long♥beeyatch

i should always be doing something other than what im doing at any given time. i forget things frequently, and hate having to backtrack so i run around life with only half my mind. maybe i'll pick the forgotten items up next time around. i miss my pink hair, but love the red it is now. i love the colour pink. drag queens are my heros. i fight the urge to look out the window when i hear skateboard wheels on the pavement. sometimes i feel stuck in my 15 year old self. sometimes i like it. pineapples are my favourite fruit. at least for this week. i live to dance. i wish i could dance to live. its strange how a fraction of a second can send your life in a tailspin to a completely different destination, and i appreciate that. the fragility. i love words. i love to read. rainbows make me cry. as does cheesecake. i laugh really hard a commercials. i drive too fast. i cant believe i lived so long without palm trees. music touches me at my deepest depths. i love hitting rock bottom only to climb back up again. im not truely afraid of anything, except for my ankles being touched. and failure. i figured out the world at the age of 12 and i remember the exact catalistic moment. i hate being stereotyped, but fuck. i do it too. i sew, i crochet and i make cards. i love to create. i want to learn to weld and fix cars. i want to travel the world. to learn arabic. to play the harp. im overly critical of myself. i wake up in the morning so i can get dressed. im obsessed with shopping. ive been told im a free spirit, but i feel smashed into the ground. i believe not only in the destination, but the journey to get there. i make many mistakes. i dont always learn from them. im real, im flesh and bone, im mind and emotion. sometimes people forget thats what we are, thats what you are. i believe in all circumstances, believe they are given to us for a reason. sometimes i just want to run away. my mind/thought/feeling is often too severe even for me. i love photography and art. i miss olympia. i miss ballet. i compromise for no one. i havnt eaten meat since i was 7. i would get tattooed every day if i could. i dig pain. i update the "music that i like" section on myspace nearly every day. i dont know how to end this. so im done.
just a lil other info -- ok, so I'm in Long Beach, CA. I moved here back in October of '05 and LOVE it. I am really, really happy and extremely content here. Before that I lived in Buffalo, NY for 3+ years, and before that I grew up in Olympia, WA. Sometimes I get homesick for those places. Mostly Oly, but Buffalo sometimes too. My bro, Brandon , lives here in SoCal now too, and that makes me a happy girl. He and I get along very well. :) And my parents live in Las Vegas, NV which is like, the best place for parents to live. Free room and board in Vegas. It's awesome.
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