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About Me

I am an artist of many kinds. I am the daughter of two wonderful people and a sister to the coolest gal ever. I am the life partner to the most gorgeous creature on Earth. (Jacqueline Marie Motley.) I am a soldier to the United States Army. I am appreciative of everything I've been given and have been given far more than I deserve. I am a friend to whoever is worthy of my time. I am a wanderer, but I am far from lost. I am the Psychedelic Soul.IF YOU REALLY WANT TO HEAR about it, the first thing you'll probably want to know is where I was born, and what my lousy childhood was like, and how my parents were occupied and all before they had me, and all that David Copperfield kind of crap, but I don't feel like going into it, if you want to know the truth. In the first place, that stuff bores me, and in the second place, my parents would have about two hemorrhages apiece if I told anything pretty personal about them. They're quite touchy about anything like that, especially my father. They're nice and all-I'm not saying that-but they're also touchy as hell. Besides, I'm not going to tell you my whole goddamn autobiography or anything.
Out of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find me, unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate; I am the captain of my soul.
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My Interests

Art is my number one passion. I am a hundred percent fascinated with the way people's minds work and why they do what they do.Things that inspire me: -Music. -Sugar's paws. -Late night car rides. -The ribbon traveling from the tip of a cigarette. -Watching nature dance on the window. -Sugar's paw twitches when she sleeps. -The feeling of someone sleeping next to you, feeling their heartbeat and hearing them breathing. -Drums, guitars, and pianos. -Red-heads. -Tyler, Texas. Familiar accents and the small town mentality of the whole place. -People's minds are so fascinating. The way people choose to use our language, why people do the things they do. I find it easy to get lost in the mind of a passerby. -Showers. -Great architecture. -Outgoing people. -Laughter. -Pictures. -Art. -A good movie. -Family.

I'd like to meet:

*Shane Koyczan, Anthony Kiedis, Rhonda Byrnes, Peter Max,The Peace Sign Man, Ellen Degeneres, and the inventor of Pineapple Orange Grape Juice. I appreciate you all.

Music:

**All my life Ive been searching for somethin Somethin never comes, never leads to nuthin Nothin satisfies, but Im gettin close Closer to the prize at the end of the rope... **Sometimes I feel like I don't have a partner Sometimes I feel like my only friend Is the city I live in, the city of angels Lonely as I am, together we cry... **Mama told me when I was young Come sit beside me, my only son And listen closely to what I say. And if you do this It will help you some sunny day. Take your time... dont live too fast, Troubles will come and they will pass. Go find a woman and youll find love, And dont forget son, There is someone up above... **People are strange when you're a stranger, Faces look ugly when you're alone. Women seem wicked when you're unwanted, Streets are uneven when you're down...MY MUSIC COLLECTION IS INSANE

Movies:

-"Think that's a big lake? You should'a seen the one next to our house. We used to swim in it...fish. I sure do miss it - sure do." -"Well, what happened to it? Did it dry up?" -"No, worse than that. See, last fall a big flock of ducks -about forty or fifty of 'em - landed right smack in the middle of it. While they were sittin' there, this flipped thing happened. See, the temperature dropped so fast, that the whole lake froze in three seconds, just like that. -"All those poor little ducks...did it kill them?" -"Nah, they flew off and took the lake with 'em! Why to this very day, that lake is somewhere in Georgia."

Television:

*Miami Ink *Inked *House *Medium *CSI *48 Hours *Ghost Hunters *Discovery Channel is way awesome...Believe it or not, I dont watch much TV.

Books:

-The Secret- Rhonda Byrnes -Visiting Hours- Shane Koyczan -Five People You Meet In Heaven- Mitch Albom -Scar Tissue- Anthony KiedisI like so many books and I can't name them all. Nerds read a lot... Sorry.

Heroes:

AMANDA "JC" TURNER MY FRIEND IN HEAVEN SHE'S THE REASON I AM SO FOCUSED AND MOTIVATED. THIS GIRL TAUGHT ME SO MUCH. SHE WAS THE BEST FRIEND I COULD'VE EVER HAD, THE BEST COMMANDER, COMRAD, CADET, FRIEND, STUDENT, AND MORE... SHE TAUGHT ME HOW TO LOVE AND I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE EVER HAD MY LIFE CROSS PATHS WITH HERS. I MISS HER SO MUCH, I THINK OF HER EVERY DAY, AND SHE STILL LIVES IN ME. LERTIE BROWN ODOM MY GRANNY, ALIVE IN JESUS. THE FOUNDATION OF MY FAMILY. ONE OF THE MOST INSPIRING WOMEN YOU COULD EVER MEET. I AM P-R-O-U-D TO HAVE THIS WOMAN'S BLOOD FLOW THROUGH MY VEINS. HER LIFE WAS ONE OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL I HAVE EVER WITNESSED. BRENDA PARKS MY MOMMA AHH, MOMMA. I COULD GO ON AND ON. SHE'S ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS. SHE DRIVES ME CRAZY. I LOVE HER SO SO MUCH. SHE'S BEEN THE BEST PARENT TO ME AND SHE'LL NEVER KNOW THE SENSE OF PRIDE I FEEL WHEN SOMEONE SAYS I LOOK LIKE HER OR ACT LIKE HER. I AM MY MOTHER'S DAUGHTER.
SARAH TOMLIN PARTNER IN CRIME ONE OF THE FEW PEOPLE LEFT ON EARTH THAT CAN HAVE A SENSE OF HUMOR AND BE REALISTIC AT THE SAME TIME. SHE'S AN AWESOME SISTER, FRIEND, AND SINGER. IF I DIDN'T HAVE HER IN MY LIFE, I'D NEVER LAUGH, I'D NEVER BE GROSSED OUT, I'D NEVER TAKE PICTURES OF MUFFIN-TOPS, AND I'D NEVER TAPE BLACK BABIES AROUND THE HOUSE. THANKS FOR THE ADVENTURES SARAH.
JAQI PARTNER IN LIFE AND LOVE I BLAME THIS WOMAN FOR MY HAPPINESS. EVEN THOUGH SHE PISSES ME OFF, BEING AROUND HER MAKES ME FIND BEAUTY IN EVERYTHING. I HAVE NEVER LOVED ANOTHER LIKE I LOVE HER AND I NEVER WILL. I HAVE FOUND LOVE IN MYSELF THAT I NEVER KNEW EXISTED. THAT I NEVER KNEW I WAS CAPABLE OF GIVING. SHE MAKES THE WORLD A MUCH MORE TOLERABLE PLACE FOR ME. SHE HAS SAVED ME FROM MYSELF.
CHAY BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD SEEN ME LAUGH 'TIL I FALL AND CRY 'TIL I FALL. WE'VE BEEN BEST FRIENDS FOR ALMOST NINE YEARS NOW. AND I HAVE FAITH THAT WE WILL BE FRIENDS FOR ANOTHER MILLION. SHE HAS WITNESSED ALMOST ALL THE DOWNFALLS IN MY LIFE AND I COULDN'T HAVE CHOSEN A BETTER FRIEND TO LIFT ME RIGHT BACK UP. SHE HAS TAUGHT ME THAT IT DOESN'T TAKE BLOOD TO BE FAMILY. ..

My Blog

My Very Much Alive Mother.

I am almost 19 years old. I always thought that I appreciated my mother, and I have more than anyone else on Earth. But I never realized how much I took her for granted. All of us have. Every gray hai...
Posted by The Psychedelic Souldier. on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 09:02:00 PST

The Best Blog in the World, Part 2

I always have things I want to say to people and never have the heart to. Now that I dont give a crap, take a wild guess which one you are on the list. -I have no idea why we dont talk anymore, b...
Posted by The Psychedelic Souldier. on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 10:29:00 PST

You done pissed me off.

I got this from a friend.... Westboro Baptist Church (WBC Chronicles - Since 1955) 3701 SW 12th St. Topeka, Kansas 66604 785-273-0325 www.godhatesfags.com Religious Opinion and Bible Commentary on Cu...
Posted by The Psychedelic Souldier. on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 06:10:00 PST

Momma, dont you see what the Army has done to me?

So I'm finally home.... Six months and four pant sizes later, I have some adjusting to do. I found out what true friends are. I don't even refer to them as friends... they are battle buddies. People w...
Posted by The Psychedelic Souldier. on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 04:48:00 PST

Chaptuh Four: The Grass Ain't Green on Either Side.

Ok, let me tell you a story. When I lived in Tyler and I was 17, I didn't live in the best environment. I had a dead-beat dad who didn't support me in any way. I lived in between house to house and&nb...
Posted by The Psychedelic Souldier. on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 01:16:00 PST

Chaptuh Three: Oh man, the milestones....

So yesterday was Prom. This was, by far, the best Prom ever. I had the best date with my best friends in the world and we had the best time... especially afterwards when we went to Thomas's house. Tha...
Posted by The Psychedelic Souldier. on Sun, 13 May 2007 03:53:00 PST

Chaptuh Two: Death and Paintball

****14 days until Prom, 24 days until my 18th b-day, and 27 days until Graduation**** It seems like this week was very busy for me. But among all the chaos, the one event that sticks out the most is d...
Posted by The Psychedelic Souldier. on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 02:05:00 PST

Chaptuh One: If I Had a Nickle.

If I had a nickle for every time someone told me I should write a book, I'd probably have about two dollars. However, if I had a nickle for every time someone said, "If I had a nickle," I'd own Starbu...
Posted by The Psychedelic Souldier. on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 02:14:00 PST

Tagged by Nikkah.

Darn you, Nikkah!Hmmmm, ten random things about me.1. I like it more when people call me Christina, especially guys, but if no one called me Chris, I'd feel wierd.2. I hate ice, its too cold.3. My sis...
Posted by The Psychedelic Souldier. on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 05:49:00 PST

Things I stress over.

College. Location is pesturing. I want to be close to family, but not too close. Far enough away so that they can't show up on my doorstep out of nowhere but close enough so that I can get there quick...
Posted by The Psychedelic Souldier. on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 02:35:00 PST