Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly...

About Me

.."Quo me amat, amat et canem meam."
I'm 20. I'm indecisive and lazy. I'm strong in my convictions. I love my dogs more than I love you. I'm going to vet tech school, and have a year left. I love dogs in general. I'm currently unemployed. I have the sex drive of a 16-year-old male. I'm a writer. I write fiction. I've never been published. I've had writer's block for about... a year. I like music. Different kinds. I love kissing. And holding hands in public. I enjoy the beach and going to art museums. I also like hanging out with friends in the middle of the night with no real place to go. I like mythology. I usually learn things the hard way. I like getting flowers and/or stuffed animals. I get attached fast and get jealous easily. I sleep often. I hate the taste of alcohol, but like the smell of cigarettes. I can't stay mad at people. I spend way too much money on books. I've been told I'm down to earth. I enjoy being young and silly. But there's always a time and place for being mature and serious. I'm ridiculously shy in person, but once I get to know you I'm relatively outgoing.Anything else you want to know? Ask.
Life is good right now. For now.
Kissing Is The Best Thing.
What have you done lately...

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"He is your friend, your partner, your defender, your dog.
You are his life, his love, his leader.
He will be yours, faithful and true, to the last beat of his heart.
You owe it to him to be worthy of such devotion."

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||| 26%
Stability |||||| 26%
Orderliness |||| 20%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 50%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Intellectual |||||||||| 36%
Mystical |||||| 30%
Artistic |||||||||||| 50%
Religious |||||| 30%
Hedonism |||| 16%
Materialism || 10%
Narcissism || 10%
Adventurousness |||||||||| 36%
Work ethic |||||| 30%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50%
Conflict seeking || 10%
Need to dominate |||||| 23%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Avoidant || 10%
Anti-authority || 10%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||| 23%
Sexuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical Fitness |||||| 30%
Histrionic |||||||||||||| 56%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 50%
Vanity |||||| 30%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Female cliche |||| 16% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Blog

Far Away

I'm going to miss you so fucking much. This time, This placeMisused, MistakesToo long, Too lateWho was I to make you waitJust one chanceJust one breathJust in case there's just one left'Cause you kno...
Posted by on Tue, 06 May 2008 10:06:00 GMT

Pre-Ex-Boyfriend

We'll break up before it starts, he'll only tear my world apart. You might say he's everything,Just before everything goes wrong.He's sunshine and lightning,He pulls at my heartstrings, He's stunning...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 08:40:00 GMT

Kamikaze

thought my profile song didn't match my mood at all, so i'm posting this instead. i'd put this song up but i can't find it... sigh.i'm going in (1,2,3 and go) like a kamikaze (like geronimo) a leap of...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 20:47:00 GMT

You make me happy....

Funny.... I always thought this was a happy song, until i read all the verses... and i think it fits the mood well, after the threat of restraining order... You Are My Sunshine My only sunshine. You...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 23:50:00 GMT

decision

This time you should know Like the first time that I saw you there alone Like the first time that I knew you were my own The way you made me feel Like I was something that You couldn't live w...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 19:48:00 GMT

Sweet Talkin’

Where did you go? I was searching, searching, on a one way street. I was hoping, hoping, for a chance to meet, I was waiting for the operator on the line. He's gone so long. What can I do? Where coul...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 23:47:00 GMT

Third world think tank

I walked into the room, and she was right there waiting. Leaning up against the bar, well she was perpertratin'. Slick as snot her spandex, and blacker than some coal, she set her gaze upon my booty,...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 23:22:00 GMT

fistful of sand

Up from the sands of the mighty Sahara comes,Our hero bold, who so it's told,is a lot like you and me. His passion burns, the world it turns, He fills his hand to fill the void, And fuels the constant...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 22:39:00 GMT

So tired of this.

You teach me now how cruel you've been - cruel and false. WHY did you despise me? WHY did you betray your own heart? I have not one word of comfort. You deserve this. You have killed yourself. Yes, yo...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 19:03:00 GMT

Should've seen it coming?

This room's been dusted And it's covered in prints from The month you spent with me. And I've cataloged it, Arranged the report with a chapter every week And I've studied sleepless Biting my nails a...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 17:02:00 GMT