jey

hi.. my real name is julius andrew de guzman delfin,, my close friends in hs call me jey but my college friends call me jaja or simply ja.. well, i'm an ECE student and a very romantic person... i love to try different things.. i learned to smoke when i was in 1st yr hs.., drink liquors in 2nd yr, tried drugs when i was a junior (the reason why i got kicked out from my school and I promised to myself and to my friends that I will never do such stupid thing again) and even gone into sex in senior year.. hehe saya noh!!! well, eniwei,, my life for sure wasn't boring at all,, sa family,, well, we’re a broken family.. my father – the hell i care!! i haven’t met him yet but i’m looking forward to the day I can talk to him and tell him how stupid he was for leaving us.. hopefully, by that time i’m a licensed engineer na.. my mom is the best mom in the whole world.. though nagger nga lan eh luv na luv ko pa ren yun.. i have a half-brother and a half-sister.. we’re not that close but i do love ‘em.. i have lots of friends.. friends that kept me stronger when i was weak,, joined me during my happiest days of my life,, shared secrets with me and even accepted me when i found the real me... hi to my kada (jhen, kha, charm, ann, narth, grace and regh) and to the lakas-lamon!!! recently, i have gone through an introspection (that is self- actualization) and i have finally found out that i can be attracted to men... well, at first,, it was really so hard, it wasn’t easy to admit cause your greatest enemy would be the society.. but anyways,, with my friends,, i have found my answers that i should live my life the way i want it to be...that i should not be manipulated by anybody nor listen to those people who have nothing to do with me.. besides, this is my life and the hell i care to what they’ll say about me, right?? we always hear the wiseman saying that, “you should always follow your heart for it takes you to true happiness”.. and that's what i'm doing right now... following the beat of my heart.. i am proud to be a bisexual.. eniwei,, real friends do not mind about your sexual preferences right?? they just accept you for who and what you are... in fairness to the girls i've loved before,, i have loved you with all my heart back then (they are the ones who taught me how to love and be loved.. i’ll never forget you all.. especially the one whom i loved the most.. she’s the only girl who left the most painful wound in my heart) but maybe,, things just don't work out the way we wanted it to be... that's a fact.. let's face it. i have faced it many times… to all my friends out there who have helped me accept myself,, thanks.. your love and supports are well-appreciated.. lalo na sa kada ko who never fails to say “we love u jey”… enough for the inner self thing,,, i also like dancing,, music is my weakness as well as my passion,,, though i'm not a good singer---just watch me make my moves hehehe.. you'll be amazed (naks!).. we joined the cheering competition last year.. but unfortunately, we lost.. but that was okay.. at least we have tried our best.. i also like acting.. we've had this theatre group back then in highskul and i can say that it helped me a lot build my confidence.. i'm a very happy person,, very transparent as they always say... what you see is what you get... moody ren ako at times... who wouldn't be with a schedule like mine?? but most importantly,, very friendly ako.. i can be with any classes of people,, it's not being plastic but just being know how to makisama.. that's importnant eh, otherwise you'll not be able to gain friends... one more thing,, i'd love to cry when i’m sad, ewan ko basta when i'm being hurt i would look into the mirror or hide my face under the pillow then start to cry,, it's my means of expressing myself,, mababaw kc luha ko eh hehe.. lastly,, as a lover,, i would definitely give my all when i’m in love… stick to one ako eh… once i found the person i would want to love,, i’ll promise that i will love him/her with all my heart… possessive ako at the right place and time and i can be very sweet all the time.. chaka pag ako nagmahal,, i would show it to all and be proud of the person i love.. oh cia,, so much for the revelations... basta just meet me na lan in person... it'll be fun.. hey these are my contact nos. nga pala.. 09272671763 or 026718532... ciao!!!