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Angela

I wish I was the moon.

About Me

When the sun comes up its a new day...and the rest of your life seems further away...today I can start over...maybe...that is all that I am trying to do....complex human emotions are complicating things....but I suppose that is only natural...If you want to talk let there be meaning in your words...If you laugh then I will smile...I like things that are complex...people who are complex...situations that are complex...thoughts that are complex...complexity that you can spend your whole life sorting out...like a book...with big words that have no meaning you can understand but you read on further and still try to make it to the end...I like things that are simple...like dandilions....and vanilla icecream...I keep my hopes high...but my expectations low...I feel lost in a crowded room...I like to spend time alone with my thoughts...people should question the way that the world thinks and the way that i think....and people should be beautiful...like the words to a song. MyGen Profile Generator

My Interests

Keeping touch, losing touch, giving too much, working too much, suviving on what I have, getting attached, letting go, singing in the car, singing in the shower, a good drink, a stiff drink, talking too much, not talking enough, taking it all in....oh and...taking a deep breath...

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who will challenge my thoughts and awaken my soul....and people who are beautiful...

Music:

Bright eyes, Modest Mouse, Pedro the Lion, Regina Spektor, Tori Amos, Bjork, Rilo Kiley, Gregory and the Hawk, Martha Wainwright, Iron and Wine, Mason Jennings, Howie Day, Dashboard Confessional, Pearl Jam, Dixie Chicks, Ammie Mann, Ani Difrano, Tracey Chapman, Joanna Newsome, Damien Rice, Sondre Leche, Violent Femmes, Old 97's, Cat Power, Belle and Sebastian, Rufus Wainwright, The Cranberries, Postal Service, Death Cab for Cutie, The Shins, Azure Ray, Nick Drake, Jeff Buckley, Sufjan Stevens, Third Eye Blind, Wilco, Jack Johnson, Bruce Springsteen, The Meat Purveyors, The Yeah, Yeah, Yeah's, Pete Yorn, Counting Crows, Dar Williams, etc etc etc

Movies:

Love and Sex, The Power of One, Chasing Amy, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Welcome to the Dollhouse, Ghost World, Maria Full of Grace, Lost in Translation, Before Sunset, A Love Song for Bobby Long, Amelie, Dirty Pretty Things, The Station Agent, City of God, Garden State......oh yeah...and anything will Molly Ringwald

Television:

Project Runway....and only Project Runway.

Books:

I am currently reading "Siddhartha" by Hermann Hesse.

Heroes:

I could name someone profound and famous but honestly, it's my parents......I think that they have done such an amazing job at raising me...giving me independence and with that strength to overcome anything. They gave me the ability to think on my own...letting it be okay for me to express myself (even if they didn't really get it!) and the sense to know right from wrong...and especially bc they taught me how to be sensitive and caring and open with the people that I love...they have been good role models, good parents, and now good friends who are always on my side and are confident in my ability to get through anything.

My Blog

I miss your smell

Someimes I miss the smell of stale cigarettes  The taste of the odd combination of cauliflower and Diet Mt. Dew The excitement of learning new things, traditions, favorites The sound of Alex in ...
Posted by Angela on Tue, 01 May 2007 04:34:00 PST

The feeling of home

I am exhausted...but I want to get this out before my tired head hits the pillow...It was so good to be home. Although not everything on the trip was perfect the time with my family and friends was al...
Posted by Angela on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 09:28:00 PST

Here I come.

Soon...I will be going home.  (For a lovely visit.)
Posted by Angela on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 11:35:00 PST

spinning....

Your life is spinning out of control...and saddly...I think you are just going along for the ride.   
Posted by Angela on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 12:28:00 PST

maybe I will always be in middle school

So....I start my first real job today....(well....doing the same thing I did last year but for more financial stability)....I am an adult!!   Finally!!  (Or at least it is starting to...
Posted by Angela on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 12:20:00 PST

Screw you guys...I'm going home

So, I haven't been going out...for the past almost month I have been staying home...getting sleep...taking care of things that need to be taken care of...including myself AND tonight was a lovely affi...
Posted by Angela on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 12:43:00 PST

more then 70 hours...

...of work this week....every part of my body aches....all i do is sleep...(and be grumpy)....what i have right now...this is not a life.  
Posted by Angela on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 07:46:00 PST

hiatus

I need a break....so I think that my solution is going to be to lock myself in my house...and enjoy some time alone....I can not continue to feel the way that I have been feeling....I am not happy...a...
Posted by Angela on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 12:34:00 PST

Bees wax

It has occured to me that my decisions are not my own...that everything I do in MY life is being judged under a microscope...and I am tired of it....none of this is helping...and if anything...my...
Posted by Angela on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 10:50:00 PST

what i saw

  On my way home from work today I witnessed an older woman driving a baby pink car...with matching baby pink rimmed sunglasses...and it made me smile.  I think that my perspective on the wo...
Posted by Angela on Wed, 17 May 2006 05:02:00 PST