Laura

I recently realized, that all of the people that were important in my life, have disappeared. I guess I let the best friendships slip, and lost my everything. I look at you, I look at her, I look at them, and I realize that what I'm trying to do, isn't really who I am. But how do I change. Mirrors, stupid complications, and reflections of idiotic memoirs, with you, with those that I lost. I kind of feel like, I have lost you, well, I know that I have. Seeing you today, made me realize that I haven't lost you, you are still there, we just don't talk. As a matter of fact, we don't listen. Maybe something could have been saved, maybe not, but not trying, that's what bothers me the most, I don't try. I could have saved us, I could have pulled through the black hole faster, instead of waiting to lose those most important members, of my life. It's like sand, slipping through my fingers, disappearing with the wind, floating like mist everywhere, and even though there is always more sand, it is never the same as what it was, when we shared it together.SA **Sluts Annonymus, see occupation/company lists...Dedicated to the Memory of Kelsey, Bo, and Nicole, the few who really understood me, and my decisions. I don't know how we lost touch, but truly, I miss you guys.