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vermillion

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About Me

i am a seeker. i am everyone and everything in the world combined to create someone like me. i am not who you think i am, and then again i am. adaptable, changeable, and yet hard as stone and completely unbreakable. i have been everywhere and nowhere, neverwhere. the spirit of me lies within you to discover, and this is no easy task. i'm impatient, uncouth sometimes, and somewhat demanding. i give a lot of myself and expect some sort of response. i can be generous, i'm non-judgemental, an explorer, an observer, a voyeur even. a fate worse than death for me would be to live a boring, mundane life. i've managed to shake things up in my life, but can you take me places i've never been? show me things that will awe and inspire me? i'm open to pretty much everything and anything. just ask me. :)
You're Special Agent Dale Cooper. You're often too
brilliant for people to really follow, but your
infectious enthusiasm makes up for the fact
that you're frequently incomprehensible. You
are smart, intuitive, clear-headed,
compassionate, and cute as hell -- about your
only flaw is your insane coffee consumption.
Which Twin Peaks character are you?
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Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results

Warmth |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Intellect |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Emotional Stability |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Aggressiveness |||||||||||| 34%
Liveliness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Dutifulness |||||||||||| 34%
Social Assertiveness |||||||||||| 38%
Sensitivity ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Abstractness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Introversion |||||||||||| 38%
Anxiety |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Independence |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Perfectionism ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Tension |||||||||||| 34% Take Cattell 16 Factor Test (similar to 16pf)
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You are RACHAEL: A Nexus-6 replicant who is unaware
that she is not the human with memories she
thought. You are willing to help others, but
may falter in despiration. Finding love is
maybe the best salvation you have.It's too bad she won't live, but then again, who
does?
What character from 'Blade Runner' are you?
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"I've seen things you people wouldn't believe. Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I've watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhauser Gate. All those moments will be lost in time--like tears in rain. Time to die." -Blade Runner

My Interests

illustration and the creation of art, music and the making of it, movies, television and everything that is incorporated in the production of tv and film, comic books, bdsm, staring at the stars, bruce campbell, making coffee, driving around in my honda listening to music extremely loud, dressing up in costumes, wicca, buddhism, egyptian history and culture, chinese culture, celtic culture, astrology and tarot, my friends, forest parties, halloween, faking british accents, watching cartoons, the myth of satan, playing video games, william shatner, flirting, being a tease, anything extremely corny and tacky, fetish bars, vampires, getting tied up, spanked and teased in oh so many interesting ways...horror movies, sci-fi and fantasy, bruce campbell!, LIVING at disneyland, BURNING MAN, fire baton, fire in all its beautiful incarnations, boys in eyeliner, men who know how to tie knots, cats, tetris, anything and i mean ANYTHING lord of the rings, harry potter and star wars....
You're Bettie Page!

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I'm a Gryffindor!
just give me one week alone with this man.....*swoons!*

I'd like to meet:

myself in 20 years, myself 100 years ago, 1000 years ago, the world in 1000 years--right before the sun eats us alive...DAVID LYNCH. he's awesome. :)
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william shatner--cause how could you NOT love this man?!

..even though he scares me, and i oh so love to be frightened by him, marilyn manson. sinfully sexy!

Stephen Colbert is America's number one son, and i want to have his children...

Music:

you know....good stuff. stuff that makes me dance, that makes me sing, stuff that i play myself..... as for bands....nine inch nails, skinny puppy, rob zombie, tool, marilyn manson, das ich, battery cage, informatik, type o negative, electric hellfire club, revolting cocks, pigface, kmfdm, my life with the thrill kill kult, ministry, butthole surfers, front 242, greyarea, danzig, guns and roses, dirty sanchez, combichrist, soft cell, ladytron, she wants revenge, the secret machines, the faint, the bravery, the cure, depeche mode, madonna, duran duran, bauhaus, vnv nation, covenant, haujobb, assemblage 23, the doors, pink floyd, the moody blues, goa gil, led zepplin, the who, rocio durcal, johnny cash...i like goth, ebm, techno, industrial, new wave, electro, house, jungle, psy-trance, break beats, glam rock, prog rock, classic rock, alternative rock, indie rock, oldies, jazz, big band, surf music, cultural music, classical, opera, you name it!

Parabola--Tool ..


Assimiliate--Skinny Puppy ..
Closer--NIN " ..

Movies:

lord of the rings trilogy, stars wars, blade runner, indiana jones trilogy, the crow, fear and loathing in las vegas, apocalypse now, edward scissorhands, beetlejuice, spaceballs, high anxiety, history of the world part 1, fight club, seven, twelve monkeys, donnie darko, ALL DAVID LYNCH FILMS, harry potter, the game, kafka, south park, the church, suspiria, the 5th element, moulin rouge, evil dead 1 and 2, army of darkness, young frankenstein, blazing saddles, airplane, this is spinal tap, the wall, tommy, the prophecy, natural born killers, secretary, batman, batman returns, interview with the vampire, queen of the damned (only for stewart townsend!), rushmore, the big lebowski, a clockwork orange, the shining, welcome to the dollhouse, bram stoker's dracula (coppola), texas chainsaw massacre 1 and 2, hellraiser, the godfather, taxi driver, the tenant, dead alive, the english patient, sixteen candles, pretty in pink, labyrinth, the dark crystal, the big sleep, notorious, the lost boys, the animation show, dark city, immortal beloved, sense and sensibilty, ever after, sunset boulevard, touch of evil, neverwhere, monty python's holy grail, the life of brian, the meaning of life, indochine, to live, hero, europa europa, zentropa, hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy, shadow of a doubt, revenge of the nerds, pcu, spiderman 1 and 2, the matrix, the age of innocence, legend, the last unicorn, ace ventura pet detective 1 and 2, house on haunted hill, national lampoon's vacation, dumb and dumber, toy story 1 and 2, love actually, pirates of the caribbean, black hawk down, the thin red line, sleeping beauty, cinderella, alice in wonderland, beauty and the beast, the little mermaid, aladdin, mean girls, tales from the crypt demon night, etc...

Television:

twin peaks, south park, red dwarf, monty python's flying circus, black adder, farscape, kids in the hall, the daily show, buffy, angel, charmed, nip/tuck, millenium, x-files, lexx, aqua teen hunger force, the simpsons, the maxx, space ghost, invader zim, seinfeld, tales from the crypt, forever knight, curb your enthusiasm, sopranos, dead like me, dharma and greg, that 70's show, er, mr. show, aeon flux, hercules, xena, survivor, america's next top model, law and order, the amazing race, how i met your mother, bones, lost, heist, sex and the city, da ali g show. helsing, fooly cooly, ranma 1/2, the slayers, SAMURAI CHAMPLOO!

Books:

ALL neil gaiman's works, lord of the rings, the hobbit, ALL harry potter(!), exquisite corpse by robert irwin, breakfast of champions by vonnegut, hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy, hamlet, a midsummer's night dream, twelfth night, the dark is rising series by susan cooper, do androids dream of electric sheep? by phillip k. dick, the metamorphisis by kafka, helter skelter by vincent bugliosi, the vampire chronicles by anne rice, the satanic bible satanic rituals and satanic witch by anton lavey, the egyptian book of the dead, the alchemist by coehlo, jurassic park by michael crichton, comics--the maxx, the sandman, lady death, johnny the homicidal maniac, SQUEE!, hsu and chan, dawn, chastity, criminal macabre, death dealer, faust 777: the wrath, fathom, the creech, 30 days of night, satanika, cremator, death, lucifer, chi chian, the blackburn covenant, lenore, sin city, voodoo, preacher, man, i'm soooo out of the loop with today's stuff. (had to curb a bad addiction to comic books!)...

Heroes:

my mom and dad *i'm in the blue, can't you tell?? ;)*

....and this guy!!

My Blog

whatever......

my dreams of late have been very vivd...almost lucid even...and they've been somewhat disturbing. i was in louisiana in the present, and during the early 1900s. i came across a book of old p...
Posted by vermillion on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 07:46:00 PST

ashram party pictures!

well, i have to say that the party on friday was definitely a success! lots of people showed up, and it looks like we made good on our silent auction. it was very reminiscent of burning man, too....wh...
Posted by vermillion on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 03:32:00 PST

reno, hot tubs, sunburns, and beer!

this past weekend i was up in reno, working my little butt off with the Ashram Galactica. what's that you say??? well, the Ashram is a luxury hotel situated in the heart of the Black Rock Desert durin...
Posted by vermillion on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 10:09:00 PST

if i ever....

become a fat soccer mom with a bad perm, wearing an 80s style leather jacket with shoulder pads....please KILL ME! i remember now why i could never see myself growing old in san jose.....sheesh!
Posted by vermillion on Mon, 29 May 2006 08:39:00 PST

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.fuck.
Posted by vermillion on Tue, 02 May 2006 08:05:00 PST

i don't like the drugs but the drugs like me....

allergies. fucking allergies. i don't think i can remember the time when i wasn't afflicted with them. *sighs* the last couple of years have been progressively getting worse, with a need to take 24 ho...
Posted by vermillion on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 02:38:00 PST

blahblahblah.......

Im here at work, bored out of my mind. Yes, theres work to be done on my partbut I dont want to do anything today or tomorrow. I need a vacation-badly! Even if its just for the weekend, I dont care. I...
Posted by vermillion on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 03:44:00 PST

hiding, backwards inside of me...

i'm in such a droll mood these days, i hate to think it has anything to do with the upcoming sunny warm days ahead. there's just something about spring that really irritates me--other than my allergie...
Posted by vermillion on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 12:36:00 PST

WE'RE JUST A BUNCH OF GUYS AND DOLLS....

i have to say, that musicals are the most hilarious things on the planet! if you're ever in a bad mood, or just hating life all together...put on guys and dolls, no OKLAHOMA! and, trust me, you'll be ...
Posted by vermillion on Sun, 19 Feb 2006 09:42:00 PST

CAN'T BUY ME LOVE!!----thanks Fab Four!

For those of us who are alone, without that "significant other", or lover, or whatnot.let us NOT celebrate this day of uber-commercialized propaganda! Instead of spending one measly day celebrating "l...
Posted by vermillion on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 01:05:00 PST