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Rebecca [TakeItEasy/LoveNothing]

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At this point in my life
I’d like to live as if only love mattered
As if redemption was in sight
As if the search to live honestly
Is all that anyone needs
No matter if you find it
You see when I’ve touched the sky
The earth’s gravity has pulled me down
But now I’ve reconciled that in this world
Birds and angels get the wings to fly
If you can believe in this heart of mine
If you can give it a try
Then I’ll reach inside and find and give you
All the sweetness that I have
At this point in my life
Me;
My name's Rebecca. I'm a very open minded person. I try to give everyone a chance, and I'd like to try pretty much everything once. I'm usually very quiet, and pretty hard to get to know. I'm not really shy, I just don't like talking to people I don't know well. I'm not "straight edge" or anything, but I hate alcohol and drugs, and I'd rather not be around people while they're using them. I think I'm an over-emotional person. I get hurt easily, and I take everything personally. I try not to over think things, I usually go with my heart or "gut feeling" with every situation, even if it ends up causing some problems later, in the end it makes me happier. I want to make a difference in peoples lives, so I want to become a psychologist. I'd really like to change the world... but I guess helping people will be my way of contributing on this earth. I love learning and I want to know as much as I can about everything. I don't fit under any retarded labels that people love to use oh-so-much. I know who I am, and I don't have to dress or act a certain way to fit into a stupid clique. It pisses me off when people try to dress goth or punk, when they don't know anything about the music and/or subculture behind it. Music is one of the only things I'll argue about, because I hate when people don't know shit about music, yet they act like they know everything. Marilyn Manson and HIM are not Goth-rock. Good Charlotte and Green Day are not Punk. I hate when people don't understand music genres... Music is one of the most important things in my life. But Erik and my family come first, I don't know what I'd do with out them. Erik is pretty much my everything at this point, we've been together for almost nine months and it's been the best time of my life. I'm happier now than I've ever been... and most of that has to do with him. I'm really lame because of the fact that I'd rather stay home with my family than go hang out with people my age. I don't party, ever. I think it's a waste of time. I actually think the time that we're in high school is a waste of time. If anyone tells you it's supposed to be "the best time of your life", they're only saying that because they fear being older. I'd much rather be 30 years old, done with college, working at a job I enjoy, and being married to Erik. I'm looking forward to that time in my life. So, pretty much my life right now is revolved around learning, growing as a person, Erik and music.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



Music:

Top Bands At The Moment:

Bright Eyes
Specimen
Anti-Flag
Riot
Stiff Little Fingers
Clit 45
Buzzcocks
The Cramps
The Doors
X-Ray Spex
The Matches
The White Stripes
Tracy Chapman
Bauhaus
The Beatles
The Cure
Motion City Soundtrack
Alanis Morissette
Bloody Dead and Sexy
Crass
Dead Boys
The Pogues
Siouxsie and The Banshees
Virgin Prunes

Movies:

V for Vendetta
Requiem For A Dream
Garden State
Fight Club
Donnie Darko
Billy Madison
Thumbsucker
What's Eating Gilbert Grape?
Seven
House of 1,000 Corpses
Where The Heart Is

Heroes:

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Erik is the love of my life. I knew from the second I started talking to him, that he was different from most guys. I fell in love with him within a week... and we've now been together for almost nine months. I'm never ever ever going to love anyone like I love him. He makes me feel like the most amazing girl in the world. He makes me feel important, and not many people can do that. I can't even put into words how I feel about him... but it's not just that he means the world to me, he is my world. He is everything I would ever ask for in a person. With out him, I really wouldn't feel complete. He gives me something to look forward to each day. When we're together, everyone else seems to disappear, and it's like he's the only person that matters. I can honestly say that I could spend the rest of my life with him, and I will... I'd wait forever if I had to. I would do anything in the world for him. I can't even stay mad at him.. it doesn't matter how hard I try, he always gets me to laugh. I love everything about him, too. I love his smile, and his voice.. I love that he's not too serious about things, so he makes everything really fun. If I could, I'd just cuddle in bed with him, and kiss him forever. He's one of my best friends, and I love that he knows everything about me, and he still loves me the same.. even though I can be really weird... He makes me feel like he really, truely loves me... because not only does he tell me all the time, but he also shows me with his actions... I know that this is the kind of love that most people spend their whole lives searching for. I just feel so blessed that I was able to meet Erik now, so we can grow together, and do whatever we want to. I love you Erik. ♥

Also, Elizabeth for being the best friend ever, and My mom and Billy for being totally awesome.

My Blog

Update, anyone?

A LOT is going on this week. I'm nervous. But alright: Tuesday I try out the subway... Wednesday and Thursday, I go and take my GED test. Yaaay. Saturday I move to Winthrop. Sunday is my birthday and...
Posted by Rebecca (Loves Erik, more than anything) on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 01:50:00 PST

Don't be afraid of where we'll go, my love, I promise you'll be fine.

one-computer & internet.1. How long are you on the computer each day?: Not a lot anymore, I just check Myspace a few times a day mostly.2. How many computers are in your house?: Two.3. Do you have...
Posted by Rebecca (Loves Erik, more than anything) on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 09:01:00 PST

^_^

I found one of those "I want a guy..." things, and this one is just like Erik! He's so amazing.
Posted by Rebecca (Loves Erik, more than anything) on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 06:37:00 PST

But please don't give up dear walls, Don't let the ceiling fall...

Alright, so I've decided to make real goals, and for the first time ever, I will achieve them. Normally when I try to plan things, I end up failing... and I've figured out that I've learned ...
Posted by Rebecca (Loves Erik, more than anything) on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 08:28:00 PST

And I never thought this life was possible, You're the yellow bird that I've been waiting for.

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?It depends on who I'm tal...
Posted by Rebecca (Loves Erik, more than anything) on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 07:39:00 PST

That's trifling.

_General_ Name: Rebecca.  Age: 17.  Birthday: Feb. 25th.  Height: 5'2.  Weight: 9084549385 pounds.  Hair Color: Right now it's brownish red.  Hair Type: Umm, curly? ...
Posted by Rebecca (Loves Erik, more than anything) on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 09:26:00 PST

Yours is the first face that I saw, I swear I was blind before I met you..

Okay, so my last blog was very emo and depressing... but I'm in a somewhat better mood now, because I do have some awesome friends. Buuuut, I keep having these bad dreams about Will, and it's upsettin...
Posted by Rebecca (Loves Erik, more than anything) on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 11:15:00 PST

I'm so borrrrred.

The Generic Teenager Stereotype Do you drink [alcohol]?  Nope.Do you party a lot? How often?  Never. Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?  No.How often do you use the word like i...
Posted by Rebecca (Loves Erik, more than anything) on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 09:29:00 PST

The difference in shades..

3 Things That Scare You: 1.  Being left by the people I love.2.  Taking risks, because I feel like I always fail at everything.3.  The thought of Erik breaking up with me. :( 3 Things T...
Posted by Rebecca (Loves Erik, more than anything) on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 10:18:00 PST

Anyway,

I'm still really sad about being home. I thought I'd be wicked home sick, but I just missed my mom, Billy and my cat mostly. I missed my dad some, too.. but I don't see him much anyway, so t...
Posted by Rebecca (Loves Erik, more than anything) on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 12:13:00 PST