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weak imposter.......

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About Me

I am 19.....I live in a nice Southern Babtist town....I don't really like it here....I want to get out.....or at least have more fun here.....I enjoy social events.....Which is odd for me because I have always tried to be one of those anti-social angsty kids......I figure it is time to give that shit up.....I want to have some damn fun.....I work in fast food and I hate it...I am obsessed with my own hapiness.....and it is very unhealty....
Look at my face, check my eyes; they're getting dark with all these lies I'm running out of time, I'm gonna speed on the M9 I'm so lonely, I'm gonna crash my car into company I need to go to the hospital, I can't look after myself at all Forget to eat, forget to drink I'm not lazy, I just don't think I'm running out of time, I'm gonna speed on the M9
Disorder Rating
Paranoid : Very High
Schizoid : Moderate
Schizotypal : Very High
Antisocial : High
Borderline : Very High
Histrionic : Very High
Narcissistic : High
Avoidant : Very High
Dependent : Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive : Moderate
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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful) Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous) High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Extreme
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) Very High
Level 7 (Violent) Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) Extreme
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) Extreme
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Major Depression : Extremely High
Dysthymia : Slight-Moderate
Bipolar Disorder : Extremely High
Cyclothymia : Very High
Seasonal Affective Disorder : Very Slight
Postpartum Depression : N/A
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My Interests

Likes:
The ocean...
Pirates...
History...
Music...
Technology...
Biology...
Art...
The guitar...
Sexy parties...
Talking in quotes from movies and tv shows...
The Simpsons game...
Walks...
The smell after it rains in the summertime...
Friends...
Marlboro Smooths...
Bic's...
Being mean...
Freestylin' for my homies...
Intresting people...
Meeting new people...
Life...
Love...
Death...
Apathy...
Human emotion...
Concerts...
Making people laugh...
Cooking...
Co-dependancy...
The number 3...
Baths...
Finding more music that I enjoy...

I'd like to meet:

Conor Oberst (the man is brillant)...
Ben Gibbard (the voice of a cherub)...
Jenny Lewis (god she is hot)...
Marc Bianchi (musical god)...
Marilyn Manson (musical god)...
Trent Reznor (musical god)...
Aidan Moffat and Malcolm Middleton (Arab Strap need I say more?)... Tilly and the Wall (amazing)...

the kid with the chemicals.....

a girl too sad to give a fuck....

&

a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk.....

Music:

at the moment.....
bright eyes.....
rilo kiley.....
tilly and the wall....
the good life....
dntel....
way too many to list and eclectic at times....

http://www.last.fm/user/TwistedSpiral/

Movies:

Top 20-ish movies of all time....so far.... Fight Club...
Natural Born Killers...
Scarface...
Pulp Fiction
Kill Bill 1 and 2...
Lion King
Interview with the Vampire...
What About Bob?...
Big Lebowski...
Blow...
The Goonies...
Se7en...
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas...
House Of 1000 Corpses...
Devil's Rejects...
The Secretary...
The Basketball Diaries...
Perfect Midnight...
Saw I...
Saw II...
Saw III...

Not really in an order....
Many of Pacino's movies, Chris Walken, Disney Movies, Milo and Otis, Horror, Comedy and stoner movies :) ......

Television:

Adult Swim, Nickelodeon, FoodTV, SPIKE, History channel, Animal Planet, Discovery, Court TV and VH1.....

Cartoons...
CSI...
Law and Order: SVU and CI...
House...
documentaries...
Intervention...
and did i mention cartoons?...

Books:

many.....

Heroes:

My heroes are the people that mean the most to me......

My Blog

doctors and other stuff......

so i doubt that a whole lot of you people now this but when i was in fourth grade i was diagnosed with Wolf-Parkinsons-White Syndrome.....wiki about it......i went to children's medical in dallas abou...
Posted by weak imposter....... on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 01:36:00 PST

new denial.....

i would like to start off this blog with this......"the new denial" - the good life...."i can't do this anymore: stay in, black out, hit the floor. i've forgotten what i'm hiding from but mama called ...
Posted by weak imposter....... on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 10:21:00 PST

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so i find it pretty funny/strange how pretty much in every relationship type thing i have ever had they make me out to be the asshole.....well aside from one in which i was an asshole (coke is not a p...
Posted by weak imposter....... on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 06:25:00 PST

new um images......art or whatever you wanna call it.....

here is some stuff i have done within the last few months that i havent shown anyone that i can recall.......and also some random pictures of bamboo i took.....newest.....i don't have names for them.....
Posted by weak imposter....... on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 03:50:00 PST

some tragedy

I must've seemed to you a shipwreck I looked at you, I saw an island So I was swept ashore, to lie forevermore Or at least for the evening So we went to your apartment We shared a drink out in the ga...
Posted by weak imposter....... on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 08:25:00 PST

effin’ a.........

i don't care anymore......really honestly i don't...........my birthday is tomorrow......w00t.........20......rilo kiley's new album comes out soon......the 21 of this month i think.......everyone sho...
Posted by weak imposter....... on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 07:46:00 PST

stressed......

ok so.......i have this really really bad feeling......not that i will die or anything because that would actually be better than what i am freaking out about......i confided in someone one of my bigg...
Posted by weak imposter....... on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 11:16:00 PST

GIR.....

i've been having really weird dreams latley.....in one which i was shooting up a unknown recreational substance.....it was weird.....i've never done that before and it was weird.....then i was taking ...
Posted by weak imposter....... on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 02:42:00 PST

fuck!!!!!

fuck this fuck that.....pretty muchly fuck everything and everyone......my emotions are getting way too overwhelming.......i wish that i could have everything back......i wish that i could turn back t...
Posted by weak imposter....... on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 12:43:00 PST

death and joy......

so it is june.....why does it feel like it shouldn't be....?....am i the only one that thinks summer is coming too fast.......so i went to denton last night to go see laura.....i pretty muchly love he...
Posted by weak imposter....... on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 07:20:00 PST