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Sean

memories fade, but pain is forever

About Me

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It's a new year, and with that comes a new, updated version of my "about me" section. So, bring it on 2007! 2006 was a rather uneventful year...not much happened...and a bit of what did happen isn't worth wasting the space to talk about it. It's interesting how last year just flew by with it being, for the most part, boring.

anyhow...I am smoking again...lol, I only ever quit for like...5 days...smoking is just too much fun :o) I've grown out of my "tea every day" phase...but I miss it...so I am going to start drinking it a lot again...and fuck, I just got a new kettle...so, why the fuck not?

So, I am still 20 years old...still live in Denver (go nutty!) but I am sooooo moving to England soon...I hate Colorado...especially with all of the blizzards as of late. As for the radio show that I cohost...Lyda and I may not be doing the show too much longer...so, if you want to check it out in what could be the last several shows, you may want to point your browsers to Radio 1190 and click your stream rate for the show. Remission, our show, is on from 9:00-11:00 PM Mountain Time on Friday nights.

and music was on hiatus for a while as my new computer was/is incapable of meeting the demands that my music software requires...however, my old computer decided to work again...so I may be able to run my programs on my old computer in order to create music again. However! the old computer is still a bit dodgy at times...so, I am not promising anything...but the Winter is when I like to compose pieces...so I'm trying my best to get things up and running...my fingers can't stay away from the synth too long or else I'll forget everything :o(

Anything else you want to know...hit me up with a message and I'll get back to you

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My Interests

music...both making it and listening to it! Going to concerts, Girls, deejaying, bondage, fetishes, fetish models...lots more as well

I'd like to meet:

I don't know who I'd like to meet...really just anyone who is down to earth...has a sense of humor. People who share the same interests as me...although, you know what they say...opposites attract...lol, so really just anyone...I have no guidelines on what you have to be like or anything like that. Anyone who has stumbled onto my page and thinks they might want to talk to me a bit more.

still always welcome to new bands who want to send me a friend request...however, that is what I am picky about...read my music section and see what I am into!!! I get tons of requests from metal bands and shit...and I don't like that crap...I have nothing resembling metal in my music list...so, if you are a goth band...industrial, IDM, anything like that...feel free to drop me a friend request...I also like UK hip-hop, grime and that sort...and I like local hip-hop acts as well.

Check out Idiom of Sad for some great fuckin' tunes!!! By far, the best band I have managed to find in Colorado.


Music:

well, since I cohost the local Goth/Industrial radio show...most of my musical tastes are within those genres...but here goes a list anyway...

The Cure

Color Theory

Idiom of Sad

Lady Sovereign

Maple Bee

Calm

Time

Neuropa

The Birthday Massacre

Imperative Reaction

Bella Morte

the Cruxshadows

Lost Signal

VNV Nation

Apoptygma Berzerk

Mira

Anders Manga

Les Anges de la Nuit

Wideband Network

Wolfsheim (pretty much anything with Peter Heppner doing guest vocals as well)

BlutEngel

Tristesse de la Lune

:Wumpscut:

Suicide Commando

Velvet Acid Christ

ThouShaltNot

Stromkern

Seelenkrank

Pride and Fall

Silica Gel

Covenant

[:SITD:]

Razed in Black

Lexincrypt

Schiller

Delerium

Colony 5

Current 93

Echo Image

Seraphim Shock

Seabound...etc. etc. etc.

lots of other shit as well...I wont type all the bands that I enjoy...because that would be a long list. Basically anything within the genres of Goth, Industrial, EBM, Synthpop, Darkwave, Experimental, IDM...shit like that...lol

Movies:

my taste in movies is weird...I like movies that are classics from when I was a kid...I rarely watch newer movies and I haven't been to the theatre to see a movie since the Passion of the Christ came out...and before that it had seriously been like 5 years since I saw a movie in theatres...movies made these days are totally fucking lame! Anyway, back to more movies that I do enjoy!

Stay

Silent Hill

Camille...it's a greta garbo movie...if you have no clue who she is...you deserve to die!!! she's beautiful!!!

Legends of the Fall

Interview with the Vampire

Butcherboy Productions: Collected Short Films (about the only modern DVD I own)

The Enchanted Cottage

Return of the Living Dead 3

the Lost Boys

Far and Away

Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas

...and that's about it...

Television:

well, I don't watch all that much TV...but I do enjoy random infomercials late at night...lol, gotta love Ron Popeil, and how about that Magic Bullet? lol, j/k, X-Files is the best TV show ever created (in my opinion) and it is my secret obsession...I love the god damn X-Files!!!...other than that?...I dunno...but I do love Aqua Teen Hunger Force and Family Guy as well...lol, how could you not love those shows?!

Heroes:

Robert fuckin' Smith, of course!!!...Anthony/one half of Alaska Highway(for his mad piano skills and his awesome voice and thoughts), Zach (for being my #1 brah all these years)

My Blog

oh what the hell...

another ;) Epsilon Minus' tracks "Lost" and "Nothing is Indestructible" My sadness seeks out comfort Where are you now I just had to express these feelings My regret overwhelms me I feel you n...
Posted by Sean on Mon, 28 May 2007 09:05:00 PST

it's been a while...

so it's lyrics time again...this time it's VNV Nation's song "Left Behind" So afraid Open your eyes Know too well That which awaits you Something undefined There in the halflight The demon without The...
Posted by Sean on Mon, 28 May 2007 08:56:00 PST

lyric time again...

so, lately I've been hearing everyone talk about that retarded Ludacris song "runaway love" and I can't stand it...lmao, that song is retarded...especially the verse where he talks about the young gir...
Posted by Sean on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 09:05:00 PST

let your silence sing to me...

two song lyrics for the price of one! I love thoushaltnot...these leaves aren't as loud as I'd preferthis machine doesn't love me enoughtomorrow wont see last year occurand is the sun too bright?this ...
Posted by Sean on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 10:22:00 PST

I can't explain it...

but there's just something about every Soul Whirling Somewhere track that keeps me amazed...every single track of Michael's is amazing...and I find ways to relate to the lyrics is almost all of his so...
Posted by Sean on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 05:03:00 PST

Crissa...

I'll lend you for a little time, a child of Mine," He said, "For you to love the while she lives, and mourn when she is dead. It may be six or seven years, or twenty-two or three, But will you, ti...
Posted by Sean on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 08:07:00 PST

But from where you are, I fear, you cannot help me...

Ended up againIn the same broken place I've been beforeMy prayers collect at the ceilingLike smoke inside a burning down homeMy friends have tried the best to save meAnd I love them to death...But my ...
Posted by Sean on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 12:02:00 PST

Ponytail Girl...

At 2 P.M. she eats a late lunch by design - So that she'll have some self-control at dinnertime - Not much at all gets done on friday afterno...
Posted by Sean on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 10:24:00 PST

I give up. Goodbye.

let's end this on a better note, and pretend i hadn't lost all hope. then maybe a few of you will understand what i meant when i told you i'm too wounded at this point; i'm just too difficult. i can n...
Posted by Sean on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 07:32:00 PST

weird fuckin' dream...lmao

so, I had this weird-ass dream last night...meant to post about it shortly after I woke up...but I had some running around to do.Anyhow...so, I don't remember all of the dream or how it started...but ...
Posted by Sean on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 04:23:00 PST