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About Me


i'm alyssaann;14;washington.
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i'm still the same girl i was 3 years ago. i never changed; i just grew up. don't ever say "i'm not the person i use to be" because i've always been the same person. if you don't like it; i'm not sorry.
i am myself; i speak my mind &nd i do whatever the fuck i want. i wont follow your trends, or be apart of you clique. i'm not a mindless self-centered whore; thank you very much.

i'll tell you straight up how i feel about you &nd i'll treat you however the fuck you treat me; i don't take shit from no bitch. [ exept when zakk &nd i have buttsecks; because it makes him happy ]

you probably don't think i'm very nice; your fucking wrong. just because i cuss &nd act tough doesn't mean i don't have a fucking heart. i can be the sweetest person you'll ever know.
FUCK BITCH; IT'S JUST MYSPACE. i fuck up a lot; so what? just because i make mistakes &nd tell a few fucking lies doesn't mean shit. it just makes me feel fucking better about myself. forgive &nd forget people. &nd yes. i do look fucking differnt. so the fuck what? i'm not going to kill you in your sleep; i just like to be fucking original. if you have a problem with it; say it to my fucking face &nd i'll show you you my fist.
other than all that shit; i like to talk &nd i probably want to get to know you. so let's have a fucking conversation kids.
notetoself; i don't do drugs, i don't smoke, i don't drink, i don't do religion, i don't care if it's apart if your life; but it's not apart of mine. i won't judge you for the shit you do.

My Interests

i like sex. =]

whoreferwhore;

!warning!
- don't call me; hot, sexy, ect. it makes me feel like you only like me for my body.
- i'm not your baby, boo, ect.; don't use petnames. cutie is ohkay; but nothing that makes me seem like i belong to you.
- don't start shit; i'll hand your ass to you.
- i wont tell you how i did anything on my page; you have google. figure it out for yourself.

I'd like to meet:


goals fer 08'; SON.
 -attend warped tour @ the george.
- bleach/cut hair. grow out hair.
-get to highschool.
-ears gauge 1/2 inch.
-monroe AND/OR septum.
- prove him w r o n g. =]

currently in my life; i'm not looking for anyone "special" &nd i don't need any more friends. right now, i have a lot of shit i need to take care of; my life isn't as perfect as i'd like it to be. i carry around a lot of drama where ever i go &nd i need to find away to leave it in some dumpster downtown. i'm tired of playing games, breaking hearts &nd feeling pain. i really just want to turn the page &nd start a new chapter of my life.

my hackss. =]

Dear Alyssa; Dear sexxaayy. Alyssa is the most wonderfullest person in this whole world. She go's through the same shit i do. You, Alyssa are an amazing person. &nd we spell our names so much alikee. itss cool ;D hunn, dont let boys get in the way of anything. There all full of shitt. hhaa. I love you babbyyy always and forever, till deathh. ilyyy-- Alyyshaa--

Movies:

"I love you....I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future Everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life....I will always be yours." - The notebook

Books:

Though of the day;
4-28-08 "i don't understand why people make plans for forever; the past is the past &nd the future is unpredictable. you can never be a 100% sure that things will go your way. you don't know if someone knew is going step into your life &nd you don't know what kind of adventures are going to happen. i think people should just live there life &nd not worry about how things will turn out. you should just hope for the best &nd maybe it'll happen. life is to short to make plans that might not even happen &nd forever is a long time."
4-29-08 "when you love someone; there the only person you want. you would do anything for them. you want to spend "forever" with them &nd you accept there imperfections. then like an airplane; everything crashes. your heart is broken &nd you never want to love agian. what happend to forever; what happend to doing anything for them? love is like a deepier feeling than friendship; it's the same thing just more intese. if you can't have a friendship with someone, you can't be silly with them, or even be happy for them; then you can't love them, right?"
4-30-08 "sometimes you have to test people; see how much they really care. you have to know &nd understand what you are getting your self into. you have to beable to take the hit when it's needed &nd not back down. you need to make sure the people/person you care most about cares about you too &nd protect your heart from ever getting hurt. you have to accept people for there imperfections &nd learn to understand that you don't always get what you want. "nobody ever said life was easy" is something i hear all the time. life isn't easy &nd you can't always take the easy way out; because sometimes the easy way out for you, could hurt someone else &nd make there life harder &nd you don't want to be selfish."
5-3-08 "you can't love someone; when you don't make an effort. if you say you love someone; you can't just let it be. you need to show them, prove to them. that you need them, you want them. if you don't; it'll just push them away. &nd how can you love someone who doesn't love you?"
5-5-08 "it's crazy how you fall in love. it's never planned &nd it's always with the person you least expect it to be. they drive you crazy &nd you always are thinking about them. but what happened when the person you love; doesn't love you? are you suppose to lose your hope; or try harder. you shouldn't have to "try" for love. it should just happen. you can't be in love if only one person is doing the loving. it's a two person game &nd both people need to give it there all; or else it all might just fall through the rough. &nd then your left with a broken heart; nobody wants that."
5-6-08 "perfection is a lie. nobody &nd nothing is perfect. everything has it's flaws. so why lie to yourself, &nd waste your time trying to perfect something?"
5-7-08 "dream big; live happy. don't let what anyone says ruin your day. no matter what they say, you are a beautiful, careing &nd smart person."
5-9-08 "sometimes i wish in live; you could earse things that happened in the past. i just wish you could prented that certian things never happened; like a re-do. i'm normally not the kinda girl that regrets things; but losing him is the only thing i can think of now that i do have to say i regret. he means everything to him &nd i never showed him that. i love him more than words could explain; but he doesn't trust me. i made my mistakes &nd i have to prove it him wrong. he is my one &nd only; i knew that from the day i met him."
5-10-08 "true love never dies; because true love never ends."
5-11-08 " sometimes; when i tell you i love you i feel like it isn't enough. i feel like when i miss you, you don't miss me. i just don't feel like im good enough for you &nd that kills me. i wish we could be happy togeather. i wish everythnig was better."
5-14-08 "it takes two people to make a relationship work. you can't always take; sometimes you have to give."
5-15-08 "in life you can't always be open. you need to be careful about what you say &nd who you say it too; because you can't always trust your friends. sometimes people lie &nd sometimes people backstab. you just always need to have a look out for who is really your friend; because they'll never rat you out."
5-16-08 "you need to be patient for the things you want; because if you really want/need something it'll come to you. it might not be as soon as you'd like but in time you'll be happy with the results. everything takes time; so be patient."
5-17-8 "people make mistakes; forgive &nd forget."
5-18-08 "you can't be afraid of something you don't know will happen. you can't feel bad for something you can't control. you can't take back the past; all you can do is hope. hope that things go according to plan. hope nothing bad will happen &nd hope that he forgives you for everything you've done."

Heroes:


ericabby; this girl is my everything. she is the sweetest, cuteiest &nd most understanding person i know. if i was a lesbian; i'd totally spend the rest of my life with her. she has never hurt me &nd i've never hurt her. she has all my trust &nd i just don't know what i'd do without her. she is just such an amazing girl &nd i want everyone to understand how special she is to me. =D ily erica; forever &nd ever.
alyshabby; i know where no that close. but you still mean a lot to me. your one of my heros. you've been through so much &nd you still manage to stay strong. i don't care what people say; but you've totally earned my respect. =]
the boy i'm not looking for;
there is always that on boy you can never get off your mind. there is always that one boy who makes you smile after the worse day of you life. there is always that one boy who will take you back no matter what &nd that boy is the boy you'll end up with in the end; because that boy shows you how much he cares &nd takes the time to show you he loves you. that boy is always there when you need him most. he's cute, h's silly, he sweet &nd deeep down inside you know; he's yours. but until' it's official. you just have to pretend your looking for someone you already have. all you have to do is wait &nd i'm ready to wait for the boy i want to spend the rest of forever with. =]

My Blog

to "the" boy. =]

i wish you knew how much i love you; how much i yern to be with you. i want to spend forever with you &nd i don't think you understand. i know i've hurt you &nd i know i have to prove to you t...
Posted by alyssaann eats airplanes™ on Sat, 10 May 2008 07:58:00 PST

what alyssa really wants; in life, boys &nd everything.

in life;i want to be happy, bable to support myself &nd not have to be so dependent. i don't want to waste my time on things i already have done and/or learned. i won't make the same mistake twice...
Posted by alyssaann eats airplanes™ on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 07:26:00 PST

little known facts;

theee FACTS;i'm 14.my birthday is Oct. 13, 1993.i was born/raised in Washington state.i'm 163 pounds.i only have my ears pierced; once.i'm 5'3 1/2'' tall.i pretend to be badass.i burp a lot.i like pla...
Posted by alyssaann eats airplanes™ on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 09:04:00 PST

something that should mean nothing.

the day i met you, was the day that i knew. i'd give you my all, and try to be perfect. i didn't ever want to hurt you. i never wanted to lose you. i made the mistake, and fell. into the trap of lust....
Posted by alyssaann eats airplanes™ on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 05:52:00 PST

Tell me you love me; I dare you.

Fuck you; all of you. Ever single last one of you. Your not my man, and you mean nothing to me. I don't understand; if you don't want me to fucking flirt with another fucking guy; then make me your fu...
Posted by alyssaann eats airplanes™ on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 10:41:00 PST