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My Interests

...smashing things, pushing buttons, stream of consciousness living, roaming the streets, decorating public and private property, bad wine, tearing crumbling antique fabric, crayons, being fed up, smoking your cigarettes, exploring abandoned and vacant buildings, people that make me blanket forts, lightning bug lanterns,tiny bottles and boxes, poppies, taking things too far, pomegranates, scratching through the surface of this fairytale in search of some reality, breathing in the cold like water, vanishing only to reappear only to vanish again, fever dreams, small winged insects, seeing all of your scars, shiny things, blinding optimism, paint-covered fingers, disregard in general, bohemian chow, raising my voice until it floats above the trees, running (both towards and away), driving too fast and watching you cringe, standing on the beach and feeling small small small, elipses, those in the know, being retarded in love, rolling down hills, gonzo photography, not getting the dumb spoon, all-encompassing aesthetics, finding a better life...

I'd like to meet:

The person I would have been had I been a boy...

Music:

Music is the shining stars in my matte sky... Neutral Milk Hotel, the Velvet Underground, Sonic Youth, Ciccone Youth, Pavement, Raffi, Elton John, Beck, Tom Waits, Of Montreal, the Arcade Fire, Mates of State, Charlie Parker, the Rza and the Gza, the Beatles, the Ghost Mice, Blonde Redhead, Coldplay, the Unicorns, the Rolling Stones, the Show is the Rainbow, Bob Dylan, old-school Hole, the Bananas, Bjork, DJ Screw (and anything else chopped and screwed, for that matter), Hickey, the Cure, the Fleshes, Radiohead, Against Me!, Biz Markie, Modest Mouse, Frank Sinatra, Ugly Casanova, Air, Deep Puddle Dynamics, Elliott Smith, Jay-z, the Raincoats, the Beat Happening, Half-Japanese, DJ Shadow, Stop It!!, Joanna Newsom,the Thermals, most of my friends' bands, me singing to myself, KOMA ... I could go on and on forever...

Movies:

the Graduate (which is my all-time favorite),Waking Life, the Adventures of Unico, the live-action version of Alice in Wonderland with Twiggy in it, Gummo, Pollock, Basquiat, anything with Charlie Chaplin in it (but I REALLY like the Tramp), Midnight Cowboy, Jesus' Son, the City of Lost Children, Edward Scissorhands, Benny and Joon, The Virgin Suicides, The Brave Little Toaster, The Royal Tenenbaums, Life Aquatic, E.T., anything touched by Andy Warhol... I'm just going to stop here for now...

Television:

The Adventures of Pete and Pete, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, the World's Top 10 Toilets special on the Travel Channel, Cheaters, infomercials of all shapes and sizes, Sealab 2021, televangelists, those terrifying live-action kids shows that start running at 5 in the morning (don't pretend that you don't know what I'm talking about), bad Skinimax movie spoofs like Planet of the Babes, anything on the Spanish Channel, the Sunday Night Sex Show, hmmm... Anything else that serves to remind me of what a waste it would be to have cable... Don't give me your remote... I will most likely make you suffer for your trouble...

Books:

I am an absolute and total bibliophile... Let's see... Anything by Kurt Vonnegut, Francesca Lia Block, T.S. Eliott, Hunter S. Thompson, Allen Ginsburg, William S. Burroghs ...you get the idea... there's so so so much more to be said, but my attention span is starting to wear thin...

Heroes:

Andy Warhol and Marcel Duchamp... Either you get it or you don't...

My Blog

NY...

...C you later,   suckas...   *kiss kiss*  
Posted by social suicide on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 12:21:00 PST

Why...

am I so seasonally affective..? Everything in my life's going so well and today I'm so so sad... I think maybe it's because it's cold and I'm sick and I live alone... This is a list of reasons why I s...
Posted by social suicide on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 07:21:00 PST

My autobio..?

1. where did you take you profile pic?*The skate park in downtown OKC. 2.What are you wearing right now?*Hmmm... a black tank top with pink and green beets printed all over it, my favorite pair of wor...
Posted by social suicide on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 01:14:00 PST

...good... now start counting backwards from 10... 9... 8... 7... ... ...

    Keep coming now         &nb sp;         &nb sp;   Possessed of nothing more than he...
Posted by social suicide on Fri, 26 May 2006 09:45:00 PST

shhh...

... ... (... i have a secret...)... ...                               &n...
Posted by social suicide on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 03:13:00 PST

blame it on a black star...

                                      ...
Posted by social suicide on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 02:03:00 PST

ieeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

I HAAAAATE ART HISTORY WOAAAAH BITCHES WATCH OUT FOR THAT TREEEEEEE AAAAAAAAAAARRRGGGG NO I DON'T KNOW WHEN SLEUTER MADE THAT STATUEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH FOR YOUR MOMMA IMA GETUM ANTSA...
Posted by social suicide on Fri, 17 Feb 2006 10:48:00 PST

I cave, Bucket Tub... 6 weird habits...

...I don't even know where to start... or stop... The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a blog about their...
Posted by social suicide on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 04:11:00 PST

No one's gonna rain on my (gay) parade...

...one of the most ecstatic moments of my life... seriously... Of Montreal, live... when they started to play the intro of Dis-connect the Dots, I think I had a petit mal... I ...
Posted by social suicide on Thu, 09 Feb 2006 01:23:00 PST

you can be my head/ 'cause I've ruined this one/ blasting holes where it used to be...

I spent most of last week with an enigmatic sense of foreboding curling around my head oily and opaque and fluttery like spirals of cigarette smoke that wouldn't&nbs...
Posted by social suicide on Wed, 14 Dec 2005 03:16:00 PST