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About Me

this apathy grows in me
like a vine,
choking the hope and happiness
that once grew so well.
dreams fall apart
through this ever eroding equation--
the downward spiral of my life.
because my industrious attitude is no match
for a down swing of this amplitude.
i watch the light turn green with no intent to move,
out of fear that it won't stop,
this relentless gyre that has its grasp
deep inside of me.
because every time i move forward
i am t-boned.
smashed.
crushed.
lost in my own delusions.
so i stay where i am,
safe.
smothered by my own dreams.
choking on the hope and happiness
that once grew so well.
Art, particularly music, drives my life. Instead of a big screen TV, I have album debt. Instead of a summer vacation, I book extra shows. Instead of a girlfriend, I sleep with my guitar. These are the sacrifices I make for what I love. What are you doing?

My Interests

Poetry, Music, Photography-- pretty much the arts in general.

I'd like to meet:

People with a passion for art. People who are reliable. People who support me in my efforts.

Music:

"I dig music."

Heroes:

"If you have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost; that is where they should be. Now put the foundations under them." -Henry David Thoreau

AND

this guy here

My Blog

The Sun and Moon and Stars

So this weekend, I went on an epic journey. I could allude to different parts of it but it is a long, long story so I better just start it out. Jenny, Scode, and I started Friday afternoon/evening....
Posted by Louie on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 11:50:00 PST

When it all comes crashing down....

So I have some to the conclusion that when you think you have it all, it all gets taken away. Why can't things just stay working the way they are intended to? Why does it have to be one test after ano...
Posted by Louie on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 09:51:00 PST

Long Time No Blog

So I am tired of a lot of things. More than I contain in one blog. I feel like something big is going to happen to me soon, but I don't know what. I don't think it is going to be a good thing. I am ac...
Posted by Louie on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 07:01:00 PST

20 going on 21....

I'm so very tired of not being 21. This is the second Target activity that was 50% more lame because I was not 21. Soon enough I will be 21 and then life will be great. Aside from that I can't really ...
Posted by Louie on Tue, 30 Aug 2005 07:10:00 PST

Another Show

Thats right. Somehow, I was granted another show for some strange reason. It's August 27th. Thats a Saturday. Week after next. The show is called WESTFEST. I'm headlining. It will be terrific. Questio...
Posted by Louie on Tue, 16 Aug 2005 02:58:00 PST

something needs to happen

So its strange. I get a new position. I am doing so many new things now. i make more money. But I still feel like something isn't right. That there is something that is missing. Its a little disconcer...
Posted by Louie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Update of sorts

So I got them wisdom teeth out. It sucked. My mouth is still pretty sore. I think I will be ready for my show on Saturday. I really really hope it goes well. if not, that would suck. Its been nice out...
Posted by Louie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

blah

strange that when things start to go well, you actually feel almost more shitty. life is interesting like that. i just wanna cuddle right now. im not in the mood to play guitar right now either so i g...
Posted by Louie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

TL position

So I go the Team Lead position with Target. Its kind of exciting. I just don't want to let my boss down. I start AUG 1st in West St. Paul. Pretty cool. In other news I met a really nifty girl. Thats ...
Posted by Louie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

first blog in a long time

so i havnt blogged in a while. could be because im busy. could be because i dont have internet connectivity so much. anyways, life is allright. looking forward to a promotion with target. looking forw...
Posted by Louie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST