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Love as you wish to be loved and treat as you wish to be treated and live as you wish to live.....

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Time for something new, especially since I am not 23 anymore, lol. I LOVE MY LIFE. I have a great family, who is always there for me no matter what. We go through our rough times, times that we don't get to talk to each other as much as we would like, but one thing is for sure they are always there for me. We laugh together and we cry together. Nothing is like family, no matter what happens you have a reason, a bond to work it out, blood. I have great friends, not many but I like it that way lol. I have a good job, I don't need for anything, and I can pay for gas. Life has been good to me. I am in college, and I am paving the way to the reality of my dreams. I have had a hard life yes but haven't we all. I can't say that I have ever meet anyone that wasn't good for me. Everyone we meet teaches us something, some more then others, and some you can't really put your finger on what it was but they changed your life. I have meet a few people that have really changed my life some of them know it and some of them don't. But I am thankful that they came into my life. I have learned so much from the people around me. I look back at who I used to be and I laugh. I did things I didn't like but I laugh because I was so young and when you are young you don't look at things the way you do when you get older. I wasn't scared of anything. I would have gone to the moon if I would have had a rocket. Now I stop to thing if I have the gas to go. I was a hoot. I have had people look at my past and judge me based on it. I am not going to lie I have done the same to others. Its not right though. I am very happy with the person I am today, I do have regrets, as we all do, but I can't change them. I have learned from them though. If you can look back at the things that you have been through and you see something that you wouldn't do again, or something you would change then you have learned something, and something special, something about yourself. That is a big problem today I don't think people really know themselves anymore. I have been single for what will be two years this month, June. And celibate for almost as long. I haven't been with anyone other then my ex for about 7 years now give or take. What does this have to do with anything? I have learned so much about other people and so much more about my self. I was once told to be able to make it with anyone you have to make it with yourself, by yourself. That is what I am learning to do. I spend alot of time alone reading and thinking and writing. When I stop and look at me, I really like myself. I don't mind being by myself anymore because I like who I am. I am a good person that still has some things to work on like calling people back, but over all I like me. I have learned alot about people, if you step back and stay out of the current, you notice alot of things. How people treat each other and the way they act, and it is just that it is an act. I act too, I have a fake voice that just comes out when I like someone. I discovered it when I meet my ex rofl. Up until then I didn't know I had one. lol I received an email from a christian friend of mine and this is what I perceived it to mean at least to me. Everyday you wake up, and you go to work or you go to school, or what ever it is that you do. We want this and we want that, that is why we do the little things that we do. Everything is to get something. You don't think about what you have. I know you have heard this time and time again but it is so true. To have the blessing to see, to see the beautiful color of the sky as the sun comes up, or to see the mountains and sky reflecting in the lake like a mirror. To be able to hear, to hear the sounds of the waves crashing, or to hear the sound of a baby heartbeat in the stomach. Life is grand. I have spent time with many of people who think life is not to be enjoyed, and who are sadened by things around them. Yes I get sad too, I think of the loved ones I have lost and I feel a little sad myself, but I think of the good things, and the good times, and I try to count all the blessings I have in my life. Which is more then I can count, and I am good at math, lol. Next summer around this time I am planning a trip to Bordeaux, France to meet some friends I meet through my french class. I am planning on transferring to Catawba next spring semester. I have so much that I want to do, and it will not be easy. Shoot figuring out what I wanted to do only took me three years in a community college, lol. So looking at my life and where it is going to go I have no idea, but I know that things don't and won't go the way I would like them too, and I know that I am going to be sad sometimes, and I am going to meet people that I will wonder why they came along. But I know that there are a few things in life that make it all worth it. Hopefully a husband and kids one day, my friends, my Family, and Myself. And not to forget what might come tomorrow. Maybe I will be able to visit Somewhere where the top of the mountains are hiding in the sky covered with snow half way down, reflecting that lake that I spoke about. Wish me luck, and I shall wich you luck as well. May your life be filled with many joys, and may you be able to realize the joys that are in your life. May you see something so beautiful it brings a tear to your eye. May you have the time to lay in the sun watching the clouds roll away. May you live long enough to tell stories that start with 'when I was young' and may you be healthy enough to tell them on your own porch. I hope that whom so ever may read this has maybe learned something or maybe just bring a smile to your face. To me, I am Happy.

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My Interests

.. ....I am a very open and friendly person, so when it comes to my interests I like to pretty much do anything, except hunting, I love the little animals. I like sports, indoor and outdoor activities, shopping :), reading, I love going to school, pretty much everything like I stated before.

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Famous people I would like to meet: Gwen Stafani, Cris Angel, Angelina Jolie, Ronnie Van Zant, Jimmi Hendrix, my family that has passed, and I would love to see my Brother Micheal again SOON.
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Music:

I like all music, except the stuff that doesn't make since, like some rap. Look at my little jukebox, I have a wide variety of music.

Movies:

My favorite movie would have to be Pretty Woman, Other then that I like scary movies, funny movies, and some action movies. Not much on love stories, but I did Love the Notebook.

Television:

Never really watched much TV but there are a few shows that I have seen some of that I liked, Carnivale, Nip Tuck, Grey's Anatomy, The Hills, and Ugly Betty.

Books:

'The Medal Of Honor' really good book. 'Night' by Elie Weisel another good one, and other then that I like war storys, self improvement books, cook books. They're not really meant for reading but they have some good stuff to learn.

Heroes:

My heros are my Brothers Michael, John, David, Kary, my sisters Angela, and Jennifer, and my parents for whom I love dearly. I can't forget my Grandmal who made me realize what life is really about.



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No F**King S**T This is crazy

So I am just sitting here messing around on the comp, looking at friends pages and what not. I come across a friends page and I find this link under one of the comments. Well usually I don't look at l...
Posted by La belle déesse de clair de lune sur l'océan on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 08:58:00 PST

I am so Pissed Off

To all out there I am so pissed off at all the people in the world, that have no decency. I was on my way to school this morning and I got to be the witness of someone hitting a dog. Their were two of...
Posted by La belle déesse de clair de lune sur l'océan on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 06:41:00 PST

Thoughts of Mine 1

Ok here it is. There is so much going on in my life I have no idea where to start, So I am not going to tell you about any of it. What I am going to do is write some things that mean something to me a...
Posted by La belle déesse de clair de lune sur l'océan on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 10:19:00 PST