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~cns~

in a painted past, in a looking glass, I see me looking back

About Me

"... I did not want to be anything more. I was entirely happy. Perhaps we feel like that when we die and become a part of something entire, whether it is sun and air, or goodness and knowledge. At any rate, this is happiness; to be dissolved into something complete and great. When it comes to one, it comes as naturally as sleep."

So you're a fan of Coltraine I wanna be Kurt Cobain When the truth gets scary I'll take my gin and sherry And some Drink Me there'll be Plath and Joplin with verse Riding suicide hearse Kennedy and Monroe Come to see my rock show I'll be there in the front row

My Interests



I'd like to meet:

people who challenge me

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Heroes:

This woman: For speaking her mind then sticking behind what she says, and never apologizing for her beliefs.
Also my mom, all the way. She has been thru more shit in her life than I would wish on my enemy, yet she has still pulled thru and survived. She told me one time that I come from a long line of women who are survivors, and even tho it's cliche, it's very true.
you are JENNY! you are sweet, shy, and innocent,
but you've got a darker, sexier side...and
you cant hold it in forever! you're the
closet freak of the group!

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My Blog

The best Valentine's Story EVER...

So this cook at work, Jaime, has had a thing for me for a while. No breaking news there: "A Mexican Cook at Olive Garden Likes White Female Server!" He usually just says, "I love you Chelsea!" and I s...
Posted by you've got what it takes to set me free on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 09:32:00 PST

I feel so numb today

There is only one thing I want to do today, and it's the last thing I'm going to be able to do, so I'm going to go out and be productive today and do everything else, even tho these are the last thing...
Posted by you've got what it takes to set me free on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 09:50:00 PST

December 17, 2005 - 2006

So this date is the one year mark of a major event in my life, and I've felt it creeping up on me more and more the past couple of weeks, and it's become something I can't ignore. I've had to stop and...
Posted by you've got what it takes to set me free on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 08:16:00 PST

sing with me, sing for the years...

I'm having a love affair...   how you doin, baby?...   what are you thinking?...   I'm thinking...   Dream On.
Posted by you've got what it takes to set me free on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 10:27:00 PST

To borrow the line from Des- "I feel infinite..."

Got a 92 on my history exam from last week, got a 97 on my American Lit mid-term that I got back today. I'm rockin it, people! I'm makin A's across the board, I pay my rent, and I still manage to go o...
Posted by you've got what it takes to set me free on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 09:44:00 PST

randomness

There's a bunch of serious randomness going on in my head right now, just gonna throw it all out there... 1) I've been asked out/hit on 5 times in the last 24 hours... I said yes to 1. 2) I seriously ...
Posted by you've got what it takes to set me free on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 11:46:00 PST

I wish...

... I had someone I could divulge all my secrets to, all of my heart's desires and the constant everyday happenings that fuck with my head, and know that my secrets would be safe and I would be devoid...
Posted by you've got what it takes to set me free on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 02:09:00 PST

My first all-nighter...

I successfully pulled my first all-nighter last night, cramming as much as humanly possible into my short-term memory for about 14 hours straight. I  haven't slept since 4-7 yesterday afternoon (...
Posted by you've got what it takes to set me free on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 11:19:00 PST

What we discussed today in class...

The origin of the word "fuck." Seriously. I spend hard earned money to sit in a class on the cultural, social, and intellectual aspects of Medieval Europe, and discuss where the word "fuck" came from....
Posted by you've got what it takes to set me free on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 11:47:00 PST

Yaaaaay!

Just set up a dentist appointment FINALLY, for Friday AM (bc these two cavities I'm pretty sure I have are bugging the shit outta me), I'm pretty sure my favorite Asian is coming home from Austin this...
Posted by you've got what it takes to set me free on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 02:41:00 PST