Mr Tumnus.

I had a load of stuff here...stupid surveys and personality quizzes. What the fuck for???? I can tell you who I am. Or perhaps you could meet me and get an idea of what I'm like. I'm a fairly eccentric, self absorbed, arrogant, big headed, occasionally witty, regularly flirtacious, secretly cynical erm..guy. I pass my days by writing music and lyrics on my guitar in my loft. I also play a lot of computer games because I find it the most suitable form of escapism...mainly because I happen to be very good at them. I also like to get drunk...as many do, so if you want to smack up some brain cells sometime and have no real reason to then let me know because I'll likely be up for it. I'm going to uni on the 23rd of September. I'm excited, but incredibly scared and upset. I thought I was ready to leave, but I don't think I am. To be honest I feel rather lost at the moment. People seem different right now. Perhaps I've become different myself and this is what's causing my friends to act differently towards me. I don't really know.I actually don't know a lot...That also scares me.There are new people coming into my life right now. People I'm getting to know and beginning to feel for. This just upsets me more because I know I've got to leave them. When I say upset, I don't mean breakdown crying or anything like that. Let's make this clear. I'm one of those alpha males that won't really let you know how I'm feeling. But most of you will already know that. Apart from this about me section on myspace, which, at 6.36 am on a Monday morning I thought I might actually write about MYSELF properly.I dislike wearing clothes....I wear as little as possible as often as possible. They're a stupid formality..heh..so if you ever surprise me at my house make sure you knock first.I love to gamble. Slot machines, Poker, occasionally the horses, but I'm not addicted or anything like that. I just find it rather exciting :O.I love people that don't try to push their way in. I mean that literally and hypothetically. I like people that can just sit and wait for the bubbles to settle down in a glass of cola rather than stick their tongue in the middle in hope of creating a catalyst for the process. ahh yes, I'm also pretentious.I'd love to own my own beach. I wouldn't let anyone on it...I'd just sit out there every day and watch waves. Maybe I could own a beach one day :) It isn't likely, but it's a fair dream.I hate how the word "love" is tossed around. It's disgusting the way people think that they have the right to use the deepest, most passionate and soul spilling term in a text message to their girlfriend that they met 2 weeks ago.In truth, I really am a bit of a cunt, but I don't mind so much and other people don't seem to mind either so I won't bother trying to change.I like the name Benjamin more than Ben...not many people know that. And if you bothered to read all this then you deserve to know that :pI'm tired now...sleep, mhmm.