
I don't live in the past I live in the now. I don't care who I was a year ago, 2 years ago, before highschool because its over and done with. I don't like people who draw attention to themselves over things that happened way back when. My life is pretty drama free so I like to keep it a goin' that way. I strongly believe any goal one sets for onself can be achieved you just have to ask yourself how bad you want it.
I've heard it all from the mouths of fellow beings: High maintenance, selfish, materialistic, over ahciever, frigid bitch etc. etc. etc. And you know maybe that IS true... but I'm not the one hiding all my faults behind various other things. What I buy is no concern of yours nor is how much I spend. What I wear is no concern of yours and neither are my selfish tendencies especially if they don't affect you. Yes I can be a bitch like any other girl but I'm only hot when provoked. I'm just like you believe it or not so I'd appreciate it if you treated me as you'd treat yourself.
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