John,

John, "The Cocky Blonde Guy"

Suffer not the unclean to live..

About Me

"You found me. I don't know how but you did, and now our lives are linked, intwined, forever damned with each other. I am a lover of the night and together, we shall dance under the moon. Because we are children of destiny and will take from the world what we want, and live forever.." ~Myself

"They shall be pure of heart and strong of body, untainted by doubt and unsullied by self-aggrandisement. They will be bright stars in the firmament of battle. Angels of death whose shinning wings will bring swift annihilation to the enemies of man. So shall it be for a thousand times a thousand years, unto the very end of eternity and the extinction of mortal flesh."

"Turn not your mind from night fears, but embrace them as a lover. Let terror possess your body and course through your veins with its heady intoxication to steal your judgement, your very reason. In the madness of the night, all sounds become articulate. A man sure of himself, confident in his strength, aware of his rightful place, remains forever ignorant. His mind is closed. He cannot learn in life, and after death there is no acquisition of knowledge, only unending uncertainty. His highest fulfillment is to be food for the things that burrow and squirm, for in their mindless hunger they are pure, undefiled by reason, and their purity elevates them above the putrefying pride of our race."
"Give me, my God, what you still have;
give me what no one asks for.
I do not ask for wealth, nor success,
nor even health.
People ask you so often, God, for all that,
that you cannot have any left.
Give me, my God, what you still have.
Give me what people refuse to accept from you.
I want insecurity and disquietude;
I want turmoil and brawl.
And if you should give them to me,
my God, once and for all,
let me be sure to have them always,
for I will not always
have the courage to ask for them."
~Commandos Creed
"The only way to lead a good life is to follow your emotions.."

"Turn around and walk away, save yourself a lot of grief.."

"Where I walk, I walk alone..
Where I fight, I'll fight alone.."

"The world belongs to those who carry truth and justice on the tips of their swords!"

"Only the dead have seen the end of war.."

"I need to detemine for myself whether or not peace at the expense of others lives can be determined as true peace.. and I will become evil itself to find out!"

"I can't stand the weak. They can't trust anyone, they're always nervous about when they'll next be attacked, and they never form an opinion of their own.. I can't stand such people!
..All of humanity is weak!"

"You're afraid of dying.. aren't you? Well, in that case.. you shouldn't be fighting at all!"

"Do not argue with an idiot, for he will drag you down to his level and beat you with his experience."

"Never assume malice for what stupidity can explain."

"You and I, we are the same! Is it not true? You can only acknowledge your existence on the battlefield!?"

"Do not beg for your life, pay for it!"

"The fragrance from the fruit of the Tree of Knowledge leads man to forbidden desire."
"There comes a point where you just love someone. Not because they're good, or bad, or anything really. You just love them. It doesn't mean you'll be together forever. It doesn't mean you won't hurt each other. It just means you love them. Sometimes in spite of who they are, and sometimes because of who they are. And you know that they love you, sometimes because of who you are, and sometimes in spite of it."

"To be the winner means to be the last one standing!"

"It's far better for the truth to tear my flesh apart than my soul to wander in darkness for eternity.."
"To the lost.. kill them all!"
"Oh man, am I gonna have nightmares over this one.."
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My Interests

I generally like to read books. Horror, Sci - Fi, Non-Fiction, Historical, and Classical books. I play Warhammer 40,000. I am pretty athletic. I go to the gym, I like to run, and I am a big outdoors person. I am also pretty spontaneous about my activities and am almost always on the move..

"To the everlasting glory of the infantry.."

I'd like to meet:

I'm generally pretty easy going. Just like everyone else, I do have my pet peves that set me off. I hate stupid people..

"That's the way love is. Sometimes it's great, and other times it's just another way to bleed.."

"Dude, there are a million fine looking women in the world.. and not all of them bring you lasagna at work. Most of them just cheat on you.."Mine brinds me Lasagna to ork. God bless my wife! She is the greatest in the world! I love you Lori!

Music:

Mostly rock from as early as 70's to 90's. I'm not a huge fan of rap, country, or modern day rock. It just doesn't seem as original. I am a huge fan of J-Pop (Japanese Pop). The song playing has the lyrics below..

"How far back should I have to go? Tell me.
Everything is so painfully vivid.

The truth is, we couldn't understand each other,
So I left and didn't look back
Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being
I never carry out my promises
So long ago, I threw away my brightness
And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return.

It lies beside this cold heart, frozen
So completely mindless that it persists forever
Numbly, I gather the remnants of my emotions,
And searching for redemption, I...

Fall into a light sleep, on a lonely night
I'm beginning to learn the designs of sorrow
The hiding away of your warm presence
Makes me fear the overflowing darkness.

Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being
I never carry out my promises
So long ago, I threw away my brightness
And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return."

Movies:

Army of Darkness, Underworld, Bram Stokers "Dracula", Way of the Gun, Grosse Point Blank, Black Hawk Down, We Were Soldiers Once, Kingdom of Heaven, Friday the 13th, Nightmare on Elm Street, Gladiator, Interview With A Vampire, Queen of the Damned..

Books:

Too many to name. Just ask.

Heroes:

Warriors throughout ages that have fallen in battles. They are the heroes I look up to. Those who have fought and died in battle.. but not limited to those killed in war. Those survivors who come home and spread the tales of true heroism are also just as heroic. It takes a real man to die for what he believes in, and a bigger man to share with people his experiences. History is filled with thoughtless and senseless bloodshed. Tis' the curse of humanity. War is like an endless waltz.. the beats of peace, war, and revolution go on continously throughout time.

"When nothing else makes sense I'll continue on fighting, believing only in myself.."