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Time starts moving, faster than I can...i need a break from routine

About Me


lets make this night last forever...
to the world you may just be a person, but to a person you may be the world

ME

o-hi im rachel michelle, although my middle name should be lazy
o-i don't have any nicknames, give me one?
o-i'm a lover, not a fighter
o-i'm a midnight owl, not an early bird
o-i don't eat meat
o-i can honestly say that music saved my life, and continues to to this day
o-i call everyone 'darling' so don't feel special if i call you it
o-my eyes are deep blue. they turn grey when i'm mad, and light blue when i'm upset/sad.
o-i sleepwalk
o-i love pumpkin pie, but i hate pumpkin seeds
o-my question for justin timberlake, is when did sexy every leave?
o-i support gays, lesbians, and bis 110fucking%
o-homophobics piss me off
o-when i make people laugh, it makes me feel warm and happy inside
o-DRAMA: please don't bring it around me. if you do, ill most likely ignore you because i hate dealing with it. or ill just kick you in the shin.
o-i don't dream much, but when i do, its a crazy one
o-give me a chocolate peanutbutter snack, and you'll have me at your control
o-if i do get married one day, i wanna do it in vegas
o-i write my thoughts down in a notebook
o-when i write while laying down, my little toe on my left foot twitches
o-when i watch movies [esp. scary ones] i like to make little forts with pillows and blankets
o-i don't give a rat's ass about angelina and brad or britney and kevin
o-i hate little cheerleaders that think they're cool and wear flip flops durring the winter
o-people tell me that i look like kirstie alley, and i find it offensive
o-i think its hott when guys say things like "yea it would" with attitude :p
o-the drumline in marching bands are sexy :] heh. yea
o-i think boys that wear black, thick glasses and flannel shirts are cute
o-i like it when boys do the "hair flip" its hott! heh. *flip*
o-i promote bands. its what i do. if yer a band, and need something, HOLLER!
o-you'll probably think im crazy and weird, but why try to blend in when your born to stand out?
o-making scrap books and collages are some of my past times
o-home-made is always better
o-local shows are the best
o-if i saw my worst enemy being shot at, i would still jump in front of a bullet for them.
o-i take pictures of just about everything
o-i'm very much against abortion
o-i believe that playing hookie is perfectly ok
o-duck tapeWILL NOT fix everything, but brownies will =D
o-i have ADHD and take stratera. i really have it, i don't just say i do.
o-how much fun i have doesn't depend on where i am, its who i'm with
o-don't like me? too bad, i won't change for you
i wannas
^i wanna sidekick!
^i wanna start a girl band
^i wanna learn to clap spoons and play bass
^i wanna sky dive and bungee jump
^i wanna attend a rave.
^i wanna learn kickboxing
^i wanna start a slow clap :p
^i wanna live in either a small town near the beach in new jersey, or a small town near hollywood in CA.
^i wanna own my own production company
^i wanna have a pop rocks kiss. [step1.put pop rocks in mouth. step2.:]makeout]
bad habbits and such
&i bite my pen caps
&i split my split ends
&i procrastinate a LOT
&i crack my fingers, toes, and neck at least 3 times a day
&i'm one of those people that think they're ugly and fat, and no matter what you say, im gonna think i am
&I'm an insomniac. I am a result of my own mistakes. I dont give myself enough credit. I dont believe in myself. I am not happy with the way I've treated life.
"Insanity is doing the same things over and over again and expecting the different results"
-Albert Einstein

My Interests



PunkDrummer80: horay for the rebel yell and assorted jelly beans!!

bahahah i love dave! crazy!

Do you believe you're missing out
That everything good is happening somewhere else?
But with nobody in your bed
The night's hard to get through

I'd like to meet:

THIS ARE MY two FUCKIN LOVERs:

BERT!

MATT!

WAKE UP, LONELY, HATING MY LIFE!!!!!!!

"i wrote this song about giving in to doing things that you know aren't right, and feeling hatred and disgust towards yourself afterwards. to me, when this happens, it feels like i -- as a spiritual being -- vanished, and my body took over on a rampage, sucking the life out of everything. in those moments, i've felt blind and senseless, and any deep thoughts, emotions or even attempts to create art were nullified. there was a period in my life where everyone looked like soulless bodies in a state of confussion, just looking to reproduce & die. i'd get tangled up in that state, and the next morning, i would feel extreme amounts of shame." - sonny moore [AP mag]

Music:



most recent cd i bought:
escape the fate :]

!thursday
!the used
!from first to last
!the sleeping
!bullet for my valentine
!scary kids scaring kids
!panic!
!senses fail
!atreyu
!aiden [I WANT THE FUCKIN NEW EP!!!]
!three days grace
!drop dead, gorgeous
!norma jean
!bless the fall
!silverstein
!trivium
!hawthorne heights
!all-BRITE
!led zep
!chiodos
!brand new
!kill hannah
!my chemical romance
!rise against
!greenday
!blink 182
!system of a down
!rob zombie
!so they say
!the fall of troy
!underoath
!30 seconds to mars
!18v
!the academy is
!red jumpsuit
!saosin
!jimmy eat world
!between the buried and me
!taking back sunday
!AFI
!armor for sleep
!anti-flag
!blood brothers
!sum 41
!as i lay dying
!ac/dc
!the who
!from autumn to ashes
!every time i die
!lostprophets
GIRL SINGERS:
~paramore
~flyleaf
~evanescence
ect....

Movies:



~THE BEST MOVIE EVER:
detroit rock city

~constantine
~national treasure
~fight club
~dazed and confused
~anchorman

~a knite's tale
~american pie
~american pie2
~american wedding
~cinderella man
~collateral
~dodgeball
~eurotrip
~face off
~flight 93
~greece 1/2
~harold and kumar go to white castle
~king arthur
~kiss the girls
~ladder 49
~man on fire
~not another teen movie
~paparazzi
~rocky 1-5
~saving silverman
~saw
~saw2
~scary movie 1-3
~swordfish
~the christmas story
~the phantom of the opera
~the punisher
~the wedding singer
~titanic
~x-men1-3
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Television:



%music videos on fuse mostly
%scariest places on earth
%the soup
%nip/tuck %prison break
%24
%house
%south park
%mind of mencia
%family guy
%it's always sunny in philadelphia
%saturday night live
%mad tv
%fear factor
%the biggest loser
%everybody loves raymond
%acording to jim
%jepordy
%lingo
%family fuid
%steeler games!!!!

Books:


in no particular order, i love these people.
casey my lover. this girl is fuckin sweet. she always messages me at the right time with the perfect words to say to cheer me up. when we get together, we've already planned out the xxx sex we're gonna have! haha ily
dustin Misodus: i did
Misodus: till one day
Misodus: I beamed my crotch and chin off the ground
Misodus: I gave up
bahahaha. me and this kid are gonna jam. and when we do, some crazy shits gonna go down!!! yea.. be jealous. he's cooler than you. and he looks like BERT! pssshyea and we're taking a road trip to hell!!! with detours! :p our song is EAT ME ALIVE!! haha
fuck JEFFREE STAR!!!!!
britt i adore the fact that on the bus, you sit there and sing your lungs out and you don't give a shit about the people staring at you. i love our bus rides sharing my mp3 player. we take sweet myspace pictures in the back seat of the bus, and everyone looks at us like we're crazy, but we don't care! BOOB THRUST! LMAO! we have these kick ass sexual conversations on ways to pleasure guys. and now we get to have murphy together so we can have more sex talks :]
holly face we met at an alura show, and now she is my wifey! i love her! and we're gonna go to many more crazy shows together. WIFE!
marctheband talk about saving the best for last. this is basically the coolest person ever. i love when he calls me and i have to go in my closet to talk because thats the only place i can get reception. he's the most talented person i know, and im positive that he will go far in life ^_^ TACO

Heroes:


kurt cobain
don't just read his words, actually think about them. i find that you'll be surprised at how brilliant this man is
"The worst crime is faking it"
"life is what you make it"
"If it's illegal to rock and roll, throw my ass in jail!"
"We have no right to express an opinion until we know all of the answers."
"That's what music is entertainment. The more you put yourself into it, the more of you comes out in it."
"Before i die many will die with me and they will deserve it. See you in hell."
"Punk is musical freedom. It's saying, doing and playing what you want. In Webster's terms, 'nirvana' means freedom from pain, suffering and the external world, and that's pretty close to my definition of Punk Rock."
"Just because you're paranoid doesn't mean they aren't after you."
"I'd rather be hated for hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not."
"I like to feel prejudice towards people who are prejudice."
"I used to try to make my head explode by holding my breath, thinking that if I blew up my head, they'd [mom and dad] be sorry."
"I'm gonna be a superstar musician, kill myself and go out in a flame of glory, just ike Jimi Hendrix"
"Thought the sun is gone, I have a light."
"My generation's apathy. I'm disgusted with it. I'm disgusted with my own apathy too, for being spineless and not always standing up against racism, sexism and all those other -isms the counterculture has been whinning about for years."
"All in all is all we are."
"There's definitely some pieces in there that reflect on my personal life, but really, they aren't as personal as everybody thinks they are. I would like them to be more personal. The emotions, the songs themselves are personal. I can't do it - I've tried to write personally and it just doesn't seem to work. It would be too obvious. Some things that you could read in could fit into anyone's life that had any amount of pain at all. It's pretty cliche." [on his lyrics]
"I really haven't had that exciting of a life. There are a lot of things I wish I would have done, instead of just sitting around and complaining about having a boring life. So I pretty much like to make it up. I'd rather tell a story about somebody else."
THIS MAN IS NOTHING LESS THAN AMAZING, AND IF YOU SAY HES NOT AMAZING, ILL HAVE TO HURT YOU.

My Blog

all-BRITE lyrics

just weight use an eraserand erase the parts that dont make sensecan you fit this in your head?looks like we reached the endim starting over againdont cryyour gonna carrythis weightfor a while nowjust...
Posted by rachel [oh how lovely as she gasps] on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 07:33:00 PST

my most favorite lyrics

just touch medont say a wordi love pretendingthis doesnt hurt-all-BRITEeven if i say "it'll be alright"still i hear you say you want to end your lifenow and again we tryto just stay alivemaybe we'll ...
Posted by rachel [oh how lovely as she gasps] on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 08:50:00 PST

alura 12-09-06

alura..girls bathroom at VFW :punder black skiesmade in canada  ...
Posted by rachel [oh how lovely as she gasps] on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 04:26:00 PST

ill kiss you on your neck, people stare but we won't care :]]]

a new favorite song of mine: damn regret by red jumpsuit :]]The moon is shining bright The mood is feeling right I'll kiss you on your neck People will stare but we won't careWe're high above the grou...
Posted by rachel [oh how lovely as she gasps] on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 09:19:00 PST

my poems<3

im i'm not supposed to love you, i'm not supposed to care, i'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. i'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do... i'm sorry i can't help my...
Posted by rachel [oh how lovely as she gasps] on Fri, 17 Mar 2006 03:02:00 PST