About Me
WHAT'S GOOD MYSPACE, MY NAME IS SAL Originally Born Salvatore Raymond Capizzi. Yea I Can Put My Whole Government Cuz I AM a G. I'M FROM BUFFALO, NEW YORK UNFORTUNATELY.. IM 5'8",155 POUNDS... I GOT A REAL GOOD SENSE OF HUMOR, You'll never meet Sum1 Like Me. I've GOT 1 MORE YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL, THANK GOD. AFTER THAT I AM OUT OF B-LO, I GOT MY TRACKS LAID DOWN TO MOVE OUT TO CALI, I WANT TO GET INTO THE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY, AND IM PLANNING TO GO TO, FILM SCHOOL & COLLAGE & ACTING SCHOOL AND GET INTO ALL THAT GOOD STUFF. AND GET MY HEAD ON STRAIT OUT THERE. NOT THAT I GOT ANY CHIPS ON MY SHOULDERs NOW. BUT IM JUS SAYIN' lol. AND IF U WANNA READ MORE ABOUT ME JUST SCROLL DOWN... OR MESSAGE ME OR WHATEVER 100
MY LIFE.
LIFE HAS ALWAYS BEEN 1 FUCK OF AN EXPERIENCE FOR ME ... WHEN I WAS 8 WHEN MY PARENTS WERE SEPARATED MY MOM USED TO TELL ME THAT MY DAD DISAPPEARED LITTLE DID I KNOW AT THE TIME IT WAS LIE THEY GOT DIVORCED...
WHEN I DID SEE MY DAD.WE USED TO GO OUT TO EAT ALL THE TIME (FAST FOOD); THEN HE USED TO CALL ME FAT, ALL THE FUCKIN TIME WHEN WE USED TO SEE BLACK PEOPLE IN PUBLIC PLACES, HE USED TO TELL ME THAT "THOSE ARE THE BAD PEOPLE" HE USED TO ALWAYS SAY "NIGGER" I KNOW I CAN'T CHANGE A MAN ALMOST IN HIS 50's. BUT HE'S TAKEN AWAY TO MANY REPEATED PROMISES.
HE USED TO BUY ME THINGS, AND THEN WHEN I WOULDN'T LISTEN TO HIM. HE'D TAKE THEM AWAY. IV'E EXPERIENCED THAT MY WHOLE LIFE WITH HIM
(2/15/08- MY DAD: IM NOT YOUR FATHER, CUZ YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO CALL ME)
^^see what i mean, his OWN kid shouldn't have to hear that
BUT MY SCHOOL-ING MY LIFE STARTED TO TAKE ITS PACE IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL, MY MOM USED TO WORK MAD HOURS A DAY SO I USED TO GO TO THIS THING CALLED THE AFTER SCHOOL PROGRAM AT MY ELEMENTARY SCHOOL, I USED TO TELL THIS SEXY THICK WOMAN NAMED MISS ERIKA THAT SHE HAS A FAT ASS AND I WOULD HAVE AN INCIDENT REPORT FILLED OUT ON ME EVERYDAY... THEIR FOR WHEN MY MOM USED TO COME AND GET ME SHE USED TO TAKE ME HOME AND BEAT ME SOMETIMES WITH A BELT OR SOMETIMES WITH HER HAND WHATEVER WORKED, ... THATS WHERE MY REBELLIOUS SIDE COMES FROM. I WAS TOLD NO TO ALMOST EVERYTHING AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE, NOTHING EVER GOOD CAME MY WAY AT THAT AGE ... SO I DEVELOPED CHARACTER EARLY ON IN LIFE ...
ELEMENTARY SCHOOL.
ELEMENTARY SCHOOL WENT BY DAY BY DAY FOR 5 MISERABLE YEARS OF MY LIFE MEAN WHILE WELL THE DAYS WENT BY I GOT FATTER BY THE DAY IN FIFTH GRADE I WAS ABOUT A SIZE 32 IN MENS AT LEAST I WAS THIS SHORT FAT KID... I HAD NO FRIENDS WAT SO EVER IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL I WAS THE KID EVERYONE USED TO MAKE FUN OF CUZ I WAS THE FAT KID BUT I DID HAVE TWO FRIENDS WHO I STILL KNOW TO THIS DAY WE DON'T REALLY TALK ANYMORE N THATS ASHLEE WILLIAMS AND MIKE SCOTT. IVE KNOWN THEM 2 FOR A WHILE... AND THOUGH MY MOM HAD CONTROL OVER MY LIFE AT THAT POINT, ONE OF MY MOST FUCKED UP EXPERIENCES WAS WHEN HER BOYFRIEND, SCOTT USED TO COME SLEEP OVER N I WAS SICK N THE WINTER TIME, AN HE WAS AN ASSHOLE... SO SHE MADE ME GET OUT OF MY BED N THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND GO SLEEP N THE COLD BASEMENT IN A SLEEPING BAG ON THE TREADMILL SHE USED TO TELL ME "GO GET THE SLEEPING BAG FROM OFF THE BASEMENT WALL AND GO ON THE TREADMILL, NOW".... THAT SHIT WAS FUCKED UP!!!!
MIDDLE SCHOOL.
THEN CAME MIDDLE SCHOOL, MIDDLE SCHOOL WAS THE TYPICAL MIDDLE SCHOOL.... U HAD THE PEOPLE WHO THOUGHT THEY WERE THE SHIT, AND HAD ABSOLUTELY NO LIFE'S.... AND THE ABSOLUTE NOBODY'S... I WAS IN THE ABSOLUTE NOBODY'S GROUP, BUT NOT COMPLETELY, I USED TO GET NOTICED CUZ I WAS THE ONLY KIDS PARENTS WHO LET THEM DO WHATEVER THE FUCK THEY WANTED. SUCH AS ONE DAY I TOOK A CAN OF BLACK HALLOWEEN HAIR SPRAY AND CAME INTO SCHOOL WITH IT ALL IN MY HAIR AROUND MY FOREHEAD AND ON MY BACK. I DIDN'T USED TO WEAR A COAT IN THE WINTER ... NOT BECAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE ONE OR I NEVER GOT CLOTHES, BUT BECAUSE I WAS THE FATTEST KID IN THE MIDDLE SCHOOL I DIDN'T FEEL THAT COLD EVEN TO WEAR A COAT!
7TH GRADE WENT BY WITH ALMOST NO PROBLEMS EXCEPT FOR THIS 1 BOY WHO WORKED MY FUCKIN NERVES TO NO FUCKIN END AND I WHOOPED HIS ASS HIS NAME WAS CORY PAYNE ... AND TO THIS DAY I STILL DONT KNOW WHO THE FUCK HE IS lol... LMAO ... BUT I DO REMEMBER SUM1 WHO WAS ALWAYS THEIR FOR ME ALL DURING MIDDLE SCHOOL TILL THE END OF 7TH GRADE HIS NAME WAS D'ANDRE JONES THAT WAS MY HOMIE BACK IN THE DAY AND I STILL DON'T KNOW WHATEVER HAPPENED TO HIM TILL THIS DAY....
8TH GRADE I STARTED TO GET THE NAME "FREAK BOY" FOR MYSELF WEATHER IT WAS TALKING ABOUT NASTY SHIT OR SHOWING PEOPLE HOW I WOULD DO THE FREAKY SHIT...LMAO... YEA A FAT ASS PALE WHITE BOY WALKING UP TO ANY GIRL AND FLICKING MY TOUNGE OR JUST START TALKIN ABOUT NASTY SHIT THAT I HAD SEEN IN A PORNO THE NIGHT BEFORE ... IT WAS PRETTY FUCKIN DEESCUSTING TILL THIS DAY I CANT BELIEVE I DID HALF THE SHIT I DID BACK THEN, SO 8TH GRADE WAS MY INTRO TO HOW FUCKING SHITTY LIFE WAS ONLY GONNA GET... I USED TO ASK OUT ANY GIRL I COULD LMAO ... I WOULD GET TURNED DOWN CONSTANTLY AND I ALWAYS FELT LIKE SHIT SO I WENT HOME AND ATE EVEN MORE!!!
SUMMER 8TH TO 9TH GRADE.
OKAY SO THE SUMMER OF 8TH TO 9TH GRADE WAS PRETTY FUCKING BORING I HAD TO WATCH MY LITTLE SISTER ALL SUMMER WHEN EVERYONE ELSE IN THE NEIGHBOR-HOOD WAS OUTSIDE PLAYING AND WE LIVED IN THIS SHITTY LITTLE APARTMENT THING SO I COULD HEAR ALL THE FUN EVERYONE WAS HAVING, AND IF I LEFT THAT HOUSE.... U GUESSED IT MY MOM WOULD COME HOME AND BEET ME! THIS LITTLE FAT BOY WHO HAD NO INSIDE ON WHAT WAS WHAT IN THE WORLD..... SO I THOUGHT IT WAS ALL GOOD!!! HAH!
HIGH SCHOOL.
9TH GRADE THIS IS WHERE IT ALL GETS GOOD AS I GOT PICKED UP BY THE BUS THAT FIRST DAY HAD THAT PRE-DIARRHEA FEELING GOING ON IN MY STOMACH AND I WAS WEARING THIS PARENTAL ADVISORY SHIRT PROBABLY LIKE A 2X AND THESE GREY SHORTS. THAT I LOOKED LIKE A FUCKIN HOT ASS MESS IN, AND I HAD A HEAD FULL OF CURLY BLOND HAIR (LIKE THAT KID IN BAD SANTA FOR EXAMPLE) ... BUT NOBODY HAD EVER TOLD ME THAT IT DIDN'T LOOK RITE, BECAUSE I WAS ALWAYS INSIDE, BUT I WALKED INTO SCHOOL THAT FIRST DAY IT FELT SO BIG AND I KNEW I WAS SO SMALL I WAS STILL A LIL G THO DONT GET ME WRONG! AND THE DAY WENT BY AS IT SHOULD HAVE I WAS A TYPICAL 9TH GRADER. I DIDN'T KNOW WHERE SHIT WAS AND I HAD NO FRIENDS TO SHOW ME WHERE TO GO I HAD TO FIGURE EVERYTHING OUT ON MY OWN LIKE I STILL HAVE TO DO TO THIS DAY! BUT 9TH PERIOD ROLLED AROUND AND THAT WAS MY FAVORITE CLASS BY THE END OF THE YEAR ... BUT BACK ON THE FIRST DAY HAH! I MET THIS GIRL........ THIS GIRL WOULD CHANGE MA HIGH SCHOOL LIFE FOREVER...... FOREVER HER NAME IS TANIA N I WENT STRAIT UP TO HER AND SHOOK HER HAND SHE GAVE ME "THIS LOOK" THAT ILL NEVER FORGET LIKE WHAT DA FUCK THIS WHITE BOY DOIN //// DON'T FORGET ME ABOUT 230 POUNDS THAT SHITTY OUTFIT ON THE FIRST DAY. AND GOD KNOWS WHATEVER ELSE I HAD ON OR HOW MY BREATH SMELLED OR WHATEVER ... BUT I KEPT ON SHAKING HER HAND AND KEPT SAYING "HI I'M SAL" AND SHE'D KEEP ON SAYING "I'M NEENEE" WE WAS FRIENDS ON N OFF EVER SINCE DA 9TH LONG TIME I KNW RITE !!! .... SO 9TH GRADE I WAS FUCKIN CLUELESS LITERALLY PEOPLE USED TO TALK SHIT CONSTANTLY ABOUT ME... AND IT NEVER EVEN PHASED ME AND EVEN IF IT DID, SHIT WAT WAS I GUNNA DO ABOUT IT LMAO... BUT I GUESS THATS HOW I GOT TO BE KNOWN AT THAT SHITTY ASS SCHOOL... EVERYBODY THAT USED TO STUNT! AND THAT ALWAYS RAN THEIR MOUTH ABOUT ME BUT ... THERE JUST MAD, AND THEY STILL ARE.....
I DID THIS IN 9th GRADE. LMAO
SUMMER OF 9th TO 10th GRADE
AT THE END OF NINTH GRADE I MET THIS GIRL NAMED MARIAH ... I USED TO THINK SHE WAS PRETTY BUT NOW..UHHH.. LOL... SHES ALSO GONNA COME UP LATER IN THE STORY, AS ANOTHER LIFE CHANGING EVENT .... BUT I MET HER AT THE END OF 9TH GRADE AND WE WERE FRIENDS THREW THAT SUMMER AND ON JUNE 22ND HER AND HER FRIEND COREY CAME OVER! LOL ME BEING THE FAT FLIRT I USED TO BE I KEPT ON FEELING ON HER COCHIE, WELL SHE WAS DOIN COREY'S HAIR .... AND BEFORE U KNEW IT (AHAHAH).... I ASKED HER IF I COULD STICK MY DICK IN HER JUST ONCE. AND SHE HAD JUST LOST HER VIRGINITY THE PRIOR WEEK ON TOP OF A CAR! SO I DID ONCE AND THAT WAS THE WETTEST THING I HAD EVER FELT AT THE TIME, IT FELT SO GOOD AND OHH! IT WAS GOOD FOR THE 15 MINUTES IT LASTED! AND SHE RODE MY DICK CUZ I WASN'T STRONG ENOUGH TO HOLD MYSELF UP ON TOP OF HER LMAO YEA I WAS STILL FAT ... SO THEN THEY LEFT AND THEIR WENT MY VIRGINITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
10TH GRADE.
SO THE REST OF THE SUMMER WENT BY... I WORKED OUT A LITTLE MORE. AND I WENT BACK INTO 10TH GRADE A LITTLE SMALLER THEN MY Previous YEAR ... UHHH 10TH GRADE WAS A PIECE OF SHIT FROM THE DAY IT STARTED ONCE AGAIN I WAS NERVOUS BUT I KNEW WHERE EVERYTHING WAS! AND THAT WAS THE ONLY GOOD THING BACK AT HOME I WAS ARGUING WITH MY MOM CONSTANTLY, AND SHE USED TO BECOME MY DAD'S BEST FRIEND WHEN I USED TO ARGUE WITH HER, AND SHE WOULD CALL MY DAD SO HE COULD COME OVER, AND BEET ME, AND THAT WENT ON UNTIL JANUARY AND ... YEA I TRIED TO KILL MYSELF TWICE CUZ I FIGURED IF U DON'T HAVE ANYBODY AT SCHOOL TO TALK TO ... AND U DON'T EVEN HAVE A FAMILY TO TALK TO, WHAT WAS THE POINT OF LIVING AND THAT, LANDED ME A 3 WEEK STAY IN THE PSYCH WARD!! YEA WAS THAT EVER A FUCKING EXPERIENCE BUT I DID MEET A FEW COOL PEOPLE IN THEIR HONESTLY THE ONLY PEOPLE I COULD REALLY SAY NEVER DID ANYTHING EVER TO HURT ME, N ANYWAY OF COURSE THEY COULDN'T (HAHA)! BUT I GOT OUT AND I DIDN'T GO BACK TO SCHOOL THAT YEAR. I WENT TO THIS SCHOOL FOR KIDS THAT TRIED TO KILL THEM SELF! AND HONESTLY HERE'S SOME ADVICE DON'T DO IT IF YOUR SOMEONE READING THIS AND U FEEL THEIRS NO POINT TO LIFE, JUST DONT DO IT, (MESSAGE ME) I HAD MY STOMACH PUMPED 3 TIMES AND IT WAS THE MORE PAINFUL THEN SWALLOWING A MEDICINE BOTTLE FULL OF PRESCRIPTION PILLS ... JUST DON'T THEIRS MORE TO LIFE THEN DEATH, U GOTTA LIVE UR FULL LIFE TO DETERMINE IF U LIKE IT OR NOT! AND BY THAT TIME YOU'LL WANT TO DIE ON UR OWN ANYWAYS.
SUMMER OF 10TH TO 11TH GRADE.
THE SUMMER OF 10TH GRADE TO..11TH GRADE ... REMEMBER THAT GIRL MARIAH I WAS TELLING U ABOUT? THE SAME GIRL I LOST MY VIRGINITY TO...... WELL SHE MOVED TO TENNESSEE IN 10TH GRADE. AND SHE CAME BACK TO VISIT THAT SUMMER AND THAT SUMMER WAS THE FIRST TIME FOR A LOT OF OTHER THINGS FOR ME AS WELL.... I DID COCAINE FOR MY FIRST TIME ITS NOT ALL HYPED UP AS U WOULD THINK IT WOULD BE, U JUST GET A NUMBING FEELING IN UR MOUTH AND THROUGHT .... I POPPED PILLS TO GET FUCKED UP FOR THE FIRST TIME (XANEX, XTC, MUSCLE RELAXERS, & UM THESE OTHER PILLS) ... I DRANK A BUNCH OF BEER TO WASH ALL THE SHIT DOWN..STAYING...
BEAT HER ASS... NO LIE... SO THE REST OF THAT SUMMER WENT BY I PARTIED W. PEOPLE, SHIT, I EVEN THREW MY FIRST PARTY, FOR THE FIRST TIME, WHILE MY MOM'S WAS OUT OF TOWN IT WAS OUT OF SPITE CUZ I DIDN'T GET SHIT1 FOR MY 16TH B.DAY SO SHIT I HAD ME A PARTY... (HAHAHAH) THAT WENT OVER WELL ANY-ONE WHO WAS THEIR CAN TELL YAH! I WAS DRUNK AND HIGH DIDN'T KNO WAT WAS GOING ON IN MY OWN HOUSE SUM PEOPLE SAID I WAS TRIPEN' BUT SHIT I HAD ME A GOOD TIME!
11TH GRADE...
IF U WANT IT ASK FOR IT.
OUTRO.
So much goes on in my everyday life, and I don’t even do much. But I listen and deal with other’s peoples emotions, and I deal with my own, I am a real good friend, and the 4 who i consider my BEST FRIENDS I love you 4… But other then that, my life Everything is good! NEVER Perfect.. But Good. So if you enjoyed reading this you can understand that ive been thru a lot. And im still Just trying to Put the pieces to the puzzle called “life†together, and one day, ill build my self to the top…AND IT WILL HAPPEN..!!!
-SAL
