Not tHe GirL of Your dREams [HCHC]

About Me

I'm the type of girl who will bust out laughing at a funeral because of something that happened yesturday. When ET phones home, he calls my house. i like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it's the way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. which is what i do, and that enables me to laugh at life's realities. i believe in immagination. what i cannot see is infinitely more important than what i can see. i accept reality and dare not question it. i am for those who believe in loose delights. i share midnight orgies, i dance with the dancers and drink with the drinkers. i celebrate myself, and sing myself. i exist as i am, that is enough. i no doubt deserve my enemies, but i don't believe i deserve my friends. i became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity. i have great faith in fools, my friends call it self-confidence. i am accustomed to sleep and in my dreams to imagine the same things that lunatics imagine when awake. i don't use drugs, my dreams are frightening enough. i want to be judged on the content of my character. i don't need a friend who changes when i change, and who nods when i nod; my shadow does that much better. I work to make connections but the pile of near misses is starting to overwhelm me. i don't wish to be everything to everyone, but i would like to be something to someone. i think i've discovered the secret to life--- you just hang around until you get used to it. Music is my refuge. i could crawl into the space between the notes and curl my back into lonliness. i like the dreams of the future better than the history of the past. if i had no sense of humor. i would have long ago commited suicide. i still find each day too short for all the thoughts i want to think, all the walks i want to take and all the books i want to read. Life doesn't have to be perfect to be wonderful, life is just wonderful. i endure the words of others. i will rest with them.
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My Interests

music, photography, dance dance revolution, scrapbooks, poetry, shows, true love and fairy tales. art.Likes: tea. reading. board games. big wheels. lazer tag. kissing. scarfs. accessorizing. black. bananas. red wine. laughing. fireworks. burping. sushi. text messaging. eyeliner. poetry. boys. i like weird stuff that's my interest.Dislikes: adipose. liars. writers block. the dark. spiders. carbon copies. shaving. waiting. snow &ice. ignorance. kharma. gin. boys.

I'd like to meet:

(My Snoogy) the other fish in the sea. The person who meets me half way. Someone with an obnition voice to alluminate and spotlight me and inform me that i have value. my counterpart.Someone who will tear down my wall and help me make sense of all this. and friends to grow old with.

Music:

My Chemical Romance, Halifax, Coheed and Cambria, Craig's Brother, Homegrown, Brand New, Mindless Self Indulgence, Matchbook Romance, Pat Benatar, Madonna, AFI, Bright Eyes, Atreyu, Distorted Penguins, At the Drive-In, The Ataris, Rancid, Midtown, River City High,Ben Kweller, GGAllin, AniDiFranco, Cyndi Lauper, Tiffany, The Overdrives, MxPx, Bright Eyes, Dashboard Confessionals, Blindside, As I Lay Dying, Hawthorne Heights, Elvis, HeadAutomatica, The Postal Service, The Cure, Taking Back Sunday, Green Day, Madcap, Yellowcard, Something Corporate, ArticMonkeys, Bjork, FromAutumnToAshes, Bleed the Dream, Emery, MorningWood, The Mars Volta, The Killers, The Fraye, Third Day

Movies:

Drop Dead Fred, Waterboy, The Goonies and Labrynth, Napoleon Dynamite, Harold and Kumar go to white castle, Never been kissed, A Clockwork Orange, Princess Bride, Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, Little Black Book, Chasing Liberty, Momento, Eternal Sunshine, Debbie Does Dallas, My Own Private Idaho, Less Than Zero, Love Potion #9

Television:

the simpsons, HBO, CSI, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Animal Planet, HistoryCHannel and Discover Channel, anything OnDemand

Books:

a clockwork orange, Bio of Nick Traina,Sisterhood of the traveling pants, curious george goes to the zoo, where the heart is, Accidental Virgin, Shoot the moon, Libra, the five people you meet in heaven, summer of the monkeys, where the red fern grows and Alexander in the Terrible, Horrible, No Good Very, Bad Day, Fat Chance.

Heroes:

This Guy

My Blog

Words could never express... but i’ll try

As i have taken notice, it seems to be quite the fashion to "give thanks" via myspace blogs this year. And being that i may not give credit, on a day to day basis, to the few things that do go ok in m...
Posted by Not tHe GirL of Your dREams [HCHC] on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 07:55:00 PST

Me to a T.

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Posted by Not tHe GirL of Your dREams [HCHC] on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 08:28:00 PST

Before i die

Imagine. You've just learned that planet Earth will explode in six months. Or, a virulent parasite is wiping out the chimp population and it's begining to strike humans- it's sure to be the worst plag...
Posted by Not tHe GirL of Your dREams [HCHC] on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 11:16:00 PST

words to live by.

this will be ongoing: some people are settling down, some are settling, and some people refuse to settle for anything less than butterflies
Posted by Not tHe GirL of Your dREams [HCHC] on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 10:44:00 PST

Under Construction!!!

As some of you may know, I have mastered the skill of burning bridges. I guess it comes from years of practice and it all started when I learned most people who come into my life aren't really worth t...
Posted by Not tHe GirL of Your dREams [HCHC] on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 02:09:00 PST

a lesson learned

Today I heard something that sparked my interests. A notion, a creed, a thought. Someone told me today to be greatful for what life has offered me. Don't lothe in self pity but partake in all life h...
Posted by Not tHe GirL of Your dREams [HCHC] on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 07:19:00 PST

Taking Chances... OR chances taken.

I don't know why i'm writing this. probably because it's been on my brain for quite some time now, i'm just not sure exactly how it will come out on paper. My life as i know it, has always been about...
Posted by Not tHe GirL of Your dREams [HCHC] on Wed, 02 May 2007 07:26:00 PST

The town of Nogood

My friend, have you heard of the town of Nogood? on the banks of the River Slow, Where blooms the Waitawhile flower fair, Where the Sometimeorother scents the air, and the soft Goesasies grow? It lies...
Posted by Not tHe GirL of Your dREams [HCHC] on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 06:28:00 PST

Funeral Blues

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone, Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle...
Posted by Not tHe GirL of Your dREams [HCHC] on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 03:31:00 PST

The Stars In the Sky

Once on a time and twice on a time, and all times together as ever I heard tell of, there was a tiny lassie who would weep all day to have the stars in the sky to play with; she wouldn't have t...
Posted by Not tHe GirL of Your dREams [HCHC] on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 02:46:00 PST