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Benjamin Emmanuel
"Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans."
John Lennon
About Me
I'm anything but perfect.
I drink, I smoke, I hurt feelings.
Life is weird at the moment. I'm actually back to the status quo and 100% single again. I'm not sure i want to change this very soon.
I actually have a lot of flaws, maybe more than average, i don't know.
I need a lot of affection, I hurt some girls' feelings even though I'm kind of a hopeless romantic and I get mood swings without any reason and tend to take them out on the people around me, even though they don't deserve it. I come across as arrogant, shallow and selfish and sometimes I even enjoy it. My life is boring, I'm not special, I don't do interesting things even though I sometimes wish I would. I don't even leave the house often, because I prefer staying for myself. I should risk more. I hurt a lot of people, even though I don't want it. It's just not always as easy as it might look like. I wish it was, believe me.
I mean, I'm not all bad or something. I can be nice, say cute things, do cute things. And I like being like this. I actually even prefer it over being that negative. I love showing the people i love how much I actually care for them. I can be a gentleman, I'm the one who will bring you breakfast to bed, who will cook an amazing dinner for you, who will look at the stars with you at night while holding hands. I sometimes just wish I was a better person.
I still have a lot of growing up to do. I think we all have to.
I'm looking for love, not because I feel lonely, but because there is not enough of it in this world.
Who I'd Like to Meet
there are a lot of people on here i might want to meet, i kind of changed to a people person during the last 2 years. i mean, i'm not even shy anymore.
