Max'inux profile picture

Max'inux

zirtavia

About Me

I like: Making worlds. Talking with people and horses. Drawing, photography, writing and other general art: www.zirtavia.deviantart.com. I'm usually fairly good at drawing and really inappropriately proud of myself for it. I am a SCUBA diver; I was certified at age ten, and by now about 10% of my blood is pure seawater.

I like people watching. Have you ever just walked down the street and made up the lives of the people passing by? People say fascinating things. Life, in general, is worth observing; there's a lot going on on this planet.

Myspace Layouts at Pimp-My-Profile.com / Nebula

My Interests

I read voraciously and unendingly. I am a scuba diver and horseback rider, and I draw what I see and write about it, too.
The sea is the cradle of life.
I like thinking about the universe. Do you have any idea how small we are? I mean earth, the human race, as compared to the wide, gaping maw of the universe. You probably don't; I certainly don't. We're just too amazingly, irrefusably, infinitesimally tiny. I like thinking about that. We take ourselves so seriously.
Perhaps going along with that, I don't believe in god. Mostly. I like thinking about the idea of a god, and I suppose I could believe in some sort of intelligent design leading up to the circumstances of the Big Bang. But I'm thinking that intelligent design is a scientist who decided to see if he (or she, or hermaphroditic squid-scientist with tentacles) could create a universe in a terrarium, and he succeeded, and that was us. He certainly doesn't know your thoughts or care about your sins--he doesn't know your name. He probably doesn't know your planet exists, hell, your solar system even. Maybe he can see the Milky Way Galaxy--it's a smudge of milky white on the edge of the terrarium, but there's nothing particularly interesting going on in it. Did you know, there are at least millions of other advanced civilizations in the Milky way alone? At *least*? I love that.

I'd like to meet:

My Loves, Anytime:
Mimadee ♥


This is the most beautiful girl in the world, as evidenced by this photo =D. She is compassionate, kind, full of fire and energy, talented, active, and incredibly intelligent and so, so strong. She's in the process of changing the world around her, and witnessing her movement through life is like watching a raw force of nature sometimes. I'm in awe of her, and so glad--SO glad!--to call her my best friend. We've grown up together, and she's forever my sister. I LURVE YOO, GIRL!
Matthew ♥

This boy might as well be a piece of my own soul, and I of his. We are in love; there's really nothing else to it. We're each others' refuge, confidants, partners in every way. He heals me, he comforts me, laughs with me, accepts me for exactly who am, unto the deepest reaches of my inner self. He's made my life such an ease and a joy for these past years, and I'll forever be in his debt. Hmm. I wonder how I'll pay that off...;-D. I love you, my Matt, I love you, I love you =)
Alex ♥

My gladness for this boy's existence can hardly be expressed. His mind is unbelievably beautiful, and he seems to project an aura of that joyous beauty into everything he does. Being around him and sharing experiences with him is enlightening; a few minutes of talking with him can restore my love for life, and his smile is so incredibly genuine that it just makes me feel like everything is more real. Yeah. I really love this kid. Oh, and by the way, he took and designed this photo.
Whitney ♥

Look at this picture! LOOK AT THE PICTURE! Is he not the most incredible kid ever? He looks, to me, like John Lennon with Legolas's hair, and that's accurate enough: he has Lennon's unbelievable musical ability and will to make positive world change, and Legolas's fierce loyalty to those he loves. He's the most thoroughly giving soul that I know, and routinely talks people back from the deepest reaches of their despair. Before I met him, I was petrified to sing in front of people, but he coaxed me out of my shell, and now I sing while walking down the street. He has that effect on people. I love you, Whitney SchusterNick ♥

Nick has a few different faces. There are times when he's got the energy of nuclear fusion in his veins, and then he's animated and joyous and ready to make great noise; and then he can get very quiet, very still, and the most astonishing things can come out of his mouth. Nick is the sweetest soul. He would die for his friends, and probably kill for them, too. His drumming is unbelievable. And, ladies, by the way, he's single ;-D
Laura ♥

I know. Effing adorable.Claire ♥

This chick knocks my socks off. She's incredible. She runs with one of the top track teams in the country, and plays fiddle for a famous Canadian band, the Cottars. Wait...what? You haven't heard of the Cottars? Get on that, man. You're seriously behind the times. Look for them on iTunes. Anyway, she has more talent than is fair for one person to have, and yet she's incredibly sweet, humorous and loving. A cooler person has probably never lived.
Chandler ♥

This is Chan, also known as McLovin. This is what he does best: makes music. Here, he's doing the death scream, but you can mostly find him rocking his bass. He's incredible. His energy always adds a bit of lightness to a situation, and he's a master of dry humor. The stories that come out of Chan can be sidesplitting. And chicks, be wary: this one's free, too. Get 'im while you can ;-) And by the way, this great photo is credited to Alex.
p style="font-family:verdana,arial,sans-serif;font-size:10px;" "Sometimes I think we're alone in the universe, and sometimes I think we're not. In either case, the idea is quite staggering." ~ Andrew Jackson
Create your comment box

Music:

♥The Beatles♥
Beck
Beth Orton
Bob Dylan
♥Coldplay♥
Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young
Dave Matthews Band
Dispatch
Fairport Convention's Matty Groves
G. Love
Hot Tuna's Water Song
The Indigo Girls
Iron and Wine
Jack Johnson
Jefferson Airplane
John Mayer
Keane
Led Zeppelin's When the Levee Breaks
Lynyrd Skynyrd's Free Bird
Nick Drake
October Project
♥Orca noises♥
Pearl Jam
Peter, Paul and Mary
Pinback
Regina Spektor
The Shins
Simon and Garfunkel
Sufjan Stevens
Tina Ross
U2
The White Stripes
The Who
...and I always need more! Music is a perpetual motion device.

Movies:

Amazing Grace
American Beauty
The Ballad of Jack and Rose
♥Benny and Joon♥
Black Beauty
♥Fly Away Home♥
Free Willy
History Boys
Love Actually
Memento
Monty Python...anything (but Holy Grail is always best)
Pride and Prejudice (the new one)
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
Waking Life
White Oleander

Television:

Dexter is one of the most interesting concepts, in my opinion, ever created for TV, and the plot twist at the end of the 1st season was unbelievably astonishing. DON'T WATCH IT ON NORMAL TV. They're gonna have to kill it for the little kids to watch =D Rent it on Netflix.
LOST! It's beautiful. It's amazing. It's soooo complicated and little THINGS pop up everywhere.
House. It's hilarious. Though it seems to follow a predictable formula. About 3/4ths through, House will say, "Stop all treatment!" and his assistants will say, "NOOOO!" and he'll go, "Fine! He'll die!" and House wins.
Six Feet Under is indisputably the most brilliant TV show ever. I mean, what could be more beautifully dysfunctional than a family that runs a funeral home? It's extremely well-done.
Other than that, TV? Get the fuck away from it. Most of it will rot your brain and convince you that you need a Hummer in the meantime.

Books:


Anything and everything. Otherwise:
Abhorsen Trilogy
The Ancestor’s Tale
Angels in America
A Short History of Nearly Everything
Black Beauty
Cookbooks ;-)
Dan Brown stuff
The Dark is Rising
Harry Potter series
♥His Dark Materials Trilogy♥
Hitchhiker’s Guide and its accompaniments
James Herriot stuff
Jurassic Park
Life of Pi
Tamora Pierce stuff
♥White Oleander♥
Wind on Fire Trilogy
…and give me more, more, MORE!

Heroes:

Any living thing that loves the fact that it lives.

My Blog

WHOA colleges. Etc.

I got rejected from three colleges today, and waitlisted on one.Waitlisted:Wesleyan. Damnit. This is the one I wanted to go to least...Though, actually, it is on par with the others that I really love...
Posted by Max'inux on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 09:04:00 PST

I feel unnaturally amazing right now.

This week:1) With much emotional struggling, I reaffirmed my knowledge that, for better or worse, I’m an activist to the very bone, and cannot relate to people unless I speak my mind. However, I...
Posted by Max'inux on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 09:34:00 PST

For the Cornwall Crew (and anyone else, because I love you, too)

This is a written interpretation of something that happened a week ago. Just this one moment when I realized I couldn't be hurt, couldn't be touched. These people make me feel like a god. I'm told you...
Posted by Max'inux on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 08:28:00 PST

A Tribute to the Coming Spring

Winter. She is storm-fed and cold, Roiling, tempestuous, young. The tears she sheds are frozen And the world is baby's-blanket white. She is stubborn and daring; Fickle and reckless, she searches for ...
Posted by Max'inux on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 10:07:00 PST

I have a mildly disappointing confession to make...

It's not really, really disappointing, only a little disappointing.So, when I passed my driver's test, Mim said that she thought that only people who had taken driver's ed got senior licenses before 1...
Posted by Max'inux on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 06:44:00 PST

I mades a video!

Time for some shameless self-promotion! (Well, okay. I didn't make it alone. But I did edit it, and film and write a lot of it, so it feels like my baby. But lots and lots of credit goes to Joe Sclafa...
Posted by Max'inux on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 12:58:00 PST

Jane Fonda is my new hero.

Words...cannot...express.OK. There is background to this. At one point Stephen Colbert had Jane Fonda and Gloria Steinam on, and he baked a pie with them, and actually kissed Fonda twice during the se...
Posted by Max'inux on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 08:57:00 PST

Is the world just going to die right before our eyes?

They say that the arctic ice cap will be melted in five years.Sea levels will rise; entire habitable islands will be covered. (There was a recent environmental coalition of countries that met...I forg...
Posted by Max'inux on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 01:59:00 PST

Brown. Like, the school. Not the color.

...They deferred me to regular decision. This, really, is very good news. I'm good enough that a prodigiously fantastic school did not laugh in my face. They're considering me again, later. However, ...
Posted by Max'inux on Fri, 14 Dec 2007 08:57:00 PST

Fuck it. Im in love. Sometimes I have to blog about it.

I know that none of you are particularly interested in hearing this, but very frequently talking to Matt feels like talking to a piece of my own living, breathing soul. And the feeling is mutual: I kn...
Posted by Max'inux on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 07:23:00 PST