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ruby cisneros

I am here for Friends

About Me

hi. my name is vanessa and i live in san francisco. i go to school and work. i enjoy music, politics, learning, singing, dancing, painting, going to museums, im addicted to coffee, i like to dye my hair different colors, quite frequently,i like talking to people who are passionate about something. oh and i especially enjoy hearing different perspectives on spirituality. i whole-heartedly love saul williams, pablo neruda and people who are amazing and have a voice..or a pen.

My Interests

oh..you know.

I'd like to meet:

id like to meet those with facial hair. i like meeting new people, and circles of friends are nice. i like people who can hold my attention. good conversationalists. world travellers. adventurers.fobs. musicians. artists. feminists. activists. open minded individuals who never want to stop learning. those not afraid to admit their faults and wrongdoings. truth-tellers. those who appreciate japanese culture. those who appreciate their own culture and are willing to share it. bilinguists..trilinguists. those who have something to say, and those that can appreciate appropriate silences.

Music:

the slits, x-ray spex, tamar-kali, bikini kill, le tigre, blonde redhead, missy elliot, be your own pet, bjork, yeah yeah yeahs, the velvet underground(w.nico), tsunami bomb, sophe lux, sia, shiny toy guns, regina spektor, rasputina, zoe keating, pretty girls, the moldy peaches, polysics, peaches, ladytron, inara george, gregory and the hawk, the dresden dolls, the decemberists,

Movies:

the royal tennenbaums, afro-punk, mar adentro, lost in translation, clue, the last samurai, high fidelity

Television:

bravo. csi-lv. law&order.

Books:

she, the book of questions, ariel

Heroes:

truth tellers.

My Blog

a queery.... Thief!

it was late into the nightand they were goneshe stole her dreams away.when i say stole, it is because she is a thief:dreams weren't hers to begin with!the greyish atmoshpheric deityin all his glory; n...
Posted by ruby cisneros on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 10:14:00 PST

what it is to burn

he said "girl youre gunna burn me like a fire"well he got high and i got higher.my mother told me to socializeand these social eyes have seen more than they can takeand discriminate in indiscriminate ...
Posted by ruby cisneros on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 05:47:00 PST

my brother the sun

my brother the sunmy brother the sonilluminated so brightly and without a doubtonly the color of his skin to deceive the brilliance of his wordsmuted math and manipulations mutilated equations didnt e...
Posted by ruby cisneros on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 05:00:00 PST

here is the kiss that turns symbols into that which they symbolize

a stinging, a burning. a headache, a loathing.purple teeth and a purple tongue.violet hair and a pink vagina.chipped black fingernails and silver rings.a heavy head and a heavy heart.a guilty conscien...
Posted by ruby cisneros on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 01:32:00 PST

armor

she doused herself in a cloudy mix of dark red.it was blood and merlot, or something.her favorite concoction, her favorite colour.the bottom of the glass, the side of her leg, the bottom of the bottle...
Posted by ruby cisneros on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 01:21:00 PST

penance

i smoked weed for the first time and then i joined a convent.i had sex for the first time and then i commited suicide.
Posted by ruby cisneros on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 01:19:00 PST

ancient

changing leaves burn bright in flourescent absence.they say you can die of a broken heart, and she did.she wept for her soulmate and then joined him.oriental rugs are collecting dust now.
Posted by ruby cisneros on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 01:18:00 PST

equilibrium

i allow smoke to fill my lungs and wine flow through my veins-- replacing anything that remains.i remained sane for a moment in time, and quickly got over it.then again, i don't believe in the binary ...
Posted by ruby cisneros on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 01:15:00 PST

i dont understand

but im in love with a man 3000 miles away that ive never met.
Posted by ruby cisneros on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 09:44:00 PST

pending jack

and when i wake i remember he invades my dreamlike stateall of a sudden he couldnt hear, and he couldnt keep up with lifejack of spadesjack of all tradesjack knifed in my backnow thats a jacked up thi...
Posted by ruby cisneros on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 05:12:00 PST