Bee [CK]

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I would like to meet someone who could teach me what i do not know. I would like to meet someone who i can look into their eyes and read their soul...yet not be able to know what they are going to say. I want to meet someone whos smile makes me hold my breath. I want to meet someone that i can share my world with yet i have to work to get theirs. I want to be able to open up to someone but have not only listen but feel what i feel. I want someone who can make me change my mind about everything, I would like to meet someone intelligent who can carry on a conversation with me about anything. I want someone who i can call a friend.

BULLETS TELL THE TRUTH: There once was a boy. His whole life ahead of him still unplanned. This boy was different. He was no sheep. More like a goat, rebelious, free, and careless. Then came a day, when he met a girl. She was a little younger. Her whole life still unplanned. A girl who was quite impressionable. She was never a leader, just another sheep. A conformist too afraid to rebel in fear of bieng cast out. She was drawn to him, his personality was everything she wasn't. He just didnt give a fuck. She wished she could be the same. They started talking, and playing the dating game. He fell for her, though he didnt know why. Something about her caught his eye. She fell for him just as fast. They had each others hearts on their sleeve. People asked them jokingly "so when are you guys gonna get married?". They were hardly ever apart, clinging to each other like they were each others life support.He loved her, she loved him. Everything was perfect. But thats the problem nothings ever perfect. Its just not feasible. They were blind to each others problems. He hated the world, he hated life, he hated everything that wasnt her. She was his reason for bieng, his life support. If he hadn't met her that day, he probably wouldnt have seen the next day. She stopped his addiction to razors, his addiction to bloodshed, his addiction to wishing he was dead. She saved him with out even knowing what she did. She was just as sad, but the plastic smile she always had in her pocket hid that fact well. She would always be changing, like a chameleon, so no one knew her true color. He knew her well. He knew what kind of person she was, he could read her like a book, every emotion, every facial expression, he could tell if something was wrong. He cheered her up, helping her forget about her self-esteem, her shitty life, they way she wanted things to end.Then one day, she met another guy. He made her laugh, and smile. She didnt think about him. She was captivated by this uprgrade. This better version of her old love. Too afraid to tell her lover about this new found replacement, she hid the information. He saw right through her, his mind started doubting itself. He didnt want to believe anything was wrong. He hesitated when he asked her "do you still love me baby?". She replied "yes". He said ok. That night he took his .357 magnum revolver, along with three bullets, and three empty cartridges. On the bullet casings he wrote, she loves me not. On the empty ones he wrote she loves me. He loaded them all into his six-shooter, in alternating order. He spun the cylinder housing the six fate changers. Pulled back the hammer. Then he calls to his love once again. She enters the room. She spots the gun sitting next to him, she asks him "whats that for?". "Its for me" he replies. "Am i still your one and only" he asks. "Of course baby!" she exclaims with a quiver in her voice. He takes the gun and points it at his heart. BANG! the gun goes off, the room full of nothing but silence. She sits and stares at his body, tears rolling down his cheeks and mixing with the eternal blood flowing out of his mortal wound.The gun told him the truth. He handed his heart over, his love was all he had to offer, love was the only thing that could have saved him, but it failed him. Just like everything else in life. Funny huh? the bullets told the truth

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