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drtyrockstar

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About Me


::this is not real::::I am a self-diagnosed bi-polar psycho with a penchant for the macabre. I live for music. I never apologize for who I am. I don't strive to be accepted, ever. I am sickened by most people. I'm nicer than you might think. I want to be happy::::Against my better judgement, I have decided to "update" this section of my lovely profile. I suppose most might be under the delusion that I have nothing of importance to say. Perhaps they're right. To those who don't know me and/or understand my inner demons - I am not stable. I am one who cannot come to terms with that which I face in the mirror everyday. I am lost. I am insane. I am no one. Judge for yourself, that I may prove my point::

My Interests

::music::singing::reading::writing::beer::coffee::pharmaceut icals:: drtyrockstar.com ::

I'd like to meet:

::Trent Reznor::Anne Rice::The President::Jesus::Johnathan Davis:: ::The real me::::Your job is to tell them that death is coming for them - tonight:: ::I make the demands in this world:: ::You're gonna get up and burn an X in your head::
::WELCOME TO THE SICK CIRCUS::
:: demon hunter ~ the wrath of god ::

IMAGES BELOW, COURTESY of Suicide Clothing
::take 200 of these & call me in the morning::
::and then there was fire - and fire was good:: ::front to back, NOT left to right::
::do it::
::did it::
::only if the needle is clean::
::go play "bang bang"::
::bath and deep fry::
::he swims with the fishes::
::please...I beg you to::
::for best results, close garage door::
::smells like burning::
::drink the bottle of cough syrup & you can fly::

Music:

::My band, FILTH INDUSTRY :: ::Korn, NIN, Marilyn Manson, Slipknot, Otep, Lacuna Coil, Coal Chamber, Stabbing Westward, AHC, Type O Neg, ...on, and on::

Movies:

::Natural Born Killers::Interview w/ the Vamipre::Queen of the Damned::Donnie Darko::Stigmata::Fight Club::Devil's Advocate::The Crow::Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind::

Television:

::Television rots your brain::

Books:

::Anne Rice, all books::Dan Brown, all books::Dante's Inferno::I Am Legend::

Heroes:

::Anyone who has accomplished their goals to the point that, everyday they are satisfied with life::

My Blog

::sadness on 9.11::

6 years ago.  The day that changed us forever. 2,900 people dead in the attacks. Remember why we fight.   ...never forget....
Posted by drtyrockstar on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 01:50:00 PST

::v.120::

This sucks.  I'm getting very down again, and it's seemingly due to the usual suspects.  My job, our financial situation, our house and the fact that we're trapped in it, my general state of...
Posted by drtyrockstar on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 11:14:00 PST

::v.119::

Sometimes I wonder why I read the news at all.  There are so many soul-crushing stories every single day about what a fucked up world we live in, that I find myself getting so down.  The rep...
Posted by drtyrockstar on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 01:40:00 PST

::v.118:;

I recently had to move all of my Yahoo pictures to Flickr.com because of some web site movement.  At any rate, I had to move the photo album of my first little boy, Dillon.  There are pictur...
Posted by drtyrockstar on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 12:56:00 PST

::v.117::

It's been a busy week.  Monday and Tuesday always seem to suck the worst, too.  Probably because I dread Tuesday and having to be in my MBA class until 10pm.  That, and having always wa...
Posted by drtyrockstar on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 12:10:00 PST

::v.116::

I'm hungover and sore - that must mean the show last night was good!  It was.  It had been over a year since my band played a live show, and fuckin hell was it fun.  The Gothic Theatre ...
Posted by drtyrockstar on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 11:07:00 PST

::v.114::

Two interviews last week.  One on Thursday, one on Friday.  Both were touted as "very interested and impressed with my resume."  Both of them, as of today, have fallen through.  I'...
Posted by drtyrockstar on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 09:20:00 PST

::v.113::

Started my MBA classes last Tuesday.  This is going to be a challenge, to say the least.  Nevertheless, I'm happy to be pursuing my graduate degree - just so I can shove it into everyone's w...
Posted by drtyrockstar on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 01:05:00 PST

::v.112::

So, it's been forver since I've updated this blog.  How can I be this busy when I don't have a fucking job?  WARNING: This is probably the longest, most comprehensive (aka boring) entry of a...
Posted by drtyrockstar on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 10:45:00 PST

::v.111::

If you don't know me and my personal/mental issues...fuck you.  I've been through a fucking lot lately My band ::FILTH INDUSTRY:: is playing tomorrow (the 16th...this FRIDAY for you dumbfucks).&n...
Posted by drtyrockstar on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 11:22:00 PST