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Shelly

If love be rough with you, be rough with love. Prick love for pricking and you beat love down!~~ W.S

About Me

~To Thine Ownself Be True~
My name is Shelly, if you don't already know my real name than you don't need to ;D. I'm currently a sophmore at Sacramento State University, Majoring in Theatre Arts, and Minoring in Psychology.I am a Christian, and my faith (although shaky at times) is the most important thing in my life. I have a wonderful family; a mom who always supports me and does her best to make my life easier- a dad who tries to help his daughters get through life just a bit easier than he has- and three amazing and unique sisters that will always be the best of friends for me, no matter what. I am not in a relationship, but that does not mean I am looking for one! I live my life for ME, not for any guy. I am very serious when it comes to being a loyal friend, and i have a few of those who have shown me that they will always be there for me; however, burn me too much and i will drop you in a heartbeat..no one will get the chance to hurt me, so dont think you'll have that power...for everyone else; get to know me, and you won't regret it. Judge me, and you'll never know.....
I won't become blonde and/or tanned till i look muddy
I won't post half-naked pitures on here to get your reaction
I'm not that kind of girl
I act. i write. i sing. I surf. i can love like no other or hold the fury of a hurricane...these are the things you should want to know.

xWords of Wisdomx
+I can and will talk for hours on end, just ask Sam & L
+I Am addicted to eyeliner
+I am Irish and proud
+I don't watch football much, but GO NINERS!! :)
+Gotta represent my quiet lil' town of SAN FRANCISCO..heh.
+I LOVE to surf
+I am Christian and I love God:)
+Mariah, Cassie, and Janele are my girls, mess with them and I'll have to break your face :)
+I STILL LOVE THE BACKSTREET BOYS. always have always will.
+...deal with it...
+Snakes are awsome
+I do not take compliments well, sorry about that...
+I am a recovering Dr.Pepper addict
+I love having Purple hair
+Break my friends' hearts, I will remove your reproductive organs
+My first name means "Who is like God"...
+...My Last name means "of the sea"...
+...Therefore, I am POSEIDON, GOD of the sea...just kidding :)
+I am lazy and messy. Deal with it
+Fake and "scene" people really irritate me
+I don't need petty drama in my life, thank you :)
+I LOVE the beach, more than you can imagine
+Happiness is vital to your health
+I guarantee that i have more shoes than you would believe
+I know more about Grease than you
+I know who I am and what I want and that will not change
+If I want something, I will go after it with my whole heart
+I am a love-song sap.
+I love my family very much, even if I don't tell them enough.
+My sisters are my freakin heroes, and my best friends.
+ I have the BEST NEPHEWS EVER, Dylan Jay and Hunter Alan
+Cassie Lynn is my best friend forever, she's my 4th sister :)
+Theatre is really important to me...
+I love to sing, even if I'm not that good :-P
+I Love to dance
+I Love kissing :)
+I am a hopeless romantic and dreamer
+I am a very passionate person
+I am addicted to piercings AND tattoos
+I have 13 piercings, 5 tattoos
+I Love California, and it is SO MUCH a part of who I am
+I am a walking Californian cliche; I surf, I say 'dude' and 'like', and I can wear shorts in January :)
+I Love Hawaii, too
+I live by two things; honesty and no regrets.
+ I will try to tell you what I feel about you, before it's too late
+ I've finally been hurt too much to let people get that close to me (congrats).
+Don't try to understand me...just learn to be patient
+I am an optimist, for the most part
+I am a walking contradiction
+I am a hypocrite. I can't stand hypocrites.:-P

....13//Piercings....5//Tattoos "Be not conformed to this world; but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove that what is good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God." Romans 12:2

My Interests

“The greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain.”

You'll see...the strongest and most terrible storm will end with the most amazing rainbow...Just wait.

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Acting, BEACHES, singing, dancing, photography, writing, leading, answered prayers, dr pepper, hot topic, spencers, weird things, funny things, old memories, beaches, sunsets, sunrises when you never went to sleep,playing my guitar, sitting on cypress road for 2 hours while the sunrises, salami and pickles, maccaroni n cheese with ketchup, together under the moonlight, lookin up at the stars, being goofy,beaches, disneyland, singing into an empty soda bottle, driving with my friends, sunroof open, summer time, swimmin in the delta,laughing til it hurts, laughing til i cry, sappy movies, horror movies, winning monopoly, walking hand n hand, warm blankets,ice skating, road trips (to beaches :-P), really good lyrics, truth or dare, hiking, hanging out at 3 AM, piercings and dying my hair, sunset walk on the beach, trying out new things, inventing things, shirley temples, Tropical O's, new years eve, valentines day, christmas season, concerts,sleeping in, nachos, antioch fair, the zipper, rollercoasters (finally), just simply "chillen", camping, bonfires, clubbing with my friends (guys AND girls), fun nights at random hotels, just letting go ..........the most important thing in life is being happy.... live every day like it was your last...xXx*dream as if you'll live forever, Live as if you'll die tomorrow*xXx *sing like no one can hear you, dance like no one's watching, and live like there's no tomorrow*xXx * live life to the fullest for the furture is scarce*xXx

I love icons :)

I'd like to meet:



I guess we'll never understand - The sense of your leaving - Was it the way it was planned? -
And so we grace another table - And raise our glasses one more time - There's a face at the window - And i ain't never, never sayin' goodbye...

One by one - Only the good die young - They're only flyin' too close to the sun - Cryin' for nothing - Cryin' for no-one - No-one but you"

Rest In Peace, Richard Anthony William Combs... We'll miss you forever, Rocky.


"So alone into the cold new year without another word from him I wrote to ask if we could maybe meet again before the spring But weeks went by with no reply until once more my birthday came And with it my surprise but this time nothing was the same...
"I'm sorry - blame infatuation - blame imagination - I was sure you'd be the one but I was wrong - It seems reality destroys our dreams - I won't forget you - blossom" Faded red inside a tiny book of old goodbyes..." T.R.


Music:

Bands; April 6th, Simple Plan,Guns n Roses,Switchfoot, Relient K, Papa Roach, Evanescence, Trapt, Orgy, Linkin Park, Sublime, ELVIS, Oasis, Billy Joel, the Eagles, any 50's music :)yes the backstreet boys, rascal flatts, reba McEntire, brad paisley, keith urban, kenny chesney, carrie underwood, Jeremy Camp, Mercy Me, Tim McGraw, Trans-Siberian orchestra...just to name a few... i just love music in general so i can't name them all. I dont really like rap or hip-hop,and the only radio i listen to is country, pretty much. Meaning= i dont like the stuff thats on your radio or Mtv... Favorite Song is "i'll be" by edwin mccain. And "hotel california" by the eagles.

Movies:


..this is MY movie...

FAVORITE ever, and my favorite ride!!!

My favorite movies are Pirates of the carribean, Grease, Ice Age, all 7 Nightmare on Elm Streets, the Virgin Suicides, Accepted, Saw, Stay Alive, etc...I love horror flicks and comedies, i dont really like action or sci-fi (depending on quality lol)

Television:

I try not to watch T.V. all that much, but when i do; Degrassi, Instant star, south of nowhere, Grey's Anatomy, American idol, Reba.......do YOU want to waste what ends up being YEARS of your life just sitting, not thinking or doing anything??? I dont...

Books:

Harry potter (all 7), Dreamcatcher, My Sweet Audrina, The Crucible,Romeo and Juliet, every young woman's battle...i love to read, there are so many....

Heroes:

**R.I.P. Jeanette Ann Brown*
" God broke our hearts to prove, he only takes the best"
We love you and miss you very much. Heaven sure is lucky now...♥
...My Best Friend, My Sister...
~Cassie Lynn Fowler~
My best friend!! 12 years now, she is more like my sister than my friend. and she will ALWAYS be that way, no matter what. No guys, not time, NOTHING can come between us!! You rock chick!!
~My Sisters~
*Jackie*
She ROCKS- she has overcome so much crap and pushed through it all on her own, when most people said she couldn't. Well look at where she is now. Sharing a room for the first 16 years of your life with someone creates ties, man!! She can read my MIND!! I Love you!!
*Kim*
My "other mommy" sister!! Well you are probably the most sane of all of us, which isn't saying much ;). But I know you'll always give good advice because you are SMART. And you are a realist. you are awsome! My favorite place to run to when things are just BAD.. Love you!!
*Kris*
My oldest sister!! The wise one that takes me to get tattoos and piercings ( and concerts)! I have so much fun with you, cause we always find something that kim shakes her head at us for ;) Thanks for always letting me run away to your place when i need it. love you!!
Sisters are forever!!!
*Janele*
This girl freaking rocks! She is the most creative and original person I've ever met, and one awsome friend! From dock parties to Hawaii, our memories are endless. She is one of the best friends anyone can ask for, and she knows how to have fun in life!! The way she lives always reminds me that there's always something in life that's good, and always a way to have fun. Love you!!!
*Mariah*
This chick one of the best friends ive EVER had..we had some time apart but we both realize that true friendship is forever and trust me, we're forever! This girl knows how to party and enjoy life without needing alcohol or drugs to help her with it! She's so freaking great that she makes me say things like "pimperistic" and "hyphy on lyphy" (lol). & Her faith and strength are inspirations to me, and she's the friend that will always help keep me on the right path :) Love You!!

My Blog

How do you fix something like that...

Im having a big problem. Sleep is rreeaalllyyy important when it comes to my ability to function..and im not sleeping. No, im not jsut staying up too late and waking up tired. I mean, i can't sleep. I...
Posted by Shelly on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 03:48:00 PST

Never at rest..

Guess what? I can't sleep. What a shock. I feel like...a T.V. Channel that's receiving too many signals from a satelite. I want to turn them all off, but I can't. I can switch channels, maybe to a com...
Posted by Shelly on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 02:02:00 PST

"That's what he said"

Oh look..a song...   There are people thatSay what you wanna hearEven on a rainy dayThey'll tell you the sky is clearWhen you really, really love some oneAnd I'm right when I say that y...
Posted by Shelly on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 09:18:00 PST

Celibate

celibacy [--selib?si] noun:    the state of being unmarried or of refraining from sexual relations, especially in obedience to religious vows     SO after getting away from my life...
Posted by Shelly on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 11:05:00 PST

im done

i guess i've finally realized something tonight... i dont know if it is just bad circumstances or if i really have caused all of this... but i realized that when i move back to sacramento, all my frie...
Posted by Shelly on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 11:09:00 PST

It never ends

For awhile, I though bad times were temporary..everytime my life seemed to be nothing but downhill, I would know that it would end soon and things would get better.. ..they dont get better anymore. Is...
Posted by Shelly on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 07:27:00 PST

Inside my head

Instead of updating people on my life on bulletins (which im sure by now has annoyed at least 80% of you), im just gunna to what blogs were meant for..and write....here... 2:38 AM- May 24th: I guess&n...
Posted by Shelly on Thu, 24 May 2007 02:47:00 PST

Taken a huge step...

Warning for Athiest/agnostics; you probably wont enjoy reading this, but you should anyways :)     Wow..I am so amazed right now..I've come a huge way in just a few short minutes....  M...
Posted by Shelly on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 08:37:00 PST

New Years Eve- a fresh start!!

So this year, new years has held alot of weight for me..most of you dont know what kind of year i've had this year, and i'll be honest. this has probably been the worst year of my life. Despite things...
Posted by Shelly on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 10:35:00 PST

Things I've learned

So you know when you wish you had known something before you did it? i've learned that many times. I've decided to keep track of these, and maybe they'll be of some help later on in life.. + Trying to...
Posted by Shelly on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 11:14:00 PST