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Ur just afraid of change!!

You're only a heart beat away from never, so think how a dog thinks if you can't EAT it or HUMP it;

About Me

Please don't waste your time if all you want is a booty call, I am not your girl. Now that I have that out of the way.... I LOVE Crotch Rockets, riding on a cool night with a clear sky is the best feeling in the world!! I love just sitting on a tail gate drinking or just talking and enjoying the night air. I love anything outside and a man that's not afraid to work and get his hands dirty. I am not perfect at anything. I try my hardest to do what's right. I do like to go and have drinks with my friends sometimes when we have time to get together and let loose. I grew up in a small town, Valley Center, to be exact. It is about 20 miles North of Wichita. I am a very passionate person about what I want and what I love, if I feel strongly about something I hold true to it. I love the outdoors,animals,poetry,writing,entertainment and Music. I am easily entertained and amused,really I am easy going. I have 2 older brothers and I had one older sister but she died from Ovarian Cancer in May of 2003. GOOD ADVICE: Don't let the sun go down on your anger because you don't know if it will rise again on your happiness!!..
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My Interests

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Music, Photography, Animals, Art, and Poetry, fishing, anything outdoors, muddin and anything to do with family and friends....Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body,but rather to skid in sideways,chocolate in one hand,Bud Light in the other,body thoroughly used up,totally worn out and screaming...WOO HOO - What a Ride!

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I'd like to meet:

People who are true to themselves and honest about what they want. A man who is God fearing and isn't afraid to pray at dinner......Anyone who can change my life for the better or worse. You don't know where you have been until you look back and realize the future you have. You wouldn't know pain unless you felt joy and vice versa. Rise from the ashes like a phoenix.RANDY PAUSCH "THE LAST LECTURE" R.I.P, check out his Last Lecture on YOUTUBE.This guy is great and is an inspiration to never give up check him out on YOUTUBE his name is Roger Huerta.
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Music:

I love all types of music but the 80's ROCK!!!!I like George Strait, Chris Ledoux, Kenny Chesney, Gary Allan, Guns N Roses, Poison, Kutless, Casting Crowns, Head PE, Korn, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Evanesence, 30 Seconds to Mars, Candle Box, Stone Sour, Hinder, 12 Stones, Blue October and the list just keeps going but I don't like Beyonce or Shania Twain.

Movies:

Top Gun,Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas,Step Up 1 and 2, The Dark Knight,Biker Boyz,Torque,The Ringer,The Benchwarmers,The Notebook, Full Metal Jacket,Young Guns,Dirty Dancing,Batman Begins,Newsies,Seven Years in Tibet, The gameplan, Walking Tall, Finding Neverland,Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, Peter Pan, The number 23, Stomp the Yard, A few Good Men, Pearl Harbor, Blow, The Illusionist,The Lord of the Rings,The White Wolves, Dances with Wolves Sister Hood of the traveling Pants 1 and 2, and list continues I have thousands of movies that I love and not enough time to list them. Just ask me.

Television:

The Cleaner and Intervention on A&E I love a sucess story!! UFC FIGHTS,Grey's Anatomy,America's Next Dance Crew,Super Natural(Love Dean!!),MIAMI INK, L.A. INK,Scrubs,Sex and the City, Any of the CSI's., With out a Trace, Cold Case, American Idol,Numbers,Mystery Diagnosis....Dancing with the stars, Will and Grace...

Books:

I have the attention span of a gnat so I don't like reading books although i do keep my Bible near and try reading it, but i should read it more,but I have read a few novels, Skipping Christmas, When the last leaf falls.... right now I am reading Harry Potter.

Heroes:

God!! First of all my sister who even until her last breath praised and loved the Lord for the breaths she took including her last....My Mom and Dad for having super human strength to raise me!!!! Anyone who can overcome a self destructive addiction. My brother Doug who was a Marine(I guess I shouldn't say "was" because as the saying goes "Once a marine always a marine"), he left my fun loving brother and came back a soldier which in turn helped me realize the sacrafices you have to make to get what you want. He is still my brother but all the wiser. Now he is married and has 3 kids and just joined the Army, GOD BLESS US ALL ESPECIALLY THOSE SERVING OUR COUNTRY!!

My Blog

Emotions

Fragmented Clown I feel like I am your clown Coerced into that small framed box You bring me water, just to drown You bring me time, only on broken clocks Wipe the makeup off and still no expression B...
Posted by Ur just afraid of change!! on Fri, 23 May 2008 12:14:00 PST

Naidenes season

She put me in the guns chamber put it to her head pulled the trigger now she’s dead the chambers empty she took me took me for a reason for everything has a season the fall has it’s leaves...
Posted by Ur just afraid of change!! on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 08:59:00 PST

Grey

Grey When I look at myself I see an empty body Outlined in white rough chalk With a grey, unsteady, color inside Sometimes escaping the lines Do I bring this emptiness upon myself Or am I really that ...
Posted by Ur just afraid of change!! on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 02:02:00 PST

Only a whisper

Only a Whisper So here I sit again Wondering how it's been Wishing you were out here But I only get to imagine you, but real is the tear At night I lay still, close my eyes I can hear your voice, my s...
Posted by Ur just afraid of change!! on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 01:13:00 PST

Soldiers

A Soldiers Thank You Times are hard we know The whispering static of the war What are we fighting for They're keeping us safe here in the USA We need to pray for them everyday Some make it back only t...
Posted by Ur just afraid of change!! on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 12:46:00 PST

Poetry

Vase of Eternity Keeping our memories that we share in the past Making sure they will forever last Keeping them safe from harm Remembering your charm If you could wipe the tears off my face And collec...
Posted by Ur just afraid of change!! on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 12:15:00 PST

White Mistress

I am going insane please put the sanity back to my vein i may never make it out of this mind With everything i may find writing on the wall a cliff and i might fall the edge comes closer to my r...
Posted by Ur just afraid of change!! on Wed, 16 May 2007 10:42:00 PST