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Stephanie

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me


i want you to know that our friendship means a lot to me. you cry, i cry. you laugh, i laugh. you jump out the window, i look down then laugh again! Layout Created by LL~Layouts! :)

My Interests

listening to music, going to concerts, camping, fishing, hiking, sports (watching and playing), hanging out with friends

I'd like to meet:

it doesnt interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your hearts longing.It doesnt interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive.I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it.I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitaions of being human.It doesnt interest me if the story you are telling me is true. i want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself, if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul, if you can be faithless and therefore be trustworthy.I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand on the edge of a lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, "Yes!"I want to know if you can see beauty, even when it's not pretty, every day, and if you can acknowledge it.It doesn't interest me to know how you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done to feed your family.It doesn't interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have had relationships with. I want to know what sustains you, from the inside, when all else falls away.I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.If you can truly love and trust yurself, then you can truly love an dtrust others. Maybe someday it'll be me.

Music:

i love all music but i prefer hard rock/metal

Movies:

horror flicks or comedies

Television:

dont watch that much but if i do it would be tru tv or comedy central

Books:

dont drink water cuz fish fuck in it!

Heroes:

my aunt soni and myselfif you think there's good in everybody, you haven't met everybody!

My Blog

i am

I am ...A womanWith a full heart, hiddenSomewhere in an empty room ...With eyes not quite of autumn's gold, and yetNeither all of summer's green;I wonder ...If love is a tale made for children --A gra...
Posted by Stephanie on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 06:06:00 PST

listen

Thank you for always being there,To listen and understand me.I appreciate all you did for me,And all you still do.Thank you for making me feel whole again,For putting my pieces back together.I appreci...
Posted by Stephanie on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 05:59:00 PST

walk with me

Walk with me, the path of life,to explore every bend of the roadEnjoy with me the beauty of life,along its wonderful wayFind comfort with me, in each other's arms,when grief crosses our pathFind stren...
Posted by Stephanie on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 05:57:00 PST

Family Reunion

The divorced mother and her divorcing daughter. The about-to-be ex-son-in-law and the ex-husband's adopted son. The divorcing daughter's child, who isthe step-nephew of the ex-husband's adopted son. E...
Posted by Stephanie on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 06:43:00 PST

Memorial Day for the War Dead

Memorial day for the war dead. Add now the grief of all your losses to their grief, even of a woman that has left you. Mix sorrow with sorrow, like time-saving history, which stacks holiday and sacr...
Posted by Stephanie on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 06:37:00 PST

Love and Friendship

LOVE is like the wild rose-briar; Friendship like the holly-tree. The holly is dark when the rose-briar blooms, But which will bloom most constantly? The wild rose-briar is sweet in spring, Its ...
Posted by Stephanie on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 05:40:00 PST

Advice

I MUST do as you do? Your way I own Is a very good way, and still, There are sometimes two straight roads to a town, One over, one under the hill. You are treading the safe and the well-worn way,...
Posted by Stephanie on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 05:35:00 PST

I think sadness really

I stand alone on silent nights, my scares of feelings dawn new light. I can not reap a soul nor weep, and at night i cannot sleep. For the demons wake in silent beds, to pull all my fears and dread. I...
Posted by Stephanie on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 05:15:00 PST

just so everyone knows and i dont have to repeat myself

my mom (brenda willoughby) passed away september 17, 2006. everyone i have talked to so far didnt realize that. that would kind of explain why no one was at the visitation or the funeral. she died of ...
Posted by Stephanie on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 07:15:00 PST

Friendship

I may be out of your sight, But I would never be out of your life. I may be out of your reach, But I would never be out of your heart. I may leave but you would never be forgotten. I may leave this pl...
Posted by Stephanie on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 05:58:00 PST