I got this icebox where my heart used to be

About Me

Sun Sign: Pisces
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Moon Sign: Aquarius
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Rising Sign: Virgo
Ascendant 8° Virgo 42' Virgo Horoscope
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I am just another fool, and I have to keep telling myself that I am just a hypocrit, and I have to keep calling you one And I forgot to bite my tongue, as my assumption is the mother of all mistakes So I assume the role, open my mouth, and clumsy words escape:So why you wanna be there, when you could be here? You are slipping awayI awake with your replacement, a bottle in my grasp, in an unfamiliar place 'Cause you put me out, the butt of a sick joke, into this ashtray life, as you come and go Cause I forgot to service you, and we broke down, and you can't live with my mistakes, But I assume false grace, open my arms and grasp at something trueHow are you, how have you been? Girl I miss you, wanna see you again Oh why you wanna be there, when you could be here? Your love's slipping awayI bring out the worst in you, and you try to let me know You bring out the worst in me: anxiety, anxiety I'm trying to let you go, you say I'm giving you the creeps So I assume the role, open my claws and grasp for your heartHow are you, how have you been? Girl I miss you, wanna see you again Oh why you wanna be there, when you could be here? Your love's slipping away Into you like a mortal stake so vindictive Your love's slipping awayViolins, into this ashtray life Violins, the butt of your sick joke Violins, I'm trying hard to let you go Violins

My Interests

How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
Name
...believe in true love?
Your hands say With me, you'll never be lost.
Your eyes say I'm so lucky.
Your hugs say This is where you are meant to be.
Your kisses say I almost can't believe you love me.
Your body says I want to wake up beside you.
Your heart says Ich liebe dich.

I'd like to meet:

I'm sick of your colored hair dont care about what you wear i hate the things i see dont care about anarchy i'm sick of boring bands rockstars and all their fans the new wave overtones and all the leather jacket clones i'm so bored of you i'm sick of pins and chains hard drugs and dizzy brains i'm sick of cheap romance and people who never dance I'm sick of all the drunks the posers and the punks the stupid things they've done i'm getting sick of everyone i'm so bored of you

Music:

oh jeeze. 311. afi. all. agent orange. agnostic front. antiflag. anti nowhere league. aquabats. the ataris. bad religion. boy kicks girl. brand new. butt trumpets. circle jerks. corporate avenger. daft punk. dead kennedys. decendents. deftones. devotchkas. dropkick murphys. the dwarves. easy e. flogging molly. guttermouth. goldfinger. good riddance. green day. goodyear. gwar. h2o. home grown. icp. kottonmouth kings. lagwagon. less than jake. mars volta. MC CHRIS. millencolin. mindless self indulgence. NIN. nofx. no use for a name. orgy. op ivy. osker. panic at the disco. pennywise. presidents of the united states of america. rancid. ramones. sex pistols. slipknot. smashing pumpkins. social distortion. stabbing westward. suicide machines. taking back sunday. ten foot pole. tool. the vandals. voodoo glow skulls. warren g. weezer. and some other stuff.

Movies:

teenage mutant ninja turtles 1-3. ghostbusters 1-2. evil dead 1-3. vampire hunter d. rocky horror. phantasm. donnie darko. boondock saints. requiem for a dream. party monster. the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. HARRY POTTER. ..

Television:

adult swim.

Books:

the ultimate hitchhikers guide to the galaxy by the one and only douglas adams. and HARRY POTTER

Heroes:

my dad. and napoleon dynamite. and michelangelo from the tmnt.

My Blog

yesterday was so good, i have to blog it.

yesterday from begining. til end/ 3 am today, was perfect.Started the day off by making some bomb cinnamon rolls, which I ate three of. then went with mom to pay the comcast bill, cancell hbo,, cause ...
Posted by I got this icebox where my heart used to be on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 01:17:00 PST

Newsflash!

Just you know. Writing a blog because I felt the need to let some stuff out. My graves disease came back. Totally lame. I hate it already. I just am really hating being myself because i'm such a sickl...
Posted by I got this icebox where my heart used to be on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 08:14:00 PST

I should have never let her slip away.

I just keep thinking I'm going to wake up and this is going to be a bad dream. that I'm still asleep on the couch with my puppy in my arms the two of us sleeping. but i know its not. I know what happe...
Posted by I got this icebox where my heart used to be on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 08:59:00 PST

fuck you all.

to those people out there that think I'm just a fake, go fuck yourself.I dont hang out with people much anymore, because I cant trust people. I love erin and van and cassie AND CERA. they're the peopl...
Posted by I got this icebox where my heart used to be on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 12:58:00 PST

the life changing event

I got diagnosed with graves disease yesterday morning. Janet, jessica and vanessa's mom, told me about a month ago she thought I had it, and to get it checked. I ignored it. all the symptoms got worse...
Posted by I got this icebox where my heart used to be on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 07:53:00 PST

nothing says emo like emoticons.

nothing will ever work out the way i'd hope it would from the beginning. every close friend I've ever had I've done something to mess it up, weither it be accidential, or due to my psycho eccentricies...
Posted by I got this icebox where my heart used to be on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 09:50:00 PST

smokey doesnt like me cause I burn up his trees.

yesterday I went to erin and daves. We pulll in the driveway and cassie goes, oh johns still here, I didnt think he would be. so immediately i start crying and shaking and am like i dont want to be he...
Posted by I got this icebox where my heart used to be on Tue, 02 May 2006 08:03:00 PST

I no longer have a boyfriend.

Yesterday i broke up with john. After the damn close to eleven months of lies and drug usage i decided to call it quits. shortly after we talked, and i found out he's still be doing heroin, and lying ...
Posted by I got this icebox where my heart used to be on Tue, 27 Dec 2005 12:45:00 PST