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The Notorious Miss Demonica

Stryder and Demonica....Eternal Companions, Past, Present and Beyond the Second Death...

About Me

I am a Living Vampyre. I awakened to this at a young age, only to come to terms with it in young adulthood. I am a lover of all things dark and mysterious.
I'm an American Gothic Lolita. I don't claim any true connection to the Gothic Lolita subculture in Japan, other than I admire the style and have adopted it as my own.
I am a mother to three beautiful boys, who are the my dayside inspiration for everything I do to better my existence.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Mana of Moi Dix Mois/Malice Mizer, Kyo of Dir En Grey, Anthony Hopkins, Gary Oldman, Quentin Tarantino.

Music:

I learned about the Gothic Lolita subculture when I heard about j-pop years ago, but it's the more aggressive j-rock styles that I like more.. Most of this stuff sounds like it came straight out of anime, and is all in a language that is unfamiliar to the common American ear, but nonetheless, anyone with an open mind can enjoy it for the art that it is.
I also love blues, some jazz and, big band swing.
Of course, I'm into my hardcore. I grew up listening to local bands from the Sheepshead Bay/Brighton Beach area, where Brooklyn Hardcore still thrives to this day.. i remember sneaking into L'amours when I was 15...
And there's my darkwave, new wave, and 80's that I still enjoy from time to time...
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Movies:


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Demonica A. Nightshade
Birthday: In this incarnation, April 10 19..
Birthplace: hospital
Current Location: the depths of depravity, NY
Eye Color: look into them, you'll see more than colors...
Hair Color: I can't remember anymore...
Height: tiny
Right Handed or Left Handed: right handed
Your Heritage: dammit.. do you have time for a history lesson??
The Shoes You Wore Today: boots
Your Weakness: charm and seduction
Your Fears: none
Your Perfect Pizza: brick oven, fresh and hot..
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: getting my divorce
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Pleasant Nightmares...
Thoughts First Waking Up: IO'm out of bed and dressed.. what more do you want from me?
Your Best Physical Feature: look at me and tell me what u think it is...
Your Bedtime: whenever I feel like it
Your Most Missed Memory: ...
Pepsi or Coke: coke..
MacDonalds or Burger King: depends on my6 mood
Single or Group Dates: single, lets me get to know the person better
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: mmmm...chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Smoke: not any more
Do you Swear: uh...no shit
Do you Sing: yep.. everyday, mostly in the shower..
Do you Shower Daily: read above
Have you Been in Love: several times
Do you want to go to College: been there...
Do you want to get Married: All in its due time...
Do you belive in yourself:
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: ....
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: ....
Do you like Thunderstorms: they turn me on
Do you play an Instrument: is this a trick question??
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yep..
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: a few times
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yep
Ever been called a Tease: always..
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: happy
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a toys r us kid...LOL
What country would you most like to Visit: Japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: depends on the person
Favourite Hair Color: depends on the person
Short or Long Hair: both, depending what looks better on the person
Height: taller than me..
Weight: I don't want to stretch too far to hold you...
Best Clothing Style: goth/cyber/vamp/kodona
Number of Drugs I have taken: as long as you do none now, the past doesn't matter
Number of CDs I own: very few
Number of Piercings: I like piercings... just none of the face for a guy
Number of Tattoos: I'm not partial..tattoos or none..
Number of things in my Past I Regret: not taking risks in love...
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Books:



MALICE MIZER lyrics

Heroes:

This list is not so much my "heroes," but more like people I respect:People I know: My kids, for putting up with me; Stryder, for dealing with me and my kids; Goddess Rosemary, for being an exceptional woman and a true example of wisdom, beauty and grace; "El Diablo Guapo". People I wish I knew: Mana, guitarist from one of my favorite japanese bands; Alex from "A Clockwork Orange;" Dr. Hannibal Lecter; the "Charmed" Ones.

My Blog

My World of Chaos and Despair

At the risk of sounding completely "emo", here it is... I'm just sitting here, asking myself, is love ever going to be mine? What I should be asking is will your love ever be mine. You leave me here t...
Posted by The Notorious Miss Demonica on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 09:16:00 PST

I Torture Myself

Why is it that everytime I see that face I feel like a tortured soul, memories set in of a time long past without closure.  A glance, a sweet embrace, a gentle word and I'm wishing for one more ...
Posted by The Notorious Miss Demonica on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 12:30:00 PST

A Cute Little Inhuman Doll.....

Well, this isn't one of mine, but one I cherish deeply. Doll by Takemoto Nobara I spent time up in the castle turret, in my previously unfinished state. The memory of the sins I commited has already f...
Posted by The Notorious Miss Demonica on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 09:40:00 PST

The Notorious Miss Demonica Part 2

My Random Musings... For all those who are just tuning into this channel, I am pleased to bring to you a new, more enlightening program.  My life has been simpler, happier, and full of prospects....
Posted by The Notorious Miss Demonica on Sat, 29 Apr 2006 08:31:00 PST

My World is upside down...

you led me topastures of greenest landmy heart is restlessto know your intentionsi still don't know the capacityof which you cherish mei look your wayto find your soulbut it does not reach mewhat...
Posted by The Notorious Miss Demonica on Fri, 02 Dec 2005 10:03:00 PST

La Tortura

I've been up for 24 listening to this CD, however, one song in particular seems to be my favorite of the moment, "La Tortura."  Here is the translation for those who don't speak Spanish... &...
Posted by The Notorious Miss Demonica on Sat, 12 Nov 2005 05:48:00 PST