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B14NC4

deaddollyxxxx

About Me


"Today I didn't even have to use my A.K.
I gotta say it was a good day."

"Too many people think that I'm a concept, or
I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive. I'm
just a fucked up girl who's looking for my own peace
of mind. Don't assign me yours."
-Profile best viewed with mozilla firefox-
Now i can see everything you bitches steal.
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewpro file&friendid=197703624
[FAKE 1]
http://vampirefreaks.com/profile.php?user=b14nc4
[FAKE 2]
www.hotgoth.net/index.php?i=24541
[FAKE 3]
www.cityevents.tv/b14nc4
[FAKE 4]
MY RULES
(I didn't write
this shit for nothing)
dont add me to boost up your friends
this is not a high school or a popularity competition.
if your some moronic emo band dont
even think about it, youve been blocked.
i usually do not add private profiles nor men unless
i know who you are . No , i'm not a sexist. i just think
most guys on here are all fucking slobs.
dont send me huge pictures
on my comments, please.
something i loath the most, "thanks for the add"..
thats ineffective dont comment me or
message me at all if thats what you have to say to me.
dont expect a reply if you message me saying
"sup" or "whats up"
and dont expect me to add you if you don't
even send me a considerable message
No, i will not meet up with some saggy balled savage
looking for a pleasurable no brained young one.
I am more knowledgeable and resourceful than that.
I'M.
Bianca , and no you may not call me anything else
already somebody's baby
such a weak person inside
very happy with everything in my life right now and i
have been ever since the day i met him.
the girl with the big boots and wierd clothes your
always staring at
aesthetic
successful at almost everything i do
aspiring photographer/model
unpredictable
pocketsize
capable of many things , dont ever underestimate me.
the girl who is least to give a FUCK
about what you have to say

NOT goth/punk/metal/emo/scene or any of that nature.
(Go back to the first line of this list if you still don't know)
I LOVE.
my boyfriend
my friends
forensics
reading
ANIMALS
being respected
obsessions
horror movies
gore
insomniacs
seduction
sharp things
dancing
tatoos
piercings
zombies
clothing right out of the dryer
This:
I HATE.
NOSY ASS PEOPLE
the sun ( Just becuase im not like you all...
i dont tan , i get burned.)
fakes
liers
snitches
rejection
loud , annoying and persistent people
when people label me
attention seekers
hypocrites
fake modesty
I sit in the drivers seat of my life and as for
you , you stay in the passengers.
It takes several years for people to develop a
reputation. But, it only takes me 1 minute to ruin yours.
My inspirations have all suddenly run dry
I have no conscience on what i'm becoming.
But, I'm fixing myself & I know i'll become
something more than what I ever was.
I have no luck in life.
if your going to threat me , do it right.
Follow through with your pitiful plans before
i get to you.
I miss too many people and too many things
The worst is over now , and i can breath again
My mother will always be the most important woman
in my life.
Dont ever try winning an argument with me for what i
believe in , you will easily be annihilated.
I like to handle ridiculous people and situations
at my own pace. Karma takes far too long on my part.
kissing ass won't help you change my negative
opinions of you
i have no patients for people with personality crisis
Dont even try . i have my pride shoved
way too far up my ass for you to hurt me.
I can pretty much say i have the senses of a dog.
I sence fear , harm , bitches , useless humans and
bullshit from wherever im standing.
Get over it, You dont scare me
i'd rather brutally slaughter any human than to
ever harm an animal
i hate to see old people hurt in any type of way, it
breaks my heart
ive got a morbid past that tears me to pieces
i have very bad kidney problems
My ultimate phobia ... roaches.
I carry a very ragged heart and I'm fine with that
Half of you people can't even stomach me, let alone stand me
i love my friends to death and will always be
there for them whenever they need me .when i say
"friends" i mean a very closely chosen group
of individuals.
For once i wish you all would stop your bitching
and bragging on how your "oh so unique" and different
from every other person in this world. Excuse me for
bursting your damn bubble but a million people probably
have the same hairstyle piercings and clothing as you &
guess what? you where them no differently than a
million others. Look at the situation like this.
Stand yourself next to someone and tell them "Hey, I know
how to eat, sleep, blink & shit. Therefor I'm unique"
and i promise you they'll look at you like your a
stupid-ass. Yes, We all have a certain
difference and uniqueness to ourselves but your still
nothing beyond the ordinary. quit telling your self
that & why dont you go to a person who has 3 fucking
tits and 1 eye and let them know how unique they
really are.
ive lost too many special people in my life
you give me commotion i'll handle you straight up the
way you deserve to be handled
i have zero tolerance for deficient idiots
i will not have conversations with people
i see no intelligence in
i will always speak my mind whether i end up
looking like an asshole or not
i clean out my friends list every 2 weeks, so if i
delete you for not talking ... thats not my fault.
all of you gave me the name of being a "bitch" thinking it
was going to hurt me but
its only brought me more respect from everyone else.
violence is the resolution to most of my problems
& for the next time my name is about to roll out
of any of your mouths , choke on it bitch .
dont like me ? step up, bitch
Please, check out my shop.
I will love you forever
Your also welcome to take my banners :)
Add my backup profile
"The most extensive of all the morbid mental
conditions which reflect themselves so disastrously
in the human system is the state of fear.
It has many degrees of gradation, from
the state of extreme alarm, fright, and
terror, down to the slightest shade of apprehension
of intending evil. But all along the line it
is the same thing -- a paralyzing impression
upon the centers of life which can produce,
through the agency of the nervous system, a
vast variety of morbid symptoms in every tissue of the body."
--Dr. William H. Holcomb (Omkar)

AIM==xxximsobroken
For all of you who dont know... i have 5 different
myspace's. This one , my friends only profile, my music
profile , me any my boyfriends connected profile and the
myspace for my shop. Other than myspace the links below
are the ONLY other profiles i have . NO, i
do not have a vampirefreaks neither do i have a
morbid beauties or darkstarlings. If you find anything
other than the links below its NOT me and i would
ask you for the favor of please letting me know if you
find any imposter's. THANK YOU
Click to contact me at:
Get Your Own Voice Player Manage
You'll be sorry when im gone .

My Interests

Very Taken We sure are cute for two ugly people. But I don't
see what anyone can see in anyone else, but you.
Ich liebe ihn

This boy means the whole world to me. He makes
me smile more than anyone i know and makes
me feel like the happiest girl alive. i would
never give him up for anything is this world.
With out him , there is no me and i would
never turn my back on him. There is no one
who would ever be able to replace him and im
more than fine with that. We've shared the laughter
and the pain & even shed some tears. You're the only
one who really know's me at all.When im sobbing
he's the only one who understands my murmurs.
I'm in love with the smile i see everyday, his
laugh , his touch, his comfort, his soft skin and
his skinny feet.I love how he makes kissy noises
over the phone, just for me. What could i have
possibly done to deserve such an amazing person?
I miss him every second of the day even when we
are together. To be the girl who's able to stare
into his eyes everyday is a blessing. Our love has
never involved fighting and shouting and never will
be. My gratitude to have such a beautiful person
by my side is unexplainable.
I love you , baby.
Love us or Hate us. But , either way
you'll never be like us .

My Babies

My most precious little baby in the world
Chloe

My baby chinchilla , Chin-chi

Baby kittie
Kittie R.I.P

He was the only thing i have
ever cared so much about
and loved so much in my life
,like if he was my child ...
and he is now gone .
But hopefully to a better place .
He was my little angel and
always will be .
I know 3 and a half years is very
rare for a little baby like you
and im so happy you lived for so long .
But i never wanted to face this day .

i will always love you baby .
and you will always mean
the whole world to me

I love these people too much

I'd like to meet:

My Comments

Music:

NOISE:
I tend to have a very diverse selection of music.
Anything that sounds good to my ears i will listen to
NO MATTER WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC IT IS.
but , here are some favorites.

Movies:



FILMS:

silent hill
slc punk
corpse bride
the hills have eyes 1&2
excorsism of emily rose
the devils rejects
wicker park
The texas chainsaw massacre
Hannible
the nightmare before christmas
queen of the damed
dead silence
30 days of night
little rascals
micheal myers
jason
dumb and dumber
ace ventura
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
lier lier
the crow
edward scissor hands
house of 1000 corpses
28 days later
28 weeks later
party monster
saw 1234

TV: /b

Books:

go ask ogre
zombie
go ask alice

My Blog

what i think about you .

i thought i'd do one of these since everyone else is doing it and it seems fun lol.dont base this on expectations and doubts of you being here. your expectations might be wrong.1.without you , there w...
Posted by B14NC4 on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 03:40:00 PST

Pictures from Colorado

Everything was just so beautiful . All the views we had was just so perfect . Of course NOTHING like shit hole Florida . I saw snow for the first time :) This was the train i took to go ...
Posted by B14NC4 on Fri, 18 May 2007 01:59:00 PST

Pictures from this morning <3

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Posted by B14NC4 on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 12:58:00 PST

When i was happy

My last christmas with daddy  ...
Posted by B14NC4 on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 03:00:00 PST

OLD photoshoot

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Posted by B14NC4 on Sun, 02 Jul 2006 06:14:00 PST