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living and loving paradise

Welcome to amber's world

About Me

hello my name is amber and i am 18 years old. i lived in brighton colorado for the last 5 years and just moved to cancun three months ago. its alot of fun but i miss all my friends. i am a very easy person to get to know and become friends with but i hate fakes... so please be real with me. ill pretty much give anyone a chance but dont fuck up your chance because after that you have to earn it. i am kinda a push over but i will only fall on my ass so many times before i get up pissed and say fuck you!!!! i just quit smoking ciggs three months ago and i am doing great... haha. i do not have a love of my life but i have some friends that beat being in love any day!!! i would not trade my friends for anyone in this world because no one can replace them..... my best friend is jazz and i would be lost without this girl, she has got me through all the bad times and caused most of the goodi love ya jazzy puffs...next is my sister. we have alot of fight but i can always count on her. our relationship is like a roller coaster but thats whats so fun about it. if it was not hard sometimes it just would not be worth it.i believe in god and if you dont like it i dont give a fuck- i do not go around looking down in what you believe in so please let me be in peace with mine. god is something important to me. yes i pray and yes i go to church but i also know how to party and have a good time also.....i really do not have alot more about me to say in here cuz i am not writing a book if you have any questions just ask...

My Interests

i love to act more than anything in this world... get me on stage and give me a script and i will go at it.....dancing is also a big one for me it fun and a nice way to stay in shape... i cant always say i look good dancing but there is nothing funner then dancing around my fun looking like a fool and i do that alot ask jazz hahahaha she knowsi like to write and sing but thoesare two hobbies i do not really like to show poepleand lastley i love to do things that scare me, i like to try new things even if i suck at them because usually a really funny story comes out of it

I'd like to meet:

i would love to meet everyone from linkin park and rise against... they are two of my fav bands but the list for fav music is never ending i will listen to anything... thank jazz for that one two since she got me into most of the bands i like hahahai would also like to meet jonny depp he is my insperation into acting. when i was younger he is who made me want to be in theater and act...lastly i would love to meet bob marley, why do you think that is???? no not to smoke with him but to ask him how when everything in the world was falling apart he still had the courage to get up on stage and sing about courage... and also to just talk in general he is fucking a smart and ever cool guy... to bad he is dead :(

Music:

pretty much anything....... if you have questions with that ask and ill tell you cuz there are way to many to list

Movies:

the labrenth is good.... pearl harbor...... 10 things i hate about you..... identety...... anything disney that guy was a acid tripping mother fucker haha.... andmy all time favorite edward siccor hands..

Television:

oh god ummheroes, supernatural, csi, gilmore girls... i like most of the wb..s stuff and also i really like nbc..... again pretty much anything

Books:


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Heroes:

my hero is my mom... even though we have bad times and we fight she raised two very smart girls on her own.... with both our dads being peices of shit and no money coming in besides her own she did it and affords to put us through school and everything.... she even started three of her own buisnesses if i could be like anyone i would say her... she over came alot and she is still at it. she will conquer the world before she dies....also anyone who is brave enough to be them self and not care what people think... i can be myself but i am really bad at caring what people think. i also like people who have big hearts and do not let anything get in the way of that... you are the strong people the ones that say fuck you to the people who hurt them but do not give up on humanity.... good for you wish i could be like that

My Blog

ahhhhhhh

so have you ever noticed that the place you hate the most ends up to be the one that you love the deepest???  like everyone knows i moved to cancun 3 months ago and i didnt even have time to thin...
Posted by living and loving paradise on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 06:20:00 PST

love

when i look into the sun it black when i touch this fire its cold why do i feel my hearts each crack why cant i be better yet? you took from me which is not easy to give and then you laughed when it g...
Posted by living and loving paradise on Thu, 22 Nov 2007 12:15:00 PST

where did everyone go

i woke up today so happy because i found out we move into our new house in just a few days and then i start to think about who i am going to invite and i relise soon that every friend i had has now br...
Posted by living and loving paradise on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 05:23:00 PST

bad weekend

So i went to the races the other day, and they were going great till right about the time i saw my ex-boyfriend who i cant stand at all!!!! I was sitting there going god i hope he doesnt see me i real...
Posted by living and loving paradise on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 08:18:00 PST

need to get it off my chest

So the relationship i was in for a month is finally over. I descovered after him cheating on me twice and constantly telling me what was wrong with me that he was not good enough for me. Sad thing is ...
Posted by living and loving paradise on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 10:22:00 PST

stuff about me

On Average, You Would Sell Out For $1,101,708 Your Hidden Talent You have the power to persuade and influence others.You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.The pote...
Posted by living and loving paradise on Mon, 09 Jan 2006 07:53:00 PST

stuff about me

On Average, You Would Sell Out For $1,101,708 Your Hidden Talent You have the power to persuade and influence others.You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.The pote...
Posted by living and loving paradise on Mon, 09 Jan 2006 07:53:00 PST

lalala

Hey everyone its been a while i know so what is new??? lets see me and patrick are friends after war lol... and me and his girlfriend are friends to i love you bri lol....Me and curtis are no longer t...
Posted by living and loving paradise on Fri, 06 Jan 2006 05:28:00 PST

bored

Hello there everyone.... im like super hyper and i dont know why maybe because today was payday and its only two days till x-mas......yes!!! So whats there to right about nothing really besides the fa...
Posted by living and loving paradise on Sat, 24 Dec 2005 09:29:00 PST

blah blah blah whats there to write about?

So i am pretty much screwing up in school. I have been working my ass off but it seems the harder i try the more pointless it is. i dont really want to talk about school though so.... Okay today i hav...
Posted by living and loving paradise on Sat, 17 Dec 2005 11:07:00 PST