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About Me

LAMETARD
JERKFACE!!!!!
this here b my wifey alexis!
i love her 2 death!
04.26.07
MY NAME IS STEPH/DANNI/JC/TAWNY/J.J./WUTEVER U WANNA CALL ME
IM COOLER THAN YOUR GRANDMA
I LIKE SUCKING IN HELIUM
I LIVE IN WHITTIER/SANTA FE/FULLERTON
I GO TO WHITTIER HIGH
I'm in the whs drumline/springline(BEEF!)
i play bass/cymbals/anything u can beat the shit out of
i have the lowest self-confidence u'll ever see
i'm insecure
i have multiple personalities
my voice cracks ALOT!
people tend to walk all over me
i get used a lot
i'm complicated
deal with it
if it seems like i don't like you...i probably don't
but then again i might like u but i tend to give people the wrong idea
i daydream a lot
i hate how people use music to stereotype
i hate wen people try to hard to be something or someone their not
i tend to use IM phrases wen i talk(lol, omg,....)
first impressions are important to me
I lyk 2 sk8board(i suck tho)
i have surrounded myself w/ these"walls"that not many people have been able 2 pass
...and the ones that have, have betrayed me in some way (i gotta make the wall thicker)
i talk really fast
i seriously don't give a fuck if u judge me anymore
everyone does it
but that only shows me how pathetic your little lives must be
i smile a lot
i speak before i think
so i might say a little 2 much
I love hanging out w/ my friendz.
They're very important 2 me.
i HATE liars and i WILL find out if you lied to me
just because i don't tell you anything doesn't mean i don't know
i'm not THAT stupid!
i tend to overanalyze things
I'm alwayz up for goin 2 the movies.
I go 2 uptown a lot
im quiet
i'm loud
I'm a really fun person 2 B around.
i purdy much always comment back
unless i'm really lazy that day
I'm alwayz doin new thingz and i luv meeting new people.
once U get 2 know me U'll realize i'm not funny I'm just really stupid.LOL!
my sn: Lonelystar101.
IM IGNORANT GET OVER IT.
IM A VERY OPINIONATED PERSON.
NEVER PISS ME OFF. OR YOU'LL WAKE UP WITH NO HEAD THE NEXT DAY.
I HAVE THE WORST LUCK IN THE WORLD. EVERYTHING BAD HAPPENS TO ME.
I CURSE A LOT. DEAL WITH IT.
I HATE THE KINDA PPL THAT LYK 2 STEEL GUYZ/GIRLZ 4RM THEIR FRIENDZ 4 AMUSEMENT.
I PLAY GUITAR.(HOW ORIGINAL IS THAT)YEA BUT I'M STILL LEARNING
LIFE WITHOUT MUSIC WOULD BE LIKE LIFE WITHOUT...AIR!.LOL!
I LAUGH AT EVERYTHING.
ONCE YOU GET TO KNOW ME, YOULL COME TO REALIZE IM A COMPLETE IDIOT.
I HATE POSERS, FAKES, AND PPL WHO JUST CAN'T BE THEMSELVES
I HAVE A BAD HABIT OF THINKING OUTLOUD.
I JUDGE PEOPLE ON FIRST IMPRESSIONS...SOMETIMES
I KNOW IM SHORT. YOU DONT NEED TO REMIND ME. BUT SHORT PPL ROCK!!!!
IM ADDICTED TO HOT CHEETOS
IM USUALLY REALLY NICE, JUST DON'T CATCH ME IN A BAD MOOD AND U'LL SURVIVE.PROMISE.
I HATE WHEN PPL LOOK AT ME FOR THE FIRST TIME AND AUTOMATICALLY THINK I'M A BITCH, I'M ACTUALLY THE TOTAL OPPOSITE
IM REALLY GULLIBLE.
SOME PEOPLE THINK I WEAR COLORED CONTACTS WHEN I REALLY DONT.
WHEN I SAY IM GONNA DO SUMTHING I ACTUALLY DO IT.
MY EYE ITCHES REALLY BAD AS I MAKE THIS.
A LOT OF PEOPLE THINK IM FUNNY BUT IM NOT. IM JUST REALLY STUPID.
IM NOT PAYING MUCH ATTENTION TO WHAT IM WRITING SO IF THERES MISTAKES ON THIS, TOO BAD BITCH!
I'M GOOD AT MAKING UP EXCUSES TO SAVE MY ASS
I LOVE PARTIES
I LOVE 2 DRAW
I LOVE GOIN TO SHOWZ. BUT I CAN B VERY CRITICAL OF THE BANDS PLAYING
I HATE LOOKING IN MIRRORS
I WISH I COULD DYE MY HAIR
I'M NOT REALLY SENSITIVE. A LOT OF SHIT HAS HAPPENED TO ME BUT I JUST DON'T LET IT GET TO ME I HANDLE REJECTION REALLY WELL. I'VE HAD TO PUT UP W/ IT MY WHOLE LIFE.
I MISS RIVERA. THE PPL THERE ARE TRULY AMAZING
THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT HAVE NOT LIKED ME ARE THE ONES THAT HAVENT TAKEN THE TIME OUT OF THEIR PRECIOUS LIVES TO ACTUALLY KNOW ME.
IM A LITTLE 2 OPEN-MINDED
I LIKE SHOCKING PPL
I HATE PEOPLE THAT ARE ALWAYZ THE CENTER OF ATTENTION
IM RIDICULOUSLY SARCASTIC SOMETIMES
I LUV DRUMLINE
IM ALWAYS COLD.
I LAUGH WHEN PEOPLE CALL ME GOTH OR EMO.
I CAN NEVER CLOSE A PIZZA BOX RIGHT LYK...EVER
I CANT WALK A STRAIGHT LINE....EVER.
IF THERE WERE 2 OF ME, ID SO BE FRIENDS WITH MYSELF.
IM EXTREMELY UNPREDICTABLE.(SUMTIMES)
WINTER IS MY FAVORITE SEASON. SNOW IS JUST TOO COOL!
I HATE HAVING ALL EYES ON ME
I LIKE TO SING
I LIKE TO DANCE BUT I DON'T THINK I DO IT VERY WELL
I ACT REALLY...WEIRD
General

My Interests



RANDOM FACT BOX (here u'll find daily random facts about ME!)
05.21.07 -I LOVE CHRIS!!!!!
05.19.07 -salsa's party! and also my unluckiest day ever!!!
05.07.07 -happy birthday salsa!
04.24.07 -i got stitches! hahaha!
04.23.07 -2day wuz so friggin dope!stayin out late, ditchin the cops, sneakin around....haha! totally fun! i felt lyk a fugitive!hehehe!*happy sigh*ttly fun night! 04.20.07 -HAPPY BIRTHDAY OREO!!!
04.18.07 -tonight wuz totally dope!haha!
03.29.07 -*sniff sniff*ugh! one of the worst days imagineable!aaaaahhhhh! this sux!this is 2 much!i dont think i can handle it anymore! my life is purdy much falling apart! all i feel now is pain and sadness...
03.27.07 - 2day wuz such a crappy day!and i'm not lookin forward 2 2morrow either! ugh!
03.26.07 -i miss my jamba juice!(mango)
03.23.07 -mango and pineapple!!!!
03.18.07 -this weekend wuz the besterest EVER!i will never forget it! and i can say i'm purdy fucking happy rite now! xp
03.16.07 -awww! 2day one of my besterest friends danny wuzn't @ skool!:( he wuz very missed!) but then he went 2 the play @ night! yay! i wuz very happy!
03.15.07 -i haven't gone 2 school since tuesday! i'm sick! and i have a play thingy 2night! ugh!
03.13.07 -2day wuz sadies! omg! best night of my life!!! luv u danny!
03.12.07 -ha! 2days my burthday! dang i have the bestest friends ever! my friends threw me a surprise burthday party! and they gave me a burdy! I LOVE U GUYZ!
03.09.07 -drumline competition 2morrow! eeeeek!
03.08.07 -DANG! i skipped a few days! OMG! 4 days till my birthday! yay!
02.26.07 -yea...i know i've skipped a few days. i've bin busy. and this weekend i stayed @ salsa's house! fun fun fun!
02.19.07 - LOVE FUCKING SUCKS HARD!!!
02.18.07 - i'm @ alex's house! still! i watched napolean dynomite!
02.17.07 -i'm goin to alex's house 2day!
02.16.07 -UGH! i'm sick! i missed skool today. bummer! and i have practice later on! gursh man!
02.15.07 - 2day wuz kinda...eh! but i did go 2 the comedy sportz show! that wuz dope! and we won the basket ball game!! GO CARDINALS!!!
02.14.07 -VALENTINES DAY! i kinda despise valentines day. but 2day wuz fun! i hung out at crystals house and laughed ALOT! FUN FUN FUN!
02.13.07 -I'M A 4-EYEZ! :( danny called me a barbie! and a nerd! and...other stuff. and ppl started taking away my glasses! :(
02.12.07 -I had practice with the bass line. then i went to the optometrist. yuck!
02.11.07 - ARCIE'S PARTY HERE I COME!
02.10.07 - I slept in for most of the day
02.09.07 -2day wuz late start! and i totally forgot there wuz no concert percussion practice 2day. dang!
02.08.07 -ugh! i forgot to drop my zero period!
02.07.07 -i had cake today! yummm. :9
02.06.07 -HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARCIE!
02.05.07 -drumline practice got canceled today! grrr!
02.04.07 -ugh! home alone all day...again. this gets annoying!
02.03.07 -i hung out at uptown by myself for a few hours. FUN!
02.02.07 -FRIDAY! NO SCHOOL! YAY!
02.01.07 -hung out w/ some new friends @ mcdonalds then went 2 a basketball game.

I'd like to meet:


ummm...anyone that can make my legz longer. yes, i stand a towering 5'1. Be afraid! lol! sumone who won't hurt me lyk everyone else has been doin so far

MY SEXY MONKEYZ (in random order)

Music:

ROCK AND METAL RULES THE WORLD!

Movies:

gone in 60 seconds,disturbia, anchorman.... anything funny and action-packed yup!

Television:

ANYTHING FUNNY OR INTERESTING

Books:

cosmos coyate and william the great(yes i read 4 fun assholes!)

Heroes:

MY BIGGEST HEROES! (random order)
chris! (JERKFACE!!) OMG! he is seriously one of the greatest person in the world!!! he's funny, caring,there wen u need him. seriously...he's amazing! yea i tend 2 make him feel bad. not purposely, but things happen and he thinks they're his fault and he feel s bad about it. but so far he hasn't done anything wrong. nope. and well...yea...there are absolutely no words 2 describe him!well....not the right words. i mean...who stayed out w/ me till midnight cuz i didn't feel lyk goin home and almost got caught by the cops? who went to visit me in the hospital 2 make sure i wuz ok? who makes sure i'm ok and listens to me wen i need 2 vent? CHRIS! i seriously couldn't ask 4 anyone greater!!!oh yea and he's my tickleicious boy! haha! I LOVE U VERY MUCH JERKFACE!!!!
ALEXIS!!! omg! she is the best SFAM!!!and my wifey! i love this chick w/ all my heart and i will always be there 4 her lyk she's been there 4 me.i'm lucky 2 have a great friend lyk her. yea she's had her problems, but she always made time 2 hang out w/ me.this chick always has me worried sick about her! i love her very much and i wouldn't want anything 2 ever happen 2 her. she does crazy things 2 make me laff and she always makes sure i'm ok. and if i need her she's ther. i love u my sister from another mister/wife!!!!
this is arcie(cookies n' creem!) lol! me and her are super close and 2gether we make an insane person seem normal! lol! i seriously don't know wut i would do w/o her! she's lyk... my long lost twin except we don't look alike. lol! who would've ever thot we would b so close in such little time?! would u lyk a bimbo roll, smothered in pb&j, w/ cookies n' creem on top, cheeze n' crackerz on the side and pinapple for dessert?(inside joke)lol! LUV U ARCIE!
this boi here is danny! yup yup! me and him have been through so much 2gether!well actually...he's been there for me through so much! u have no idea how lucky i am 2 have met him! he confuses me and makes fun of me A LOT but either way i still ♥ him. yup. i love 2 listen 2 all his wacky stories and he's just fun 2 talk 2! yup! and even though i don't really show it sumtimtes...i trust this boi w/ my life! yup! and he knows it! yea...he's one of the most amazing people i have met so far. i honestly don't know wut i would do w/o this guy in my life. and 4 sum reason he reminds me of an oreo! lol! he's dark on the outside and white on the inside! lol! oh and it's sooo much fun teasing him about his "tities"! lol! he swears he has them and when i finally say he does he gets offended cuz he thinks i'm calling him fat! lol! he cracks me up! he's just crazy that way! i love him lyk a fat kid loves cake! yup! LOVE U!

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