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MAI

I lie, because the truth.....the truth FUCKING hurts....

About Me

nieve, neurotic, big hypocrite, bitchy at times, sad all the time, angry most of the time.
usetobefunnybutlostallofthatalongtheway type of girl.
i use to believe that there was good in everyone, but the world really shows you how much ugly there really is.
im really not that great to have in your life, so don't worry, it wouldn't really be a loss to you. and if i am in your life somehow, im the one person that's easy to forget. so be it. ah, life, could it be this blessing? or do i just deserve it?
you really don't know the truth about me, and honestly, i don't either....
"Pain.
you just have to ride it out,
hope it goes away on its own,
hope the wound that caused it heals.
There are no solutions, no easy answers,
you just breath deep and wait for it to subside.
Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it.
Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up.
Pain.
you just have to fight through,
because the truth is you can't outrun it
...
and life always makes more." -g.a
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My Interests

being alone.-MUSIC..MUSIC..MUSIC....and oh yes..MUSIC! (IT'S WHAT IM BUILT UPON!!)

-MOTORCYCLES(MY FUTURE RIDE..HOW HOT IS THAT)
-GUYS WITH WONDERFUL HAIR! THATS JUST HOT!
-MOVIES
-STARBUCKS & JAMBA JUICE
-SUSHI !!!!
-JALAPENO AND BBQ KETTLE COOK CHIPS
-PERSONAL STYLE
-FILM WORK
-CHUCKS
-DUNKS
-EXPRESSION IN ABSOLUTLY EVERYTHING
-TRYING TO LEARN GUITAR & DRUMS
-MAKING UP MOVIES IN MY HEAD ..
-BOWLING
-DIRT BIKING
-SNOW BOARDING
-WEIRD FETISH WITH HATS,BELTS, & JACKETS...(?)
-LAUGHING TO THE POINT WHERE I CANT BREATHE AND IT HURTS..AND I STRIVE FOR OXYGEN!!
-PRETTY EYES(JUST BECAUSE I DONT HAVE EM I'LL BE INSANELY JELIOUS)
-ADVENTURE & TRYING NEW THINGS
-PAINTBALL
-TACKLE FOOTBALL IN MUD
-DANCING IN THE RAIN
-LOVE (ALWAYS)
-MAKING A COMPLETE FOOL OF MYSELF AND HAVING FUN DOING IT...
-SINGING (BUT IT ALWAYS SEEM TO BE OFF TUNE....)
-DRIVING FOREVER IN THE BREZZEEE & DISCOVERING NEW PLACES & REDISCOVERING OLD ONES..
-DANCING
-PHOTOGRAPHY
-INTRESTING COMMERCIALS..THEY'RE SO BRILLIANT!!!
-ARGUING AGAINST OTHERS (..EVEN IF I DONT KNOW THEM..IT'S JUST FUN..HAHA)
-MAKING OTHERS LAUGH..(THEN I KNOW MY WORK IS DONE..)

I'd like to meet:

......................................................... People lie way too much. Whatever happened to telling the truth? It's a lot easier to do, and no one gets hurt. In other words, I wouldn't like to meet anyone. People suck. I hate you all....................................

Music:

BANDS
--U2
--DEXTER FREEBISH
--AUDIOSLAVE
--OASIS
--SNOW PATROL
--POSTAL SERVICE
--BRAND NEW
--TEAGAN & SARA
--YELLOWCARD
--MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
--NEW FOUND GLORY
--GET SET GO
--DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL
--SOCIAL DISTORTION
--STORY OF THE YEAR
--SUGARCULT
--THE KILLERS

--JIMMY EAT WORLD
--THE FRAY
--LIFEHOUSE
--SWITCHFOOT
--GREEN DAY
--THE BETTLES
--THE STARTING LINE
--MAROON5

--THE USED
--more and more....
ARTISTS
--DAMIEN RICE
--EMINEM
--MICHAEL BUBLE
--NORAH JONES
--FRANK SINATRA
--JAY Z
--BECK
--JOHN MAYER
--(JAZZ-BLUES IN GENERAL)
--USHER
--KELLY CLARKSON
--KANYE WEST
--TUPAC
--OLDIES ARE THE BEST

Movies:

--OLD SCHOOL
--CHICAGO
--LEMONY SNICKET'S A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS

--GARDEN STATE
--PHANTOM OF THE OPERA
--CINDERELLA MAN
--MILLION DOLLAR BABY
--THE TERMINAL
--PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN
--FINDING NEVERLAND
--BLOW
JOHNNY.DEPP I SERIOUSLY LOVE ALL HIS MOVIES..

--STAR WARS
--MOULIN ROUGE
--BIG FISH
--TRAINSPOTTING
EWAN McGREGOR ..THE LOVE OF MY FREAKIN' LIFE!!..

--I HEART --CLOSER
--BRIDGET JONES DIARY
--IM WITH LUCY
--WHILE YOU WERE SLEEPING
--ANASTASIA
--CONAIR
--CRASH
--HARRY POTTER
--GODFATHER
--SCARFACE
--SUICIDE KINGS
--ASIAN DRAMAS
--MOVIES YOU'VE NEVER HEARD OF...I CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER TITLES...HAHAHA!
--OLDIES!!...BLACK&WHITE MOVIES ROCK!!...
--ROMANCE...ALL THAT MAKES LIFE WORTH LIVING...:-D

Television:

--CONAN O'BRIAN
--GREY'S ANATOMY ( i hea
--F.R.I.E.N.D.S
--FAMILY GUY
--WILL AND GRACE
--LAW & ORDER
--SNL
--SCRUBS
--GILMORE GIRLS
--COMEDY CENTRAL
--MTV
--VH1
....(weirDOM it's what i am)

Heroes:

..those i envy...the ones who try their all just to make another happy. the ones who fight for what they believe in, the ones who makes everything worth doing.....you have no idea how much i envy you.....