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About Me

impossible to match i'll try to be calm blood stain screams out your name i'll try hard to take it off the moment is haunting me so i sleep and escape the hurt please try be yourself i'll try hard to be myself tell me where it hurts show me i will take your pain and put it with my own i'm losing my worthless breath heal me i'm not strong like you heal me now------------------------------------I remember, how could i forget Unpredictable, but no regrets I'm drowning in endless waters, your hand is out there somewhere I guess its time to say goodbye, please no more lies I had enough, wasted time, what I don't have I wear the costume of never ending shame but somehow I feel okay help me remember to forget, I want to forget but you're... Beautiful and I can't stop myself from feeling numb, I'm here waiting for you to break my heart again...----------------------------------These last few weeks I've been confused sometimes I wonder if I'm better off alone.you fall in love then break your heart. you fall in love again its never ending.I used to have this friend who took his fiance to see billy idol a couple weeks before their wedding day. the chick got backstage and left my friend outside. next day he called from a hotel asking for a ride.I guess I'm giving up on love 'cause it really kind of sucksuninspired and growing tired why am I always so attracted to drama?so here I am grown up will someone tell me what it takes to be happy?I play in my band and write a lot of songs about relationships and how mine went wrong. maybe I'll meet that special girl along the way then she'll break my heart and leave me crying.

My Interests

majong, drugs, karoke, wrapping, shopping near the market, dancing with a spider, fencing, golf, scubadiving, singing in the showerroom, dancing with my grandparents, marijuana, pumatay ng langgam

I'd like to meet:

i am waiting but i find myself looking i'm sick of myself i'm so lonely i just found out sometimes i can't control these tears everything is falling down on me i feel so cold and it's all my fault so this is how the guilt feels it can break you down to pieces--------------------------------------- i gave up watching it all fall down taken away from me ebbing my eyes are dead this world is killing me not taking me home waited too long forgiving too much anger's telling me to bleed anger's telling me to give up--------------------I know i can't come near you Every time i do I get shaken inside and the sun in my eyes I'll stay awayI'd rather be here than anywhere with you WhooI'd be dancing with your ghost Toasting note to note So here's to the passing of all that could be between you and meI'd rather be here than anywhere with you WhooI know i can not see you even if i wanted to 'cause your light P.I.N.K.

Music:

can i seel this sunrise in return for a sunset?! can i still be here one more day til ny sunburn fade?!

Movies:

im staring at your picture and wishing that i could hold your hand, we'd walk down to the ocean and i'll write your name on the sand..

Television:

ceilings don't exist and there are no floors beneath me.. if im the king of the night would become my queen??

Books:

you can sleep in your own bed tonight i hope for your sake you don't wake up as broken as i am..

Heroes:

..MAGPAKAILAN MAN.. Manny Pacquaio.. Sir Chang.. Chino Lee.. Sir Rodrigo.. Heroe Bautista..