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Justin

The key to joy is disobedience

About Me


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My paintings convey a space where symbols have lost all connection to their origins. The arbitrary boundaries created by society are pulled apart in order to reveal the absurd paradox that underlies the search for self. Guided by a ghastly light the figures that are brought forth reduce themselves to pure physicality as they lose all sense of identity. The metaphysical nature of this illumination seeks to fragment human physicality while shedding light onto internal and external mirror realities, partnered by a looming world of antagonistic shadows.The human figure is constantly distorted, mutilated, and degraded, illustrating the existential despair that is wrought of the inability to attain integrity amidst uncertainty. As the figures attempt to converge with their external environment, a contradiction is unveiled and their inherent vulnerability is exposed. It is this vulnerable space I seek to capture, wrought with cryptic symbols, where one is compelled to consummately confront the transitory nature of existence.

My Interests

PAINTING http://jschaefer00.tripod.com

I'd like to meet:

people that are exactly like me in every way and the ghost of jhonn balance

Music:

Post Punk, Death Rock, No Wave, New Wave, Dark Wave, Noise, Protopunk, Death Disco, Glam Rock, Neo Folk, Dark Ambient: Joy Division, Warsaw, Death in June, Crisis, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Creatures, Skinny Puppy, Current 93, Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, Coil, Swans, Angels of Light, Jarboe, Zos Kia, DNA, The Contortions, Suicide, Teenage Jesus and the Jerks, Throbbing Gristle, Psychic TV, The Slits, Brian Eno, killing Joke, Gary Numan, Scritti Politti, Glass Candy, Le Tigre, Velvet Underground, Michael Gira, Download, Einsturzende Neubauten, Cabaret Voltaire, Gang of Four, PIL, Bauhaus, Christian Death, Magnetic Fields, The 6ths, The Gothic Archies.....

Movies:

basquiat, love is the devil, vincent and theo,control, pan's labyrinth, david lynch,....

Television:

"The television screen is the retina of the mind's eye. Therefore, the television screen is part of the physical structure of the brain. Therefore, whatever appears on the television screen emerges as raw experience for those who watch it. Therefore, television is reality, and reality is less than television."

Books:

Camus, Nietzsche, Virilio, Lacan, Zizek, Baudelaire, Baudrillard, Jung, Crowley, Lovecraft, Poe, Gaitskill, Dostoyevsky, Donald Kuspit, Oscar Wilde, Clive Barker, The Consumer, Rip It Up and Start Again.... the gospels according to Peterpaul

Heroes:

"Bacon and I are at opposite ends of the spectrum. He likes middle-aged truck drivers and I like young boys. He sneers at immortality and I think it is the one thing of importance. Of course, we're associated because of our morbid subject matter."William Burrroughs on Francis Bacon

My Blog

Bird

the wretches writhe in dark corners, bellowing, wallowing in filth as they spill into gutters clutching their sin. every valley is a void where trees grow dead and larks are born mute with feath...
Posted by Justin on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 02:03:00 PST