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Stella The Station Wagon

Music was the lamb that made a Lion out of me. Deafening is the cry of 10,000 babies

About Me

My name is Becca. I'm in an awesome Lansing rock band, Atrium. I'm a phlebotomist, also known as the blood collector. I work at the plasma center in Lansing where i make crackheads and different levels of low-life bleed for money. no offense, donors. I like to party and be with interesting (clinically insane) people. I like to smoke pot a lot. I used to live with a dirty slut. i write all the lyrics for both bands so im really into writing and just listening to what other artists have to say in their songs...comparing, contrasting, critiquing. music is my life, work is my hell.

My Interests

Music, writing, staring at people. i try (and fail) not to take things too seriously, one of the reasons i drink and stuff. drinking before going on stage is way better than trying to relate to a crowd sober. its terrifying sometimes. I'm sarcastic 78% of the time. The thing i do most is sing. It's what i do best. I enjoy the sport of synchronized diving, and I'm always looking for a good Euker partner. I like to play the game 'drink the beer'. What do i win? Another beer! Alright I'm going for the record!

I'd like to meet:

Uhhhhh... people with genuinity and balls...i like balls. um, sense of humor is huge and also kindness. I'd like to meet Karma and ask her what the fuck is up her ass, why she insists on fucking with me all the time. i'd also like to meet Amy Lee. if i was a lesbian...

Music:

Favorite bands: NOFX, Dance Hall Crashers, Evanescence, Story Of The Year, Killswitch Engage!!!!, Rise Against, AlexisOnFire, System of a down, My Friend Rudra, Senses Fail, MXPX, Goldfinger, Weezer, Toilsome, Forgotten Forgiveness, I Eat Glue, Seizure Lake,(respect for my fellow Lansing bands) Eminem, D12, Fiona Apple, Poe, Tilt, Garbage, Heart, Pat Benetar, Stevie Nicks, Millencollin, Dead Poetic, the Living End, Tool, the other bands that practice in our storage unit complex. Many more i can't think of. In an episode of Mr. Show, Jack Black sings a song called "Don't stick your dick in these holes" its great

Movies:

BeetleJuice, Anchorman, anything with Will Ferrell, Steve Carell, Adam Sandler, Dana Carvey, Chris Farley, funny people... Comedy..........too hard to think about all the possibilities to begin narrowing it down to a list that would fit inside this box.

Television:

Whose line Is it Anyway? South Park, Reno 911, SNL, FAMILY GUY, The Simpsons, American Dad, Aquateen Hunger Force!...one day i will star in my own hit sitcom based on the life of my alter-ego, ShaBeefa.

Books:

The Bell Jar, The Quiet Room, Death of Innocents, Carriers, Prozac Nation, Elizabeth Berg books, etc.

Heroes:

That guy who played Kevin on Wonder Years, Fred Savage i think. when he did a skit on SAturday NIte Live with Dana Carvey as 'Church Lady' and her neice!.......His character on the wonder years was so boring, who knew he could be so funny and not dull...?

My Blog

after funeral sale

My Grandma doesn't love me and today i stole a dead person's buttons at an estate sale. An after funeral exstravaganza. Unlikely collectables gathered in piles, bags marked doll parts $2.00. All of he...
Posted by Stella The Station Wagon on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 12:39:00 PST

I'm back

hey, i made it through surgery okay, and I'm back home way before i expected to be. this time around, it was a lot easier, a lot less painful, and recovery has so far been a lot faster. i don't know w...
Posted by Stella The Station Wagon on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 05:51:00 PST

Afraid to sleep

I can't convince myself of anything sweet. it seeps out overnight through gritted teeth. close my eyes tight, plug my ears, it still goes away. i beg her to listen to hold onto it just a few more hour...
Posted by Stella The Station Wagon on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 10:42:00 PST

Cuntress (take that makeup off. you're a McDonald, not a whore)

This rage that pulses through me wants to rip your throat out so no one has to hear your fucking awful voice. Come to find out you were sluttin with the one i hated. i dropped you off to drown yo...
Posted by Stella The Station Wagon on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 07:09:00 PST

Black Circles

Black Circles I dont want to disapoint you, but i dont care. I didnt ask u to come and ruin everything. i could not resist it, you know just what you're doing. and last night black circles tried ...
Posted by Stella The Station Wagon on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 04:07:00 PST

Stop taking my ribs!

ok, i recently found out i have to have yet another rib removed from my poor sternum. so, ill be on my ass from feb5th til probably march something... so come visit me fucks! and i have to cancel band...
Posted by Stella The Station Wagon on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 09:17:00 PST

is this what a good day feels like?

okay, okay maybe its not always so bad. it doesn't have to be. i'm finally starting to have good days without the aid of chemical resusitation. my brain was taken over by a daily fix. it threw a fit w...
Posted by Stella The Station Wagon on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 05:58:00 PST

vomit

I'm so dizzy. All my life i havent felt the earth's rotation until today. now my head can hardly keep up with the spinning. Flashing through scenes of horror and unattainable bliss, my mind pulses and...
Posted by Stella The Station Wagon on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 11:16:00 PST

learning to hate you

How long am i going to willingly walk around with you inside my head? it's time i let you out the back door. sneak around. what's wrong with sin? it could've led somewhere. in my dreams it changed eve...
Posted by Stella The Station Wagon on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 01:17:00 PST

song

Miscellania Take out the garbage. what's rotting in the cupboad, draws tiny flies, it smells. adjust the temperature. kill the ants with cleaning supplies. time to occupy. a sad mind to distract. why ...
Posted by Stella The Station Wagon on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 12:57:00 PST