Odile ™ profile picture

Odile ™

im vicious UTRU beautiful girl?

About Me

the names Odile pronounced Odean. I'm single. I love the little things in life. Life has changed me. I love shopping and singing really loud. The best friend is Jenny she's the only person in this world who i can count on to mentally always be there for me. Jacob is the only boy i will always love forever besides Matt Daniel and House. Leilani is my pink frosting sprinkled pie. Meghan she's so sweet and I honestly love being around her. Kayla's such a sweet heart and she always loves me no matter what shit thing i do. I hate backstabbers. And honestly if we're "best friends" then why do shit to me? Im high maintenanced to the maxx. People talk bad about me. About the way I act. About the things I do and say. Its me. And honestly if you dont like me so much why waste your breathe? Hollister is the store. Blink-182 is the band. I'm dramatic. A little bitchy. Very very friendly. A bit shallow. I like pretty people. My nails are always painted and I wont wear the same outfit twice in the same month. I'm conceited and cocky. Caring when I love you. Pirates own. So do unicorns and mermaids. I like getting tan. Compliments make me smile. Please make me smile. I try to live fast. But sometimes I cant. I am easily stressed out. I think I have OCD I also believe that i am bipolar. I wish everything lasted forever. But nothing stays golden. Pink is the color of choice. I dont really care about what others think. I dont want to please everyone now. I want to make myself happy. I want to live. I want to love. And I will. I am THE SEX. I'm the girl that will kiss your boo boos and pet your dogg. I flirt like crazy and i dont care if it hurts you. If I was all into you then that must mean I love you. Dont take me for granted because when I'm gone I wont love you anymore. Make me happy. Dont hurt me. And Ill love you. Im nice really. Just be nice back. I will remmember every bit of kindness you've given towards me. And years from now. I'll remmember you. i love laughing, saying dumb things but that doesn't necessarily mean that im stupid. just because i act like a dick all the time doesnt mean that i dont care about stuff. i can turn into regina george if you pissed me off enough. dont you ever fucking do something shitty to me. ill tear your world up. i love exspensive things but that doesnt mean thats all im about. i dont really care about blowing money on things anymore. you live once. why not make the best out of it. why wait for something when you can get it. if it makes you happy go for it. i really want a dog. im a bit random at times. im unhappy with my appearance. im unhappy about a lot of things. but i'll always put on my fake smile. laugh and pretend not to be sad. i wish i was Barbie. i can be provacative. i can be seductive. i try to get what i want. im determined. dont assume i tell you everything. dont think youre my world. when youre not. i am the girl who cries herself to sleep. who shops like no tomoro. who falls for a pretty face before she gets to know them. who thinks she loves people when she really doesnt. who remembers the time, the date, the words that were said. she procrastinates. im the girl whos learning to appreciate life and the little things in it. because today could be your last day. today could be my last day. and it could all go away tomoro. i wish i was invicible. i wish i was amazing. i wish i was gorgeous. so many wishes. so many dreams. just like the movies. its how i want to live. i dont want a lifeplan. i want to just live.

My Interests


Barbie
Beach
Blink-182
Dancing like crazy
Flip Flops
Friends
General Hospital
Hard Rock Cafe
Hollister
Music
Pirates
Polos
Ripped Jeans
Shopping
Sunglasses
Music♥Blink-182
♥Taking Back Sunday
♥ New Found Glory
♥Senses Fail
♥John Lennon
♥Bob Marley
♥Dashboard Confessional
♥Brand New
♥The Starting Line
♥Mariah Carey
♥+44
The 3 Freinds
30 Seconds to Mars
98 Degrees
Aaliyah
ABBA
AC/DC
♥The Academy Is...
Ace of Base
Acceptance
Adam Sandler
The Addicts
Aerosmith
AFI
The Afters
A-HA
Aiden
♥Akon
Alice Cooper
Alicia Keys
Alien Ant Farm
Alkaline Trio
All American Rejects
American Hi-Fi
♥Angels and Airwaves
Angry Samoans
Anti-Flag
Anti-Nowhere League
Ashlee Simpson
Ashley Parker Angel
The Ataris
Atomic Kitten
Atreyu
The Audition
Avril Lavigne
B-52's
Baby Bash
♥Backseat Goodbye
♥Backstreet Boys
Bangles
Barry Manilo
♥Bayside
BBMak
♥The Beach Boys
Beck
Beastie Boys
The Bee Gees
Belinda Carlisle
♥Ben E. King
Berlin
Beyonce
Big Boys
Bill Aftermath
Billy Idol
Billy Joel
Black Eyed Peas
Black Sabbath
Blondie
Bloodhound Gang
The Blue Angels
Blue October
Blue Oyster Cult
Bo Bice
Bob Segar
♥Bon Jovi
Bonnie Tyler
Boston
Bouncing Souls
Bowling for Soup
♥Boxcar Racer
Boyz 2 Men
Brian McKnight
♥Britney Spears
Bruce Springsteen
Bryan Adams
Buddy Holly
Bush
The Calling
Cascada
Cartel
Carrie Underwood
Celine Dion
Chammilionare
Cheap Trick
Cher
ChixDigIt!
Christina Aguliera
Christina Millian
Ciara
The Clash
Cobra Starship
The Co-Eds
Coheed an Cambria
Coldplay
The Commodores
The Cranberries
Culture Club
Cute is What We Aim For
Cutting Crew
Cyndi Lauper
D12
D4L
Damn Yankees
♥Death Cab For Cutie
Deep Purple
Dem Franchize Boys
Depeche Mode
The Desecendents
Dermon Hunters
Dexy's Midnight Runners
DHT
The Dictators
Dido
Dirty University
DJ Sammy & Yanou
Dolly Parton
Donna Summer
The Doors
The Doves
♥The Drifters
Duran Duran
♥The Eagles
Eamon
♥The Early November
The Earls
The Edsels
Elefant
The Elegants
Elton John
Elvis Presley
Eminem
Enrique Iglesias
Envy on the Coast
Enya
Eric Clapton
Evanescene
Everclear
Fabulous
Faith Hill
Fall Out Boy
Falco
Fat Boy Slim
Fat Joe
Fefe Dobson
♥Fergie
Finch
Fine Young Cannibals
The Five Discs
Five for Fighting
Flock of Seagulls
Flogging Molly
Foo Fighters
Foreigner
Fort Minor
Fountains of Wayne
Frank Sinatra
Frankie Avalon
Frankie J
Frankie Avalon
Frankie Valli and the Four Seasons
Franz Ferdinand
Frickin’ A
Frida
Further Seems Forever
The Gallahads
The Get Up Kids
Gloria Estefan
Gloria Gaynor
Gnarls Barkley
Gob
Good Charlotte
Goodbye Valentine
Goo Goo Dolls
The Gorillaz
Greenday
♥Guns n Roses
Gwen Stefani
Gym Class Heroes
Halifax
Hanson
Hawthorne Heights
Head Automatica
Heart
Hellogoodbye
♥High Class Heist
Hilary Duff
Hinder
The Hives
Hoobastank
Home Grown
Hot Hot Heat
♥Houston Calls
Incubus
Irene Cara
Iron Maiden
Jack Johnson
Jack’s Mannequin
Jackson 5
James Brown
JamisonParker
Janet Jackson
Jesse MacCartney
Jessica Simpson
Jennifer Lopez
Jewel
Jimi Hendrix
Jimmy Eat World
Joan Jett
John Waite
♥Journey
Judas Priest
♥Justin Timberlake
K-CI and JoJo
K-C and the Sunshine Band
Karate High School
Kelis
Kelly Clarkson
Kelly Rowland
Kenny Rogers
Kevin Lyttle
Kid Rock
♥The Killers
Kimberly Locke
Kiss
Kylie Minouge
Led Zeppelin
LFO
Lifehouse
Lil’ John
Lindsay Lohan
Lionel Richie
Lipps Inc.
The Living End
Liz Phair
LL Cool J
Lonestar
Losteprophets
Louis Armstrong
Ludacris
Madonna
Mae
The Mammas and Pappas
Marilyn Manson
Matchbox 20
Mayday Parade
Meat Loaf
Men At Work
Metallica
Michael Jackson
Michael Sambello
Michelle Branch
Missy Elliot
Moog
Motion City Soundtrack
Motley Crue
Motorhead
♥The Movielife
Mr. Big
My Chemical Romance
The Mystics
Natasha Bedingfield
Nick Carter
Nick Lachey
♥Nightmare of You
Nirvana
Nelly
Nelly Furtado
New Edition
New Kids on the Block
Nodoubt
♥NSYNC
Number One Gun
Oasis
OK GO
Olivia Newton John
OTOWN
Outcast
Over It
Ozzy Osbourne
Panic! At the Disco
Papa Roach
♥Paris Hilton
Paula DeAnda
Paul Maccartney
Paul Wall
Pearl Jame
Pennywise
Pet Shop Boys
P. Diddy
♥Phantom Planet
Pink
Pink Floyd
Plain White T's
Play!Radio!Play
Pointer Sisters
Poison
Police
Prince
The Ramones
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Rediscover
Reel Big Fish
Releient K
R.E.M.
REO Speedwagon
Richard Hell and the Voloids
Richard Marx
Rick James
♥Rick Springfield
Rise Against
R. Kelly
Rob Thomas
Rod Stewart
Roxette
♥R.U.N. D.M.C.
Ryan Cabrera
♥Saosin
Savage Garden
Sean Paul
♥The Secret Handshake
Self Against City
The Sex Pistols
Shaggy
Shakira
Sheryl Crow
Shimmer Submersion
Silverstein
Simple Plan
Sinead O’Conner
Sisqo
Skid Row
Smashmouth
Snoop Dogg
Snow Patrol
♥Socratic
Soft Cell
The Sounds
♥Spice Girls
Stevie Wonder
♥Story of the Year
The Strokes
Straylight Run
♥Sublime
Subhumans
The Subways
♥Sugarcult
Sugar Ray
Sum 41
♥Sunday Night Scene
Switchfoot
System of a Down
T.A.T.U
Tears for Fears
Teddy Geiger
Thin Lizzy
♥Three 6 Mafia
Three Days Grace
T.I.
Third Eye Blind
Tim McGraw
Timbaland
Tina Turner
TLC
Toni Braxton
Toy Dolls
Train
Transplants
Trapt
U2
Underoath
The Used
Van Halen
Van Morrison
Vanessa Williams
Vanilla Ice
The Vines
The Violent Femmes
Vitamin C
The Vocaltones
Queen
Weezer
The White Stripes
Whitesnake
Whitney Houston
Willa Ford
Willie Nelson
Yellowcard
Yung Dro
Yung Joc
Woodale
ZZ Top
Zebrahead

I'd like to meet:

a boy who gives me butterflies. who can hold a conversation with me without awkward pauses where someone has to hum so it isnt dead silent. someone who's funny and immature in the cute way not the retarted one. someone who isnt too attached but not too distant. a boy who makes me want to hold on forever. someone wayy hotter than me who wont break my ♥. and he has to wear dunks :) lolim vicious and you love my vertical smile

Music:

♥Blink-182
♥Taking Back Sunday
♥ New Found Glory
♥Senses Fail
♥John Lennon
♥Bob Marley
♥Dashboard Confessional
♥Brand New
♥The Starting Line
♥Mariah Carey
♥+44
The 3 Freinds
30 Seconds to Mars
98 Degrees
Aaliyah
ABBA
AC/DC
♥The Academy Is...
Ace of Base
Acceptance
Adam Sandler
The Addicts
Aerosmith
AFI
The Afters
A-HA
Aiden
♥Akon
Alice Cooper
Alicia Keys
Alien Ant Farm
Alkaline Trio
All American Rejects
American Hi-Fi
♥Angels and Airwaves
Angry Samoans
Anti-Flag
Anti-Nowhere League
Ashlee Simpson
Ashley Parker Angel
The Ataris
Atomic Kitten
Atreyu
The Audition
Avril Lavigne
B-52's
Baby Bash
♥Backseat Goodbye
♥Backstreet Boys
Bangles
Barry Manilo
♥Bayside
BBMak
♥The Beach Boys
Beck
Beastie Boys
The Bee Gees
Belinda Carlisle
♥Ben E. King
Berlin
Beyonce
Big Boys
Bill Aftermath
Billy Idol
Billy Joel
Black Eyed Peas
Black Sabbath
Blondie
Bloodhound Gang
The Blue Angels
Blue October
Blue Oyster Cult
Bo Bice
Bob Segar
♥Bon Jovi
Bonnie Tyler
Boston
Bouncing Souls
Bowling for Soup
♥Boxcar Racer
Boyz 2 Men
Brian McKnight
♥Britney Spears
Bruce Springsteen
Bryan Adams
Buddy Holly
Bush
The Calling
Cascada
Cartel
Carrie Underwood
Celine Dion
Chammilionare
Cheap Trick
Cher
ChixDigIt!
Christina Aguliera
Christina Millian
Ciara
The Clash
Cobra Starship
The Co-Eds
Coheed an Cambria
Coldplay
The Commodores
The Cranberries
Culture Club
Cute is What We Aim For
Cutting Crew
Cyndi Lauper
D12
D4L
Damn Yankees
♥Death Cab For Cutie
Deep Purple
Dem Franchize Boys
Depeche Mode
The Desecendents
Dermon Hunters
Dexy's Midnight Runners
DHT
The Dictators
Dido
Dirty University
DJ Sammy & Yanou
Dolly Parton
Donna Summer
The Doors
The Doves
♥The Drifters
Duran Duran
♥The Eagles
Eamon
♥The Early November
The Earls
The Edsels
Elefant
The Elegants
Elton John
Elvis Presley
Eminem
Enrique Iglesias
Envy on the Coast
Enya
Eric Clapton
Evanescene
Everclear
Fabulous
Faith Hill
Fall Out Boy
Falco
Fat Boy Slim
Fat Joe
Fefe Dobson
♥Fergie
Finch
Fine Young Cannibals
The Five Discs
Five for Fighting
Flock of Seagulls
Flogging Molly
Foo Fighters
Foreigner
Fort Minor
Fountains of Wayne
Frank Sinatra
Frankie Avalon
Frankie J
Frankie Avalon
Frankie Valli and the Four Seasons
Franz Ferdinand
Frickin’ A
Frida
Further Seems Forever
The Gallahads
The Get Up Kids
Gloria Estefan
Gloria Gaynor
Gnarls Barkley
Gob
Good Charlotte
Goodbye Valentine
Goo Goo Dolls
The Gorillaz
Greenday
♥Guns n Roses
Gwen Stefani
Gym Class Heroes
Halifax
Hanson
Hawthorne Heights
Head Automatica
Heart
Hellogoodbye
♥High Class Heist
Hilary Duff
Hinder
The Hives
Hoobastank
Home Grown
Hot Hot Heat
♥Houston Calls
Incubus
Irene Cara
Iron Maiden
Jack Johnson
Jack’s Mannequin
Jackson 5
James Brown
JamisonParker
Janet Jackson
Jesse MacCartney
Jessica Simpson
Jennifer Lopez
Jewel
Jimi Hendrix
Jimmy Eat World
Joan Jett
John Waite
♥Journey
Judas Priest
♥Justin Timberlake
K-CI and JoJo
K-C and the Sunshine Band
Karate High School
Kelis
Kelly Clarkson
Kelly Rowland
Kenny Rogers
Kevin Lyttle
Kid Rock
♥The Killers
Kimberly Locke
Kiss
Kylie Minouge
Led Zeppelin
LFO
Lifehouse
Lil’ John
Lindsay Lohan
Lionel Richie
Lipps Inc.
The Living End
Liz Phair
LL Cool J
Lonestar
Losteprophets
Louis Armstrong
Ludacris
Madonna
Mae
The Mammas and Pappas
Marilyn Manson
Matchbox 20
Mayday Parade
Meat Loaf
Men At Work
Metallica
Michael Jackson
Michael Sambello
Michelle Branch
Missy Elliot
Moog
Motion City Soundtrack
Motley Crue
Motorhead
♥The Movielife
Mr. Big
My Chemical Romance
The Mystics
Natasha Bedingfield
Nick Carter
Nick Lachey
♥Nightmare of You
Nirvana
Nelly
Nelly Furtado
New Edition
New Kids on the Block
Nodoubt
♥NSYNC
Number One Gun
Oasis
OK GO
Olivia Newton John
OTOWN
Outcast
Over It
Ozzy Osbourne
Panic! At the Disco
Papa Roach
♥Paris Hilton
Paula DeAnda
Paul Maccartney
Paul Wall
Pearl Jame
Pennywise
Pet Shop Boys
P. Diddy
♥Phantom Planet
Pink
Pink Floyd
Plain White T's
Play!Radio!Play
Pointer Sisters
Poison
Police
Prince
The Ramones
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Rediscover
Reel Big Fish
Releient K
R.E.M.
REO Speedwagon
Richard Hell and the Voloids
Richard Marx
Rick James
♥Rick Springfield
Rise Against
R. Kelly
Rob Thomas
Rod Stewart
Roxette
♥R.U.N. D.M.C.
Ryan Cabrera
♥Saosin
Savage Garden
Sean Paul
♥The Secret Handshake
Self Against City
The Sex Pistols
Shaggy
Shakira
Sheryl Crow
Shimmer Submersion
Silverstein
Simple Plan
Sinead O’Conner
Sisqo
Skid Row
Smashmouth
Snoop Dogg
Snow Patrol
♥Socratic
Soft Cell
The Sounds
♥Spice Girls
Stevie Wonder
♥Story of the Year
The Strokes
Straylight Run
♥Sublime
Subhumans
The Subways
♥Sugarcult
Sugar Ray
Sum 41
♥Sunday Night Scene
Switchfoot
System of a Down
T.A.T.U
Tears for Fears
Teddy Geiger
Thin Lizzy
♥Three 6 Mafia
Three Days Grace
T.I.
Third Eye Blind
Tim McGraw
Timbaland
Tina Turner
TLC
Toni Braxton
Toy Dolls
Train
Transplants
Trapt
U2
Underoath
The Used
Van Halen
Van Morrison
Vanessa Williams
Vanilla Ice
The Vines
The Violent Femmes
Vitamin C
The Vocaltones
Queen
Weezer
The White Stripes
Whitesnake
Whitney Houston
Willa Ford
Willie Nelson
Yellowcard
Yung Dro
Yung Joc
Woodale
ZZ Top
Zebrahead

Movies:

titanic, notebook, pirates of the carribean, johnny depp movies, the lost boys, urethra chronicles 1 and 2, forest gump,west side story, romeo and juliet the 1968 version, grind, riding in vans with boys, terminator 2, spice world, the princess bride, godfather all three, scarface, for a few dollars more, the good the bad and the ugly, uptown girls, house of wax, troy,

Television:

♥General Hospital
♥The OC

Books:

becuase of winn dixie, to kill a mockingbird, stargirl, the a-list series, the princess diaries series

Heroes:

JENNY GRIM
she is my best friend in the whole world she means more to me than any girl ever will shes been through so much she knows me most she's like me in so many ways ive fallen in love n she was always there we've watched movies and ive made her sit through countless hrs of general hospital and shes never hated me never used fighting words. shes the best friend ever and if she was my only friend shes all id want. she listens to all the shit tht i say and shes still always there. even wen i try pushing her away she still loves me. shes my rolemodel. my idol. in so many ways i wanna b like her. shes one of the prettyest grls ive ever seen and without her in my life id die. i need her. and those shopping trips i look foward to most. those times we go to lunch or dinner. those times we dress up just to go bowling. those times we sing songs on the phone to eachother. those times we sat on the couch talking about our first year of friendship and all the toys we used to have. those times wen i felt friendless. i thought of everything we've gone through. everything she said. everything she did. i love her. my best friend ever and no one will ever replace this girl. so dont even try. we make to do lists. we're gonna be roomates in college. she's gonna live with me or next door. she get's me. she understands to do certain things depending on my mood. she's never hated me and i adore her for it. she's so unselfish and shes just the best friend anyone could ever get.
Leilani my Pink Frosting Sprinkled Pie
So I must admit this is a friendship I never expected. No fucking joke she now means more to me than people I've known longer thought i was "best friends" with longer. I may not have liked her as much as I do now but now at this moment in time. She's my love. She means so much to me. She has my back and she knows wrong from right. She's so beautiful. And no doubt my favorite Spanish person in the whole world. She's madd fun and youre jealous. her hoodies own your ass and shes better than you. she genuinely loves you and she cares. I may not see her everyday but that makes our time together more special. We are UTRU. we made tht shit. When the sun shines We’ll shine together Told you I'll be here forever That I'll always be your friend Took an oath Imma stick it out 'till the end Now that it's raining more than ever Know that we still have each other You can stand under my Umbrella You can stand under my Umbrella shes my pink frosting sprinkled pie. and ill always love her. always need her. always respect her. shes such a good friend. and i'm glad we found this friendship. and i love loving her. and she can always stand under my umbrella.
Kayla Vaughan
I saw her for the first time in 2 years yesterday 04-04-07. She makes everything better. She makes all my tears dry up. She makes me smile. Shes such a sweet talker. I dont think shes bull shitting me though. I think shes one of the only people who mean everything they say. Every compliment is like a diamond being thrown into my lap. I have enough to diamonds to make a necklace, a bracelet, of course a ring, a tiara. I have enough diamonds from kayla to jewel up every item i own. My friends i own a lot of items. She makes me think theres genuinely good, nice, sweet people in this world. She makes me believe in love, and magic. It's becuase shes magic. Shes my bestest friend. Shes better than all of you. You will never take her place. It's been two years since we've seen each other. She still means more to me than people i see every day. She's oh so stunning. And she should know shes one of the prettiest girls in the world. I love her with all my heart. I always will. And she means the world to me.
JACOB GRENDILAND
dam so many hours spent on the phone. about our trip to compton, the bronx, harlem, cali. road trippp. we'll go clubbing every night and we'll both have 50 lovers. abby gets left in some random ass state. probably arizona. and as we drive we sing songs and try not to kill each other with abby in the backseat with a million coolers and shopping bags filled with fruit gummies and chips. we can talk about life, ceiling fans and the dust on them, who we love, what we hate, we criticize the way others dress and look and we think we're gorgeous. hes such a good friend. i didnt notice until rite this instant. even though he makes fun of me and we cuss each other out and constantly get into retarted fights i need him. he was the one that thought house loved me. he was the one who thought we could never get boyfriends or girlfriends becuase they would get jealous of our friendship and bond. even wen i say i hate him i want to talk to him about something. he may tell me to shut up and go kill myself but i still know we have this connection. everyday i give him gum. even when i lie he knows i have it. he walks me to my locker last period of the day. well at least he used to. he always tries hooking me up with people. and most okay all the time i hate him for it. except one but that ass didnt want a relationship. and now hes ugly so im chill. jacob means so much to me and its so weird not having him near me. i hold his cigarettes and he holds my sanity. hes gunna call me retarted for writing that. well fuck you jacob. i love you. my best friend. ew i hate him hes a fuck cocking bitch.
Mep
Yeah i pretty much love her. We've never fought. She's never been mad. She pretty much is my weekend. She made Friday nights for me. Just me and her its fabulous. Crying on the phone while watching the Titanic. Stories about what we do in church. The boys we've liked. And I've finally been able to truly and completely open up to her. I trust her completely and shes so kind. She knows when I'm upset. She knows when I'm not my usual self. She encourages me. She believes in me. She's so beautiful so sweet. Her blue eyes are killer. And she never has a bad day. She always seems to love me and care about me. She's my MEP and we'll holla and sing Dont Stop Believin at starbucks to david. its straight. i love her. and if i could I'd buy her Robeks smoothies and chipotle and taco bell whenever she wanted me to. i love her so much.
Katherine Barrow
So this girl. known her since i started my life at hayfield. so we didnt talk for a long time. but then i went on the trip of my life. the trip that changed and made my life. and she helped so much. she was there for me through what i wanted when i left hayfield and what i wanted when i was at the hard rock. she didnt criticize me for the holla's she didnt call me a slut. she wasnt embarassed by me at all. she let me walk around in my little shorts and bikini top. she let me make out with guys at restaurants. she never criticized me for anything. she fully understood me. she could talk to me about everything. she means so much. and she ran for me to see kasey. she ran so i could meet some guy i barely knew. she asked the waitress if she could get him for me. for me. she gave me her bathing suit. becuase i asked for it. she got 40 dollars to buy a hat that i lost. she did so much for me in that one day. i feel like she really understands me. i feel like shes really one of my best friends. i have an urge to just chill with her. she always makes me smile. and she talks to me and she just gets me. unlike other people she gets me. and i love her. and i want to thank her for such a big contribution in my greatest day ever. i never would have gone on the tour, kjfkls;sljfp with kasey, been so genuinely happy if it wasnt for her. i love her.
Cait my PPIC
Yeah shes madd awesome. One of my bffs and Im so gonna move to NY and chill with her. then we're gonna get married to our loves from long island. shes mrs. treglia and im mrs. anzalone. she just needs to learn to pronounce her last name then itll all be good :). im gonna open up a last name pronounciation school for her so she can say it. shes also my PPIC party partner in crime. shes madd awesome. and i love her. we love pretty much all the same things and people ;) loveees it.
Kasey wishiknewhislastname
Yeah so this guy is amazing. i dont think ill ever see him again. have faith right? but hes a thousand miles away, over the age of legalness, with his girlfriend. he made me feel so special. so beautiful. so pretty. so gorgeous. so worth it. he made me feel good enough to be loved. to be liked. to be looked at. (ok fine i know in orlando everyone looked at me...but did they make me feel as amazing? okay girls envied me or checked me out i didnt care. boys did the same some were hot some were uglies. old guys tried to holler and then id grab onto the nearest male who i knew.) but kasey was different. hes made me a better person. i have a new insight on life. i dont really care anymore. all i care about is living. why make plans? when they can be broken and ruined? why not just live in the moment. i was going to turn all scene just to make him happy. to dress more like him to feel a closer connection. to be what i think he wanted. but me in my hollister was just fine. i was good enough. he thought i was cute even if i shopped where he hated. i have a greater appreciation for music and life. i have a greater appreciation for everything. i dont judge people as much anymore. i take more risks now. i dont want a life plan. i want to live. i want to just go and find him. i dont need fame. it would be nice but its just an accesory of life. i want to be able to eat and have fun in life. even if i am 25 working at the hard rock. ill be making friends, falling in love, having fun, surrouned by music, and the atmosphere. the atmosphere makes me not want to leave. and he meant everything. i ran for him. i ran for a man (hes too old to be a boy) i barely knew. i cry every day. wish for him everyday. i feel like with him i was genuienly happy. for the first time in a long time. and he made life better. he makes life better. he makes everything better. i mean what i got out of finding him attractive is something so many wish for. the little time we spent together makes up for every heartache i ever got. every sad moment in my life. and when we parted for the last time and he took my hand and kissed it...i was cinderella. he was my prince charming. he was everything. he is the sole most incredible person i have ever or will ever meet. he makes me more passionate. a better person. he made me feel like the real me for once. and i like her so much better than the old one. he gave me techno scene butterflies. something i will never get again. he made me happy. he made life seem worth living. i saved the best for last. and if i could id thank him for everything.
Barbie

My Blog

still

you still constantly cross my mindyou still make me feel the way i used to feeland still i want to be with youjust to have you acknowlege me means the worldthe short walks and the small talkbut no, it...
Posted by Odile is THE SEX ™ on Sat, 12 May 2007 08:43:00 PST

odile

shes the girl that wants to be special enough to feel like shes loved in the world she wants you to say i love you but she only wants you to mean it she wants you to smile when she walks into a room s...
Posted by Odile is THE SEX ™ on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 08:24:00 PST

yeah you're dumb

yeah so you're dumb.  i'm sorry but i adore the ground you walk on the air you breathe everything about you is amazing to me. the way you talk makes me just want to listen to everything you have ...
Posted by Odile is THE SEX ™ on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 08:59:00 PST

Happy Fucking Valentines Day Odile

Happy Fucking Valentines day Odile.  yes i know it was 3 days ago.  but that day has fucked me up for good it seems like it will be like that for a long ass time.  why did i even have ...
Posted by Odile is THE SEX ™ on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 09:39:00 PST

And then it was perfect

So after waiting forever you finally get something out of it.  After taking so much time trying to get your love back you do.  All I did was talk to him again like we used to.  And fina...
Posted by Odile is THE SEX ™ on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 07:47:00 PST

Girls Love Guys Even Though They Get Treated Like Shit

Why do girls always love guys even though they get treated like shit? or vice versa....anyways for some people their significant other is a dick. they dont care about their feelings at all.  they...
Posted by Odile is THE SEX ™ on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 10:05:00 PST

2006 we got older but we're still young

this was the best year of my life. and i loved it so much. so many good things happened and like whoa. i'm gonna miss it so much. it was fabulous. so many good new friendships with people i never thou...
Posted by Odile is THE SEX ™ on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 06:57:00 PST

good fukin 06'

the year is almost over.  what do i remember most?  all the heart ache all the pain.  best thing about the year.  i guess would be the summer.  so i ended a sucky relationship...
Posted by Odile is THE SEX ™ on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 08:09:00 PST

why

why is it tht every time i find someone tht i thnk is mad mounts better thn the guy i previously liked he turns out hurting me too? he's not better actuatlly why is it tht i just cant help it but fall...
Posted by Odile is THE SEX ™ on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 06:15:00 PST

do you know

do you know tht when i go to sleep at night i think f you? do you know tht every wish i make it tht u'll feel the same? do you know tht wen you say hello ive never felt this way about a hello? do you ...
Posted by Odile is THE SEX ™ on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 01:08:00 PST