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the illusionist filth

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About Me

I have become what i always knew, every salvageable breath choked off in fear, i am the last thing i'll ever expect form me............ First and most importantly, my love Brittney, the greatest thing that ever happened to me/coolest girlfriend EVER!! I cant begin to describe the way i feel for this girl.. She makes me smile on a constant basis! This vampire is a definate keeper!!NAME: Ben/Bug/Bunj,any nickname you see fit. LOCATION: Circulating in Seaside, can be seen near csumb. I need to move......... big time. FACTS: In Love.. Has been called a closet smoker.. Has moved way to many times to still be in the same state.. Loves to drink.. Good with explosives.. Shares water {{Wage My War Internal, Save My Soul Eternal}}

adopt your own virtual pet!I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4YOU WILL NEVER BE ANY MATCH FOR WHAT I CAN DO TO MYSELF

My Interests

music, THINGS THAT GLOW, live shows, serial killers, obscure mythology, crippling pain, the primitive mind, heavy breathing, holding the one i love while i sleep, evolution, destroying the senses, BUGS, liquor, SUSHI, piercing, biomechanical, leather, adrenalin, BLACK LIGHTS, Giger, thc, GLOW STICKS, visions/nightmares, goth, SEX, tattoos, love, biting, art, scratching, bleeding, NAIL POLISH, apocalypse literature, sleep-paralysis, mind control, VIOLENCE, audio terrorism, noize distortion and augmentation, Keys and Sampling. This is me and myspace:

I'd like to meet:

Aside from the girl of my dreams which i already met..A horse named Glue, and Rasputin

Music:

10,000 Cadillacs, (216), 3-2-1 Activate!, 311, 4th Avenue Jones, 40 Below Summer, Acid Reflex, adayafter, The Alter Boys, A Perfect Circle, American Head Charge, AM Factory, Ankla, Apartment 26, Arch Enemy, Ashesdead, Aphex Twin, Audioslave, The Autumn Offering, Avoidance Of Doubt, Bad Acid Trip, Bad Religion, The Beatles, Behold A Pale Horse, Bile, Black From The Dead, Black Light Burns, Bloodhound Gang, Blue October, Blue Oyster Cult, Candiria, Canister, CarFireFiesta, Celldweller, Chevelle, Children Of Bodem, Chimaira, Cindergarden, Circus Of Dead Squirrels, Coal Chamber, Cold, Cold Hand Of Christ, Combichrist, Cradle Of Filth, Crooked, Crisis, Crossbreed, Crossfader, Damage Over Time, Danzig, Deadsy, Dead Even, Dead Poetic, Dead Puppets, Deftones, Dethklok, Detroit Ave., DevilDriver, Devo, Dimmu Borgir, Dog Fashion Disco, The Doors, Dope, Downfall of Society, downthesun, Drowning Pool, Dwid, Eminem, Evanescence, Faith No More, Fear Factory, Ferry Corsten, Filter, Five Pointe O, Flaw, Flogging Molly, Foreigner, Fort Minor, Front 242, Front Line Assembly, Grade8, Ghost Machine, Godhead, Godsmack, Gorrilaz, (old)Green Day, Hanzel Und Gretyl, Hatebreed, Hatrix, (hed) Planet Earth, Helltrash, Hostility, Human Factors Lab, Ill Nino, Ima Robot, Incode, In Cold Blood, Incubus, Infected Mushroom, In Flames, Insane Clown Posse, Insolence, Integrity 2000, Johnny Cash, Karate High School, King Missle, The Killers, Kittie, KMFDM, KoRn, Lacuna Coil, (old)Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park, The Locust, Lo Pro, Lost Vegas, Lostprophets, L.T.D., Lunarclick, lvl, Machine Head, Makana, Makeshift-Romeo, Marilyn Manson, Mindless Self Indulgence, Ministry, Moko, Motograter, Mr. Bungle, MuDvAyNe, Murderdolls, Mushroomhead, NMS04, NDE, Negative Red, Nocturne, No One, NOFX, Nonpoint, OhGr, On A Pale Horse, OneSideZero, OOZE, Orgy, Otep, Outkast, P.T. Grimm, Papa Roach, Paul Van Dyk, Pennywise, Phantom Communique, Pitchshifter, The Pixies, Placebo, Poison The Well, Polkadot Cadaver, Powerman 5000, Primus, Psyclon Nine, Puddle Of Mudd, Punish Yourself, Purgatory, Q. Lazzarus, Queens Of The Stone Age, Quitedrive, RA, Rage Against The Machine, Rammstein, Rape Whistle, Retard-O-Bot, Revolting Cocks, Ringworm, Rickets, Ritual, Rob Zombie, Runt, Schnauzer, Scum Of The Earth, Secret Order Of Tusk, Seether, Sepultura, Sevendust, Soil, Skabdriver, Skinny Puppy, Slayer, SleEzy Slipknot, The Smiths, S.O.S., Soulfly, Spineshank, Starlit State Of Conviction, Static-X, Staind, Stand Easy, Stone Sour, Strapping Young Lad, Sublime, Super 8-Bit Brothers, System Of A Down, The Tartan Clan, Tenacious D, Tool, ThroatShot, Trelleborg, Tub Ring, Tweaker, Twisted Method, Type O Negative, Unified Culture, The Union Underground, VNVNation, Velvet Acid Christ, VentanA, Videodrone, War, Wednesday 13, The Who, Zero1Zero, Zeromind, MORE COMING SOON/ALWAYS ADDING

Movies:

300, Sin City, Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas, Danny Boyle, Guy Ritchie, David Lynch, Stanley Kubrick, comedies, Predator series, James Bond, Alien series, Session 9, Oldboy, Zombie movies, The Descent, basicly any good movie, and An American Haunting, because that was Brittney and I's first date.

Television:

METALOCALYPSE, Venture Brothers, Adult Swim, most of Comedy Central and the food network, unless im hungry..

Books:

True Crime Serial Killer Choke Frank Miller The guy who wrote Choke

Heroes:

John Kramer, and this guy

My Blog

Congratulations

Is that seat taken Congratulations Would you like to take a walk with me My mind it kind of goes fast I'll try to slow it down for you I think I'd love to take a drive I want to give you something I'v...
Posted by the illusionist filth on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 06:52:00 PST

Into The Dark

I think you lost your mindOr did you fall asleepWas your vision closing inDid the light play tricks upon youWas the window shutAs you lay on your bedWas there someone creeping inDid the vapours swirt ...
Posted by the illusionist filth on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 07:13:00 PST

There is an idea...

There is an idea of a Benjamin Johnson; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel fl...
Posted by the illusionist filth on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 05:31:00 PST

CHOOSE AN EYE!!!!!

please pick the eye that you think best suits me...pleaseagain please help me out,.....
Posted by the illusionist filth on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 07:54:00 PST

American Fuckin Head Charge

American Head Charge played at the Kennel Klub in Sacrament(o) on 6/20/07...  This is what happened.Damage Over Time opened..Ankla played next..Godhead after.. They kicked major ass.. cool guys.....
Posted by the illusionist filth on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 01:13:00 PST

The Race Of Life...

And Why I Feel Im Losing It...So yeah, I believe me, ryan, and maybe a handful of the people I know from high school are not currently married, engaged, parents, expecting, planning, trying... Dont ge...
Posted by the illusionist filth on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 01:14:00 PST

The Death Of A Loved One

Yesterday morning i recieved a call from my little brother.. he told me that my dog Sparky had passed away.He fell asleep and didnt wake up.. I am terrible saddened by this, but i know he is in a bett...
Posted by the illusionist filth on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 07:59:00 PST

Tattoo.... [{kinda stolen from Brittney}]

i drew a tattoo design for the first time. Like actually drew it out.  its pretty cool, hard to explain, i guess it looks like electronic/industrial tribal...but not really.. see, its hard to exp...
Posted by the illusionist filth on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 10:30:00 PST

JUST ASK ME!!!! A rant/explanation/confession/whatever

So, if it says it on myspace it must be true... right? thats what i always thought.. I found out today that a friend of mine is being asked constantly if i am married.. ASK ME! call, write, send a pig...
Posted by the illusionist filth on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 10:11:00 PST

105 things

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING: givin one2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP: 4 years3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED: power rangers movie.. you wish your girlfriend kicks as much ass as mine!!4. EVER DROPPED A C...
Posted by the illusionist filth on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 06:55:00 PST