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"Are you thankful that the final stroke wasn't deep enough, to have the next gasping breath even if people are criticizing you about what you did?"
What do your eyes say about you?
Eyes of Pain
Your eyes are almost never seen, as you can't bear to look anyone happy in the eyes. You have some burden some hurt in your past that you cannot put behind you. People would like to get to know you, but you push them away dwelling within yourself, afraid to be hurt again.
How do you compare?
Take this test! | Tests from TestrifficI'm the type of guy that will do anything to show someone how much I love them. I've attempted to kill myself to show someone that their words of self hate can tear people apart. I admit it, I was dead set on killing myself to show my fiancee' what that meant to me. My fiancee's name is Caitlyn Weatherton. I love her with everything I have. She makes me feel so complete. When I'm with her, nothing could go wrong, as much as her father is gonna hate it, I'm marrying my best friend wether he wants me to or not.

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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful) Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous) Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Very High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) Extreme
Level 7 (Violent) Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) Extreme
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) Very High
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test ~Music
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~RAIN
~Cuddling
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I'd like to meet:

When someone isn't there, it hurts, I feel so alone most of the time, show me that I'm wrong and not alone.

You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you want to know hwo you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs.

Suicide

100%

Disappear

87%

Stabbed

80%

Poison

67%

Accident

60%

Eaten

53%

Suffocated

47%

Gunshot

47%

Bomb

40%

Disease

33%

Drowning

33%

Natural Causes

20%

Cut Throat

7%
How Will You Die??
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Get your own countdown at BlingyBlob.comAnyone and anything basically, I'm not a big person on stomping down others. Keep an open mind, some of the best people you'll find in your lifetime are the ones that get shot down by so many people because of what they believe in. It's amazing, in this world so many things go by unnoticed because someone is different, it's a changing world GET USED TO IT!and apparentally someone whom is authorized......

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Music:

punk and rock, mostly, besides that, anything that isn't country .. .. width="425" height="350" .... width="425" height="350" .... width="425" height="350" ..

Movies:

I love most movies, I can sit through any movie as long as I have a good cuddle buddy, that way if they don't like it, we aren't wasting time watching the movie ^_^ God.....that sounded so slutty....but yet again....I am....sorta...

Television:

No time for TV
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is... mysterious
Your hugs are... gentle
Your eyes... sparkle like the stars
Your touch is... irresistable
Your smell is... exotic
Your smile is... hypnotising
Your love is... eternal

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Books:

Dean Koontz, Dorian Gray, Slaughter House V, Bronze Canticles, Old Man and the Sea, Animal Farm, and other interesting books that I can't think of.....

Heroes:

People that are themselves, they are the ones that are true to themselves, nothing to hide, nothing to lose, I am like that, but only a couple of people have seen everything about me.
-Caitlyn my girlfriend, for everything that she has gone through, I respect her so damn much and feel so bad when I hurt her....Even when I have the worst day, she can always put a smile on my face just being able to see her. We've gone through hell while we've been together. And we're still taking the punches as they are blown by multiple sources....I love her too damn much I swear...I guess that's why I'm engaged...We know what is meant to be in our relationship, we can talk to eachother about anything and everything. After everything that we've been through, we still can hold each other and say that we love one another. No matter what, hell or high water, I'm staying with her till the day I die.
-I would have to say my Father, he works himself to death so he can supply to his family, he tries his hardest at oil field work so we can live a good life. I love him.
-My Grandpa, a war veteren that has pushed me to get through college and helped pay for my tuition, and being there for me and my cousins, I love you!
-My Mother, she is a single parent right now to my little brother and sister, she is working herself to death to supply for them, I know she can be a pain in the ass at times, but I love you Mom, I have so much respect for her. God, I miss her.
And for all those that I missed, I'm sorry.

My Blog

Rant this......

In the twisting voids of what we call our lives, it seems like nothing matters and everything cares. Life seems to spin circles around nothing of any real importance, all we seem to need and care abou...
Posted by Adelesthis on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 11:11:00 PST

silence

Nothing seems to work out according to plan, breaking down at all the wrong places, fighting with those that I shouldn't be, loneliness is a burden that only one can carry, feeling like freedom is nev...
Posted by Adelesthis on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 03:00:00 PST

Tap

Subtle silence of reckoning leaving nothing but hope, breaks the sound as the world goes deaf, tap tap tap all that's heard the sound of nothing and everything, breaking down the silence leaves the so...
Posted by Adelesthis on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 01:12:00 PST

Random thoughts, none poetic this time

Sometimes life takes it's toll on people. But at the same time, it seems like everything goes according to a plan of a higher being. It seems like everything that I attempt to do falls to shattering p...
Posted by Adelesthis on Thu, 03 May 2007 09:20:00 PST

Void the Memories may be

Solitude breaks the mind,as the lonliness crushes the heart,leaving the world a void,only to find out,that I have yet to live,leaving the dream world behind,waking up to cruel reality,the thoughts are...
Posted by Adelesthis on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 12:13:00 PST

Heartbeat hardness

Heartbeat Hardness July-22-2007 Relentless memories of you, swirl around in my head, like pictures on the wall, I let them occupy my time, the embrace I had today, was on of the most comforting, as we...
Posted by Adelesthis on Sun, 23 Jul 2006 08:38:00 PST

Untitled for now...deal with it

Silhuettes of shadows broken, whispered secrets never spoken, Left alone in distilled silence, breaks the reason of difiance, broken down and torn with fear, shattered pieces watching tears, as she fa...
Posted by Adelesthis on Sat, 22 Jul 2006 02:32:00 PST

Preperation

Preperation 07-19-2007 The tears of Angels fall, as the hearts of love break, A silent stare of tired eyes, into a worried loved one, leaves them both shaking, tear...
Posted by Adelesthis on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 09:11:00 PST

Flight of Fire

First...I know it isn't perfect, but where's the fun in that?? I actually did put verses into this poem, *SHOCK GASP!!!* yes, a first for me...hope it works...If not....deal with it, enjoy ^_^ ...
Posted by Adelesthis on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 01:34:00 PST

To another stranger

The thoughts of ones unknown, Leaves tears in my eyes, the care of one I'll never meet, leaves me shaking, the love of another stranger, is like the love of a mother to a son, never knowing this mothe...
Posted by Adelesthis on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 03:37:00 PST