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[Mags!] Deja Vroomier

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About Me


My Name Is MAGGY
You're Pretty Fucked Up For A Girl
Fuck it, Or Fight It, It's All The Same.
i might be wrong, i might be fucking everything up, well i'm sorry for being human and making mistakes.
I believe knowing what you want in life is better then never knowing at all.
Judge me. I judge you. We all do it.
Just dont hate me before knowing me.
I'm in a state of change. Becoming who I want to be.
Moving on and letting go is part of growing up.
I live as close to the edge as I can without going over.
Out on the edge you see things you can't see from the center.
I was almost dragged over. I'm getting back on my own two feet.
I'm a book junkie.
a good book over a wild party anyday
I used to get attached to people too easy.
now I just push them away to fast.
The good times are fucking killing me.
I love it and hate it all at the same time.
My sister pretty much keeps me going.
She's the rock in this fast stream.
we don't rest in peace
we just dissapear.
One day, I will make something of myself.
I'm sorry some of you cant believe that.

My Interests

I Have Some Friends, Some That I Hardly Know, But We've Had Some Times, I Woulden't Trade For The World

My Family.

My sanity.
My sanctuary.
My sister. When times are hard, and things go bad, I promise I'll be here.
She's helped me through a lot.
Before, she was just the selfish little bitch that had more barbies then me, now, she's the one I call when things go bad.
Life seems easier when she's around.
I feel better about myself and the choices I've made just knowing that she doesnt care about any of that and she'll always love me.
She taught me how to reach out.
we bring a balance into eachothers lives. AND. now looking back, I can't regret the things I've done, just know how happy you've made me become.

Jesse and Patty
You guys are family.
With you gone, I don't know how I'm doing this.
I need you guys around.
You're my better and worse halves.
All these days are just sorta blending together.
It's killer.
Saying I miss you would be an understatement.
How the fuck did a drunk and a druggie worm their way into my heart?
Fuck everyone who says they miss you.
They have no idea what that means.
I'm writing a book about you, you kids better make me rich.
I'm just thankful everyday that you came into my life.

Yes,
she's my wife.
Yes,
she owns my vagina, along with half my things.
I love Savvydoll more then god.
We go to church, and go exploring.
She get's me out of bed when I'm depressed.
She walks around with me.
She wont be replaced,
she wont be forgotten.
sitting on park benches, smokin cheap ciggeretts, enjoying the little things. best days of my life.

I'd like to meet:

Jesus.

Movies:



GARDEN STATE♥
"I know it hurts. But it's life, and it's real. And sometimes it fucking hurts, but it's life, and it's pretty much all we've got."

Television:

you should be shot and gagged if you dunno who he is.

Books:


"We're merchants with the devil,
trading integrity for popularity,
independence for acceptance,
and love for recognition."

My Blog

You haven’t got a clue

tied down by glass ropes. it sounds impossible. easy to break free.but, after every action follows a consequence. you can't break glass without getting cut. you can't get cut without bleeding. and agi...
Posted by [Mags!] Deja Vroomier on Sun, 29 Jun 2008 03:24:00 PST

Final Thoughts Case Closed

its nothing... nothing at all. just another gasp of oxygen i take into these lungs that were once so weak. i'd shake with every breath. with everytime air comes in.. it has to go out. i breathed you o...
Posted by [Mags!] Deja Vroomier on Sun, 29 Jun 2008 10:56:00 PST

My darling Sister.

I miss you so much. I just want to see you so bad. I want to just sit with you on a strangers bed and cry with you over all the stupid little things. I need you around. You make everything so much bet...
Posted by [Mags!] Deja Vroomier on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 02:02:00 PST

Untitled

I used to know this girlWho gave her love awayTo every guy she metAnd with all the games they playedShe never seemed to cryShe never got upsetAnd one by one they cameAnd one by one they leftI thought...
Posted by [Mags!] Deja Vroomier on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 10:06:00 PST

So

It's 1.53 am and I'm wide awake, sitting by the window and feeling the wind gusts of cold bitter air. And having a very emotional moment. I'm realizing who I am...where I am. I'm feeling lonely. I'm w...
Posted by [Mags!] Deja Vroomier on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 01:55:00 PST

How One Word Changes Everything

She knew he was alive. holding more then just anger in his cards. He was an angel in disguise his wings bent and broken. He came to save her, and he took her under his arm. Holding her close they spen...
Posted by [Mags!] Deja Vroomier on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 12:45:00 PST