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About Me


Another Morning After The Night Before~Bleu Edmondson

I aint got nobody
I don't have a bridge to build
Better safe than sorry
Mama hide the sleeping pills
It's another morning after the night before
I remember how you tasted
Dangerous, sweet, and kind
Young and we were wasted
My God, you always shined
Another morning after the night before
Another morning after the night before
Red eyes staring at an open door
In the same clothes that I wore
It's another morning after the night before
Girl you used to own me
Gasoline, fire and soul
I remember what you told me
Said it's live and die, rock and roll
Another morning after the night before
Another morning after the night before
Another morning after the night before
Red eyes staring at an open door
In the same clothes that I wore
It's another morning after the night before
Running From The Rain~Waylon Payne
Clouds are gathering round
The rusted window pane
The chillers leavin chills
Within my bones
I remember all you had to say to me
You said "There ain't no point
In running from the rain"
Well there ain't no point
In running from the rain
Seems like it's gonna find you anyway
Listen to the message that I say
There ain't no point in running from, there ain't no point in running
From the rain
They said the rain
Would come and take my hurt away
Oh but they were wrong
I'm soaked down to my soul
I listen as it sings to me a sad refrain
It said "There ain't no point
In running from the rain"
Well there ain't no point
In running from the rain
Seems like it's gonna find you anyway
Listen to the message that I say
There ain't no point in runningfrom, there ain't no point in running
From the rain
I Know I'm weary and I'm down yeah
Maybe god will let me drowned yeah
I won't have to feel the rain no more
No point
In running from the rain
Seems like it's gonna find you anyway
Listen to the message that I say
There ain't no point in running from, there ain't no point in running
There ain't no point in running from the rain
Seems like it's gonna find you anyway
Listen to the message that I say
There ain't no point in running from, there ain't no point in running
There ain't no point in running from the rain
I Don't Wanna Hurt Any More~Jack Ingram/Chris Masterson
I look around and all I see is people trying to find a reason
This world can hand out such a beatin'
and they don't wanna hurt anymore
When we were young it all seemed to be easy
Everything within reach, one broken
heart and we're retreatin'
Cause we don't wanna hurt anymore
Don't want to
Don't want to
Don't want to hurt anymore
You look at me and you say you feel
sorry, you never understood
and you never knew the things I wanted
I just don't wanna hurt anymore
I keep trying to explain myself and
Figure, why bother what's the use
I finally realized that all that matters is
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Don't want to
Don't want to
Don't want to hurt anymore
I look around and all I see is people
trying to find a reason
This world hands out such a beatin'
And they don't wanna hurt anymore
Don't want to
Don't want to
Don't want to hurt anymore
Don't want to
Don't want to
Don't want to hurt anymore
Don't want to
Don't want to
Don't want to hurt anymore
Lovin' You~Reckless Kelly
Ever since I was kissed off
I've been more than slightly pissed off
So I wrote this song to tell you how I feel
Sure it's true you're pretty
You're charming, warm, and witty
But other than that, you just ain't no big deal
So darlin', here's my message
Read it loud and clear
Get your head out of your ass and get your ass right out of here
'Cause there's no percentage in this
There ain't nothin' to be won
Lovin' you's the dumbest fuckin' thing I've ever done
Well I placed you high above me
I let you push and shove me
Like a lovesick fool, I took it all in stride
I let you annoy me
But I won't let you destroy me
And this song is proof that I've still got my pride!
So darlin', here's my message
Read it loud and clear
Get your head out of your ass and get your ass right out of here
'Cause there's no percentage in this
There ain't nothin' to be won
Lovin' you's the dumbest fuckin' thing I've ever done
I said lovin' you's the dumbest fuckin' thing I've ever done
A Kiss Before I Go~Ryan Adams
The engine turns on a dime
But I ain't goin' nowhere, tonight
I ain't been goin' nowhere for quite awhile
Can't tell the truth in a house of lies
Can't explain what I don't know
One shot, one beer and a kiss before I go
One more kiss 'fore I go
One more night and day
Breath all heavy and slow
One shot, one beer and a kiss before I go
I'll miss those nights at the bar
With every girl all loaded like freights
And the pain in the morning comes as easy as it goes
Can't find the truth in a house of lies
And you can't see tomorrow with yesterday's eyes
One shot, one beer and a place where nobody cries
One more kiss 'fore I go
One more night and day
Breath all heavy and slow
One shot, one beer and a kiss before I go
Broken Heart~Reckless Kelly
You’re hiding from love
You see you don’t need it
But if that were true
You could take it or leave it
Well you gotta learn to walk
But you’re afraid of fallin’
Off the line like a shot
Then it’s back to crawling
How can it stop if you won’t let it start
I build it up and you tear it apart
It’s so hard to love a girl with a broken heart
I love a girl with a broken heart
You still lickin’ your wounds
And girl you’re no stranger
To blood, sweat and tears
And a heart scared from anger
We got a love that you find
Maybe once in a lifetime
But you can’t hide
From from a memory of the first time
How can it stop if you won’t let it start
I build it up and you tear it apart
It’s so hard to love a girl with a broken heart
I love a girl with a broken heart
How can it stop if you won’t let it start
I build it up and you rip it apart
It’s so hard to love a girl with a broken heart
I love a girl with a broken heart
Resurrection~Bleu Edmondson
I’ve died a thousand times since you left me
Stared down the barrel of a thousand loaded guns
There’s a midnight ride on a fast train headed somewhere
I’ll be born again with the rising of the sun
Resurrection, Resurrection
I woke with dawn washing over Memphis
Seeing through the eyes of a newborn child
I know you always hated Elvis
So I think I might just stay here for awhile
Resurrection, Resurrection, Resurrection
Cheap perfume and cheaper whiskey
She gave me a wink as she yelled out last call
And when the parking lot was empty
We made love in a bathroom stall (yeah, we did)
Resurrection, Resurrection, Resurrection
Nobody's Girl~Willy Braun & Micky Braun
The first man that you ever loved
Left your mama and never said goodbye to anyone
And you were raised with your head held high
But any fool can see it’s just a clever disguise
You’re nobody’s baby
You’re nobody’s darlin’
You’re nobody’s girl
You’ve always been a little scared to open your heart
And you never let anybody take it too far
You never let ‘em on the inside
'Cause you’re always scared you’ll be taken for a ride
You’re nobody’s baby
You’re nobody’s darlin’
You’re nobody’s girl
Everybody wants you but you don’t want to care
So you keep ‘em at a distance with the frown you wear
You spend your time trying to even the score
And you’ve got it in your head you deserve a lot more
The first one was a true disaster
So was the second one and every one after
But when you’re breaking in a broken home
You’re gonna be sure to spend some nights on your own
When you’re nobody’s baby
You’re nobody’s darlin’
You’re nobody’s girl
You’re nobody’s baby
You’re nobody’s darlin’
You’re nobody’s girl
Well I was bred, born, and fed on music, so if music is not important to you then turn and run now. I am a thinker, a magic bean buyer.. a dreamer, a wisher, a flame that burns. I am just a simple girl with a mind that spins and a soul that shines. If you want to know more then stick around and you might learn a new trick or two.
Let me go ahead and hate myself why wait till morning....
I will just be fine one day but today is not that day.
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There's no point to any of this. It's all just a... a random lottery of meaningless tragedy and a series of near escapes. So I take pleasure in the details. You know... a quarter-pounder with cheese, those are good, the sky about ten minutes before it starts to rain, the moment where your laughter become a cackle... and I, I sit back and I smoke my Camel Straights and I ride my own melt.
Never take it seriously, if ya never take it seriosuly, ya never get hurt, ya never get hurt, ya always have fun, and if you ever get lonely, just go to the record store and visit your friends.

My Interests

My son Pickle is #1, Texas, Live music with heart and soul. Love, be it friendly or otherwise, it is what makes the world spin. Someone who can make me smile, a true from the bottom of my soul smile, I need me some more of those. Laying on the couch watching movies. Cooking, baking, etc etc. I write, lots of things poetry, short stories, movies etc etc. Good kisses, man that would be awesome right now... My dog, my cats, eating out... drinking out, enjoying life... The night I love the night. The purr of a engine... the speed... as I hold on... Horse racing... oh the smell of hay, being outside on a nice day. Fields of bluebonnets. The Aquarium, I can watch the fish for hours. The seawall, the rhino! Ropes Park, Mariposa park. Kisses on the neck... being with one person, I ain't about bed jumpin' Being held... Hmm there are so many more things I like and that interest me...I hate games, I just like to be as open as honest as possible, it may piss you off, you may say I am negative but in the end you know what I think, no fluff comes from my mouth. Distrust, Lying, cheating, stealing, using, no good people need to stay the hell away.. And DRAMA was my worst class in school so I avoid it now like the plague.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who can make my soul smile and buy me a pirate ship.

Him... Ok I have met him, but I would like to met him in a different setting...

Troy Dryer

Ok seriously can you hope to meet the exact same person just with one change?
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Music:

Avenue Rockers, Lee Winright, Waylon Payne, The Koffin Kats, The Doug Moreland Show, J.D. CLARK, BURN THE WAGON!!!, Hunter St Marie, Jack Ingram, Jason Boland And The Stragglers, Bleu Edmondson, Pinto Bennett, Roger Marin, Ryan Turner, The Chop Tops, Sex Pistols, Loaded, Charlie Robison, Hayes Carll, Shooter Jennings, NOFX, Micky & The Motorcars, Reckless Kelly, Stoney Larue, Son Volt, Chris Keathley, Janis Joplin, Rolling Stones, Social Distortion, Hagfish, Adam Carroll, Zack Walthers, Drew Kennedy, Riverboat Gamblers, Larry Hooper, Adam Hood, Me First and The Gimmie Gimmies, Supersuckers, Todd Snider, Bob Dylan, Josh Owen, Scott Matthews, Kid Dynamite, The Weaker Thans, Willie Nelson, Waylon Jennings, Johnny Cash, Pasty Cline, Dean Martin, Frank Sinatra, ELVIS, Guns N Roses, Don McLean, Arlo Guthrie, Billy Idol, Pat Benetar, Ryan Adams, Micheal O'Conner, Cary Swinney, Bob Wills, John Prine, Creedance Clearwater Revival, obviously my tastes vary.... Hey check out this label for some great music! Mookie Dog Records

Movies:

Big Lebowski, Grand Theft Parsons, Tombstone, Honeysuckle Rose, Almost Famous, 8 Seconds, Pirates of the Carribean, Green Street Holigans.... I love watching movies in general.......

Television:

Evil mind sucking box, OK Ok I like Dirty Jobs and the PBR so I do watch some TV y'all found me out. Scrubs bitches!

Books:

Books are good. I enjoy the Cronicles of Narnia, Shel Silverstein I guess things that turned me on to writing as a child still hold the highest place in my heart. Shakespeare is another great for me.
She walks in beauty like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies,
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes;
Thus mellowed to the tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies.
One ray the more, one shade the less
Had half impaired the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress
Or softly lightens o'er her face,
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
How pure, how dear their dwelling place.
And on that cheek and o'er that brow
So soft, so calm yet eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow
But tell of days in goodness spent
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent.
Lord Byron

Heroes:

Monty Peliti, Micky Braun, Gary Braun, Willy Braun, Cody Braun, Jason Boland, Jack Ingram, Willie Nelson, Frank Sinatra, Wordsworth, Waylon Jennings, Shakespeare, Jim Morrison, Janis Joplin etc

My Blog

Phone calls in the middle of the night

Phone calls in the middle of the night Your voice mumbling through Dreams of things that can never be Wishes on stars that no longer shine A moment of completeness My mind can't help but wonder Why yo...
Posted by Fate Should Have Made You A Gentleman's Wife on Mon, 05 May 2008 09:29:00 PST

The best ideas happen while drinking

Sex resumes, yup sounds bad I know, kinda slutty but no... It is important no matter how you look at it. I am not saying listing all your ex's. It is more of a info sheet on what you have done, what y...
Posted by Fate Should Have Made You A Gentleman's Wife on Sat, 03 May 2008 01:17:00 PST

It’s been 10 years and a thousand tears...

Look back over the last 10 years, what have you done? What has your life been? I look back and see nothing. Ok ok I see my wonderful son. But let's look past that, I have nothing to show for 10yrs of ...
Posted by Fate Should Have Made You A Gentleman's Wife on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 06:58:00 PST

Caught between heaven and all my desire

Umm, so what to say... my lips are chapped, my head is killing me, I need to fart.... ok the last one was to get a smile... So aside of being woke up all night long... my sleep was shitty.. I hate dre...
Posted by Fate Should Have Made You A Gentleman's Wife on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 07:31:00 PST

Stuck between hope and doubt Its too much to think about

Have you ever wanted to just throw out all of pop culture, ignore society on a whole? Stop reading the newspaper in the morning, give up on keeping up on the news. Instead of reading the kids golden b...
Posted by Fate Should Have Made You A Gentleman's Wife on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 08:39:00 PST

I wanna be forgotten and I dont want to be reminded

You know I wish I was a beer drinker, but in truth I just can't fathom how awful of a drunk I would be then, then I wish I could drink 2-3 drinks and be buzzed, and I think oh truly wonderful that wou...
Posted by Fate Should Have Made You A Gentleman's Wife on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 08:54:00 PST

You know what I loath?

Happy endings.. they never happen... You get shit on, you shit on others.. if it is happy it has not ended, dumbass.. nothing ends well. Yeah I guess I am jaded, I just have never really been good at ...
Posted by Fate Should Have Made You A Gentleman's Wife on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 10:03:00 PST

Enjoy yourself, it’s later than you think

I miss road trips, I miss the sound of a song being made, I miss cotton candy, I miss having fun without booze, I miss street tacos in mexico, I miss kisses on the neck, I miss getting my nails done, ...
Posted by Fate Should Have Made You A Gentleman's Wife on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 11:56:00 PST

95% Great

Sorry 'bout last night gang.... I know I am loved, I know I gots friends. Bob.... well you held my hand through the worst of it so big hug for that. Seriously I was just being foolish, letting things ...
Posted by Fate Should Have Made You A Gentleman's Wife on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 01:32:00 PST

Get yourself a lawyer and a gun

Two can be complete without the rest of the worldTwo can be complete without the rest of the worldDo it for the people that have died for your sakeAn entire generation that has nothing to sayHow&rsquo...
Posted by Fate Should Have Made You A Gentleman's Wife on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 09:10:00 PST