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My life. My hope. My dreams. My brokeness. Take me for what I am. Another human, just like you. I am a simple man, of simple wants and needs. I simply want to know the answers. I have been around so long and yet know so little. But I am me. I love. I breath. I cry. I reach. I dream. I lie. I hold. I trace the lines, of hands that I squeeze tightly in mine. I drift. I hope. I smile. I stutter all the while. I drip. I twitch. My eyes can shine. I hate the clock. And I hate time. And yet, time is all we have until its up. I am flawed searching for perfection in a flawed world. I am versatile. My Nonchalance is misunderstood for not caring. Life has taught me much so far. Most lessons more painful than others. Though I know that you were born to meet and be met, to love and be loved. Although, nani hitotsu shiranai. But I feel, bokura wa tada hitorijanakya iin da. I'm scattered like fallen leaves in a wurlwind. I'm eclectic. I'm a writer, thinker and observer. I'm silent, but I can talk when I want to. There are so many things this world has to offer: The abstract. The beautiful. The bland. The compromised. The shivers. The ruthless. The silence. The night air. The being held so tight. The compassion. The obscure. The old-skool. The awe-inspiring. The delicious. The sentimental. The bittersweet. The chaos. The hot sweat. The love. The relevant. The simple. The intricate. The humour. The flowers. The uncontrollable laughter. The sugar rush. The contentment. The lost. The attractions. And there are so many things I hate and wish I could change; things like: The manipulation. The indoctrination. The selfishness. The evil stare. The arrogance. The finance. The dictatorship. The rumors. The last embrace. The goodbyes. The aching hours. The forgotten. The complicated. The distance. The politics. The procrastination. The generalization. The purpose. The superficial. The ignorant. The crying into the pillow. The useless. The abandon. The betrayal. The lies. The generic. The brazen screams. The Fallout. The conquered...and the way I still think of you.
I think these quotes are some things people should read...
"Only one person can see the inner beauty that a person holds and the only way to see it is to look through their eyes. Go past the glimmering ocean colors and straight to their heart. That's where you will find the beauty that lies in one's heart...As a body needs to be held, a bird needs to fly, and a heart needs to love. Beauty is not in the face; beauty is a light in the heart. The eyes are the gateway to the soul. The flower that blooms in adversity is the rarest and most beautiful of all. We cease loving ourselves if no one loves us."
"After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security, And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises, And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child, And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for paths. After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure... That you really are strong, And you really do have worth."
Enigmatic and sometimes questionable, My stubborn nature does more harm than help. I'm my own worst enemy. My friends in this constellation of life are my brightest stars (aside from my family that is, lol). Its my life. I will fight. I'm in control. I won't give up. I am alright. I will move on. I won't forget; My heart; my soul. For the most part, perception and relativity play the biggest roles. They are what separate the memory from the experience and the experience from the event. At this point I have what I've been through. I hold onto what I can, yet it all slips through my fingers. I'd like to think I have strong hands, though my grasp says otherwise. I march upright to a point in time where I am permitted to wonder if something of everything meant anything at all.

Video Spotlight: Fluid Motion @ Wonderland

Hookay everyone, come with us as we journey down the rabbit hole! As of late, we have found the solace in being able to participate in a monthly get together at a wonderful home away from home called the Wonderland Collective. This video was shot in February and our lovely media productionist, Fancy Clancey, has yet again managed to wow us with his feats of technical media superiority. Keep an eye out on us!!! ::dances off::

Free Hugs

I randomly happened upon this video at 2 in the morning on someones page on tribe.net. I didn't know what it was at first, but when the video goes from black and white to color...I lose it every time and start crying. Truly, a testament to the resilient nature of humanity. Its a heart felt watch. I need a hug right now.

FluidMotion @ Clancey's

Alright, this was one of the last days in November and it happened to be a good day outside, hence the title, "Last Nice Day." Unfortunately, my broke ass didn't make it there till late...when the original plan was for us all to be at Clancey's at like 3 in the afternoon. At any length, this is the finished product. Lots of fun was had...and more to soon come!

Last Nice Day

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FluidMotion @ Dance For Peace

This video was compiled from some of the footage we shot at the Dance for Peace event in the city. I thank Clancey (Dare I say, the FANCIEST of all Clanceys, lmao) for finding his muse shortly after I left his house and editing one sick ass video. As you will see, if you haven't already watched, the video showcases all three of us (Clancey, Larsen, and myself) doing what we love to do; dance and spin poi to some great music. Hope you like if and if you do, stop by our page and leave some comments about it. Also, if you are interested we have just recently created a myspace group that will be geared for meetups. It just started, so are with us. We are also making a mirror on MeetUps to hopefully raise awareness that there is someone trying to get the local Poiple together and have some fun. Check the second link under the video for more info.

FluidMotion / F.M. presents: NYC Poi Enthusiasts @ Myspace.Com

Junior

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For some reason, my flash jukebox wasn't working, so I had to look for other...easier ways to get music on your page besides the myspace stand alone player. I randomly happened upon this...so I wanted to add it. When I get around to fuxing with my Myspace, I will definitely integrate a better play list to my page.

www.Frazy.com

In other news, I found this cool site from randomly searching other myspace pages. It's called Frazy.com and basically what it is, is a jpeg list generator for movies, music and books. It has posters and cover pages for movies music and books and allows the users to list their favorites. Its pretty cool. So if you get bored and feel like wasting some time, check out frazy. My list is only just starting, lol.

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