Hill Doll Crystal

"don't be afraid to care
leave but don't leave me
look around, choose your own ground
for long you live and high you fly
and smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry
and all your touch and all you see
is all your life will ever be"

Im Crystal. Im 19.

I look and sound younger than I am. (and I hate it)

I'm devoted to a band called Scarecrow Hill. They'll make it some day (I just know it). If you don't like their music I don't mind, But if you fuck with them,Im not going to say "ill fuck you up" because I'm not tryin to look tough here. But Im not going to befriend you, or talk to you, or put up with it. So dont try it. I tend to avoid confrontations to avoid the drama. But I'm not putting up with anyone who feels the need to bullshit me and my friends. I love my friends and family more than life itself and Would kill/take a bullet for them any day.

I don't believe in stereotypes. I also don't believe that people should do whatever they can to fit it, but it's just the same if you're trying your hardest to be different.Either way you're not really being yourself.

I will talk to anyone, doesn't matter your race, musical interests, religion etc. It doesn't bother me. I am not religious in anyway but I don't doubt anything really. If you don't like that or if you start to preach to me I will delete/block you. I am very strong when it comes to my own beliefs. I do not mind sharing thoughts, but I will not take someone forcing me to believe in something I simply cannot believe in.

I believe to treat people like you want to be treated. I am always nice to people at first, and always give people a first chance with me, sometimes even a second. But if you're nice to me right back then I will continue to be nice.Sometimes I've been known to give people more chances than I should but I tend to get fucked over that way so needless to say I've learned my lesson

Music is my life. I know a lot of people say that but I mean it. One day I hope to be working at a record label, possibly as an A&R rep.

I listen to anything that "catches my ear" so-to-speak, although I favor METAL.

Concerts are probably my favorite thing ever. Esp. Metal concerts. To me there's no better feeling in the world then how I feel at a metal concert.

I sometimes I tend to tell people what they want to hear (again trying to avoid confrontations) but I am slowly breaking myself of that habit.

I am an ambivert and sometimes i can be very shy at first (esp in person) get to know me a little more than that'll change.

If you want to be my friend on myspace and remain my friend you have to:

1. talk to me, Im sick of having a shitload of friends that say nothing. I will delete your ass.

2. Do not send me pictures in my comments that are ridiculously big. I will not put them up.

3.DO not fill out surveys that I put in a bulletin and send them back to me unless they are Blank surveys that is supposed to be sent back. PUT THEM IN A BULLETIN!Im sick of people doing that.

4. Do not start being creepy and telling me you want my number and all that bullshit. The only way I even considering hanging out with someone I met .. is if I feel I've gotten to know them a LOT and can trust them even a little.

So knock it off.

"Then one day you find,
ten years have got behind you.
No one told you when to run,
you missed the starting gun"