Lacy

I want to love life but life just wants to be friends with benefits...so I suppose I'll take the good with the bad and take my love out on my boyfriend:) I am at that point that I'm sure a lot of almost 20 year olds are at....and that's that point that doesn't have one. I was just recently turned away from the dentist because I couldn't afford to get my wisdom teeth pulled and for some reason the BAR i work at doesn't seem to have benefits...i'll be darned... I then proceeded to a furniture store where to make myself feel better I purchased a designer wall hanging mirror and a wine rack...there goes my chipmunk cheeks...ohwell, maybe next week... I love music, we go together like a riot and a sunday afternoon...For some reason I'm not famous yet...but I'll settle for my intoxicated goofy newfy fan club on karaokee wensdays... One thing that I will commend is that I have finnaly graduated to that stage in life where I no longer need a clasifiation to insecurely hide behind like it's a shield of angst...Not only that but I've gone through so many phases that I didn't want to risk being called a genre mut, so I traded that mess in for some fadded bell bottoms and a 70's hippy shirt. Fuck! There I go again, somebody get me some mary jane before I loose my authenticity...